I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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過去13.06
関係12.73
と言っても13.05
成りきる15.43
直撃13.54
肉付きがいい16.21
小テスト15.42
抱きしめる13.35
ちまう13.18
何と13.05
マズイ14.15
引く12.90
機会13.05
なので12.48
ならともかく13.89
変わり13.44
干渉13.54
手浴14.31
無しで13.72
訳にはいかない13.88
12.72
それじゃあ13.25
与え12.95
回り13.63
怒号14.11
13.61
13.44
乱暴13.73
負け13.20
一度も13.58
割れる13.74
ご迷惑14.16
だけあって13.64
物申す14.90
グズ15.28
後から13.69
地獄13.43
13.63
呟く12.77
消化14.12
お灸15.28
13.82
同然13.78
うわ13.47
ゲーゲー16.19
ハグ14.58
美味13.74
見てくれ14.01
被る13.46
ビックリした14.49
忘れ物14.51
詫び14.31
静止14.20
使嗾13.46
尾季15.37
黒髪13.39
新しい12.99
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半ば13.39
刺刀13.16
他所13.65
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ある日13.73
キャラ13.48
地域13.52
ブス14.48
12.96
申し出13.74
切る12.91
重ねる13.62
稼げる13.86
心配いらない14.76
がっつり14.57
太った14.45
寛大14.38
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アリ13.56
騙す13.59
うそうそ15.64
哀しい14.50
冷める13.72
さっさと13.12
小さな12.71
うっぷ15.31
簡単12.68
12.98
話し相手14.52
見返16.42
12.85
泣き真似15.36
仕草13.50
自然13.04
死ぬ12.49
作品13.46
リード13.85
一体12.67
としては12.66
仕方ない12.99
決め手14.54

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