I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
いやぁ13.76
突き刺す13.70
良い感じ14.45
安静14.48
下石14.74
五月蝿い13.56
全面的14.23
金持ち14.08
計画13.25
言い訳13.48
欲しい12.46
12.30
14.20
視線12.32
痛っ14.34
色黒15.39
追って13.40
全身12.97
大げさ13.96
くすくす14.09
だけあって13.64
与え12.95
ちゃ12.92
確定13.62
強がる14.18
早変わり15.03
遇う14.79
阻止13.88
しな13.10
口が裂けても言えない15.06
昇降口14.97
恵まれる13.79
私利私欲15.02
と言うのは12.57
しかない12.80
作品13.46
ごくり14.40
後から13.69
被る13.46
近づく12.83
行かなくちゃ14.89
舐める13.88
喋り13.80
頭から13.72
脈打つ14.56
魅する15.79
動く12.53
手を繋ぐ14.86
顔負け14.75
元へ13.46
これ位13.58
百万14.28
初戦14.27
直す13.51
物語13.37
外見13.45
次第13.34
背中を押す14.96
しっかり12.79
自分から13.64
覚悟13.02
及ぶ13.48
ほぼ13.03
照れる13.93
らしい12.54
鍛える13.77
幼稚園14.59
離す13.22
周りの目14.98
重い13.10
大人13.10
そうなると13.42
無口14.35
行き先14.17
無くなる13.38
流し13.30
押し付ける13.86
遅い13.19
と言って12.71
でしょう12.49
一環14.08
と言った12.53
証明13.41
一体12.67
ついでに13.19
指定単14.13
メチャクチャ14.67
面影14.21
大切13.25
動かす12.95
直撃13.54
スッと14.17
伝え13.05
あり12.26
決め手14.54
登る13.59
刺す13.50
譲る13.54
仏頂面14.36
死人13.99

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