I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
たんこぶ15.26
静止14.20
面白い12.98
13.22
付け12.69
示す13.10
桜色14.55
搭載14.04
12.73
数週間14.52
何故なら13.52
表向き13.98
キラキラ13.63
12.75
咄嗟に13.40
ビシッと14.49
下側15.18
お灸15.28
温もり14.01
阻止13.88
無下にする15.11
怖い12.81
百万14.28
この結果14.53
底荷12.49
よる13.28
後にする14.01
無くなる13.38
ぼんやり13.52
色々あって14.33
背中を押す14.96
忙しい13.14
整う13.66
との事13.24
特徴的13.99
高一15.68
市ね13.36
何故12.62
果たす13.42
13.24
次第13.34
としては12.66
13.12
放置13.34
タダで済む15.58
訳のわからない15.03
戻す13.27
可愛い12.81
善処14.65
粛清14.34
四年生15.02
重ねる13.62
隼人13.81
関係12.73
地域13.52
本気で13.19
辛さ14.33
味わう13.58
ふざけんな14.32
顔負け14.75
何なら13.90
垂水15.55
貸し13.38
遠慮なく13.85
恥ずかしい13.05
ところを13.26
抱きしめる13.35
13.44
早起き14.52
その節14.89
合う12.87
簡単12.68
至って13.57
ところで12.57
てっきり13.79
流し13.30
一つ12.53
ゾウ14.61
筋肉13.40
パスワード14.94
譲る13.54
と言うか12.68
と言っても13.05
泥炭14.56
ひょろっと15.33
要求13.44
美味13.74
惣社13.37
メシウマ15.86
受ける12.66
おまけ13.96
臭い13.42
13.40
逃げて13.41
覚える13.07
行き先14.17
ふう13.64
大体13.26
丁度13.59
痛感14.32

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