I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
気にしない23.68
キュア25.00
芸術品24.67
無駄23.03
24.54
何度も22.93
こいつ22.74
無意識23.59
何やら23.19
決める22.93
ないか22.68
離れ23.00
格闘技24.66
23.86
同色24.78
髪の毛23.78
面倒22.94
名前22.51
何にせよ23.96
そもそも22.73
一心不乱24.47
来手23.41
大学生24.45
残す22.85
返す22.90
落ち着く23.00
ハーフ24.27
奇異24.11
しんどい24.39
未だ未だ23.13
程度22.58
見える22.26
無理やり23.54
苛める24.48
22.87
なさい22.85
底辺24.45
詰まり22.59
寄せ付ける24.56
23.14
離れる22.83
頑張ろう24.05
その結果23.53
弱み24.27
ボクシング24.91
自室23.70
傷つける23.50
苦しい23.37
22.94
うるせえ24.29
おい22.87
何だって23.60
退く23.67
撮る23.97
滑る23.72
悔しい23.38
二位23.39
過ぎる22.60
一方23.21
22.60
お蔭23.53
今では23.48
23.43
やって来る23.06
比べ23.80
真剣13.16
ってば13.84
厳密に言うと15.36
小さな12.71
その節14.89
行う12.53
それよりも13.35
経験12.96
女の子12.92
小学校14.12
バカ13.23
なんです12.80
冷やす14.17
簡単12.68
溜息13.34
言われてみれば13.98
起こる12.94
晴れる13.91
適当13.17
後にする14.01
ならともかく13.89
来てる13.84
それに加えて14.20
細かい事14.77
ったく13.89
これなら13.45
で候13.44
小心者14.75
逆に13.06
いやぁ13.76
喪男13.60
次第13.34
13.55
もういい13.73
借り13.40

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