I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ついでに13.19
見返16.42
晴れて14.13
迎えに来る14.73
おまけ13.96
幾らか13.77
鈍い13.68
暖かい13.67
疑惑14.12
ある日13.73
げろ15.40
乱13.85
仲の悪い15.41
ご免なさい13.18
零れ14.11
高校生13.97
明13.55
より12.31
たんこぶ15.26
思い出13.63
罵る14.12
分12.75
百万14.28
波13.25
あはははは14.27
ほぼ13.03
いと14.19
変わってる14.47
二つ13.04
小学校14.12
正確13.19
下石14.74
ミット15.09
そうなると13.42
ラウンド14.55
ろくでもない14.60
証明13.41
会心14.90
ゾウ14.61
ラスト14.24
と言うのに13.07
残る12.71
つゆ知らず15.42
哀しい14.50
にかけて13.65
合う12.87
それじゃあ13.25
しようとする13.56
加工13.58
嫌う13.34
操作13.18
善処14.65
上品13.98
気味の悪い14.77
本の13.66
弓12.92
破滅13.92
状態12.57
手前13.33
ゲス野郎15.61
絡み14.14
と言っても13.05
垓13.39
応える13.51
根暗15.00
証13.56
戻る12.35
意味ない14.50
引きずる13.86
お願い12.92
タイプ13.22
遅く13.46
戴き13.44
それだけに13.91
絵13.44
らしい12.54
次第13.34
思い出す12.70
五日13.24
立ち向かう13.92
反論13.52
やたら13.66
ああ12.23
練習試合15.12
頼る13.38
初戦14.27
汚れを知らない16.18
まー13.87
お構いなし14.42
一年生14.16
舐める13.88
養う14.22
よろよろ14.51
何より13.02
助け13.10
仕方ない12.99
景色13.49
誰だって14.04
あざ笑う14.71
タダで済む15.58

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