I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
始めて23.15
22.75
多分22.94
ボクシング24.91
貰う22.51
勿論22.47
遊び23.37
来手23.41
振る22.80
寝る23.20
オッケー24.35
取っ23.00
比べ23.80
一度22.79
メイク24.51
怒る22.88
興味ない24.40
22.82
こい23.57
悔しい23.38
貰える23.04
練習23.24
呼び出し23.79
有り難うございました23.41
誰か22.71
レッテル24.90
困る22.85
決める22.93
サンドバッグ25.23
普通22.64
引っ込む24.05
説明22.63
どうしたの23.34
意味22.49
波動22.63
見える22.26
今回22.47
存在22.32
我慾23.43
わけには行かない23.35
少しでも23.32
される22.48
参賀22.47
浮かぶ22.94
早い22.99
いるか22.92
俯く23.57
詰まり22.59
ながらも22.88
着替え23.45
クソ真面目25.50
キュア25.00
退く23.67
耐える23.10
長い22.68
素人23.52
22.70
きっと22.65
屋上23.93
苛める24.48
自室23.70
今では23.48
落ち込む23.58
くそっ23.74
立つ22.58
赤い12.81
覚える13.07
なあ12.86
被る13.46
物語13.37
反撃13.52
深く13.06
上手くいく14.30
深呼吸13.82
言いながら13.25
根暗15.00
と言って12.71
14.20
晴れる13.91
自画自賛14.84
12.92
覗く13.34
戻す13.27
稼げる13.86
数週間14.52
いじめっ子15.09
ちゃ12.92
その後12.80
申し出13.74
証明13.41
お構いなし14.42
ブス14.48
低身長15.46
誰でも13.66
見せつける13.71
過ごす13.05
かよ13.36
に至っては13.87
格好13.19
折れ13.68

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