I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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筋肉13.40
喜んで13.23
黒い12.78
カタコト15.27
たまに13.27
捻る13.90
詫び14.31
含める13.11
店12.73
回る12.52
良ければ13.76
前日14.05
手助け13.93
いじめられっ子15.42
頭がいっぱい14.96
清潔感14.87
上手くいく14.30
慣れ13.18
見れる13.74
そうです12.73
一環14.08
代償13.85
後で12.94
裏13.22
ターゲット14.10
身長13.45
仕方ない12.99
無邪気13.81
範囲13.14
高校生13.97
確定13.62
隠れ13.31
と言うのに13.07
報われる14.83
大使13.95
満足13.15
早変わり15.03
ぼる14.24
辺り13.04
呼ばれる13.09
早め13.69
一大決心15.65
一生消えない15.80
百万14.28
重点的14.63
真剣13.16
おいおい13.46
多13.46
晒14.33
その場12.86
フィギュア14.64
正体13.33
離す13.22
反撃13.52
指定単14.13
仲13.42
表向き13.98
ならともかく13.89
背中を押す14.96
いいかい14.50
ハグ14.58
とする12.60
下手したら14.35
語らう14.29
脳裏13.54
矢先14.25
継続は力なり15.96
果たす13.42
両親13.20
引く12.90
お構いなし14.42
画面13.68
佃13.25
鉛14.50
危険12.75
おーい14.00
否定13.07
後から13.69
答える12.69
いじめっ子15.09
二年生14.33
特徴13.47
本気で13.19
だらけ13.54
舐める13.88
あーん14.32
グズ15.28
てね13.19
なんとも言えない14.10
揃える13.93
変わり13.44
以来13.53
眠り13.57
ムリゲー16.02
良い感じ14.45
出所14.42
ものを12.71
無口14.35
フード13.63

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