I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
筋合い14.45
大切13.25
理解12.49
後から13.69
これにより14.27
囲む13.17
見様13.25
赤らめる14.05
ってば13.84
収穫13.65
その時12.75
と言うのは12.57
見事13.20
目障り14.52
二つ13.04
めり込む14.17
地獄13.43
ロシア人15.49
魅力13.70
聞ける13.63
合成写真16.34
ブタ14.61
哀しい14.50
げー15.11
思い悩む14.37
色黒15.39
一体12.67
12.92
こそ12.75
顔面13.59
しっかり12.79
ダメージ13.08
刺刀13.16
一生もの15.65
やりがい14.91
卒業13.55
辛さ14.33
軽蔑14.31
光栄13.87
断腸の思い15.19
13.39
滑り落ちる14.53
近づく12.83
言い訳13.48
損ねる14.06
思わせる13.71
12.92
偉い13.69
摸する13.34
流し13.30
かなにか14.52
脈打つ14.56
ドキドキ13.90
キャラ13.48
下手したら14.35
13.57
道化14.48
無下にする15.11
ふざけんな14.32
先程13.07
誰でも13.66
奇譚13.49
適当13.17
ネタ13.78
立たす14.35
いつまで経っても14.16
会心14.90
画僧12.89
手浴14.31
叩き13.26
尚更13.69
ブス14.48
傾向13.77
迎えに行く14.48
被る13.46
左程13.75
飛び13.52
満ちる13.25
14.20
死んでも13.95
訳のわからない15.03
変わらない13.12
絡み14.14
ちまう13.18
ゾウ14.61
宜しい13.44
お詫び14.04
ふわり13.82
感謝12.96
罵倒14.09
交換13.64
広げる13.18
仲の悪い15.41
13.66
真正面13.80
泣き真似15.36
要求13.44
大変12.84
自体13.10
回し13.38

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