I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
汚れを知らない16.18
詫び14.31
売淫13.60
案の定13.83
合成写真16.34
鈍い13.68
怖い12.81
シャワー14.13
それ以上13.13
奇譚13.49
一歩手前14.48
清潔感14.87
慣れ13.18
気の良い15.07
全面的14.23
本の13.66
叩き13.26
のせいで13.33
面影14.21
否定13.07
回り13.63
手浴14.31
関係12.73
男子高校生15.04
見返し14.36
だらけ13.54
12.72
見知る14.00
正当化14.75
自虐14.92
高笑い14.26
久しぶりに13.56
回し13.38
キャラ13.48
タイプ13.22
登録13.41
手持ち無沙汰14.77
そこで12.74
許す12.89
選ぶ12.84
宜しい13.44
興味12.96
刺す13.50
避け13.12
方向13.02
与え12.95
一大決心15.65
包む13.08
伝え13.05
仕方ない12.99
名誉挽回15.42
人前で14.25
報われる14.83
であれ13.83
肉付きがいい16.21
どれだけ13.08
抱きしめる13.35
庫内13.22
率直14.20
下土12.58
その節14.89
手を繋ぐ14.86
半ば13.39
疲れ13.16
やり13.43
13.48
14.50
キッチリ14.67
カタコト15.27
絡み14.14
ブタ14.61
小テスト15.42
回避12.93
でしょう12.49
強引13.42
上品13.98
消化14.12
バイト13.93
丁度13.59
ぽろっと14.98
よりか14.47
苦しむ13.67
下手したら14.35
同級生14.13
スパーリング15.42
遇う14.79
後にする14.01
何となく13.07
言いっこなし15.63
イチャイチャ14.43
一つ12.53
とした事が14.51
黒い12.78
遊具14.88
更に12.42
若しかしたら13.16
善処14.65
その辺13.37
きつ目15.20
広げる13.18

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