I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
振り返る22.95
辛い23.16
離れ23.00
一方23.21
ボケる25.49
日本23.01
学期24.66
例の22.90
忘れる22.74
撮る23.97
貰える23.04
性格23.09
ダイエット24.53
薄情24.54
部分22.81
ないか22.68
リアル23.72
一心不乱24.47
ママ23.75
よろしくお願いします23.42
脅迫24.27
遊び23.37
駄24.54
何にせよ23.96
支え23.37
頑張ろう24.05
所が23.12
付き合い23.50
落ち込む23.58
末23.86
奇異24.11
見知らぬ23.93
離れる22.83
う22.61
今回22.47
気づく22.78
入学23.63
今では23.48
ベンチ23.93
ウィッグ25.27
眺め23.05
キュア25.00
着替え23.45
落ち着く23.00
怒る22.88
妹22.85
何じゃ23.36
解析23.69
にこやか23.81
蹴り23.23
右手23.08
このまま22.79
早い22.99
悔しい23.38
程22.89
長い22.68
親23.18
安心22.88
楽しい22.76
困る22.85
あれから23.70
大学生24.45
来手23.41
雰囲気22.89
永久24.27
うそうそ15.64
何事か13.83
どちら13.37
大げさ13.96
メチャクチャ14.67
取れる13.10
起こる12.94
裏13.22
意味ない14.50
興味12.96
無能13.92
果たす13.42
絶対に12.91
私利私欲15.02
射ち込む16.24
ならん13.51
粛清14.34
破顔14.45
喜んで13.23
手おけ13.35
思い悩む14.37
覚悟13.02
人種差別15.54
と言って12.71
共12.85
寝覚め15.28
早すぎる14.36
覚える13.07
四年生15.02
以降13.32
すんな13.96
同日14.88
頼む12.70
外見13.45
受け12.61

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