I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
大作戦15.05
安静14.48
申し出13.74
一生消えない15.80
ダメージ13.08
鍛える13.77
微笑む13.01
仕草13.50
下土12.58
高校生13.97
残る12.71
らしい12.54
アリ13.56
泣ける14.49
行かなくちゃ14.89
しっかり12.79
流す13.33
欲しい12.46
ミット15.09
方向13.02
違くない15.56
小さな12.71
正体13.33
ラスト14.24
大降り15.88
与え12.95
なー13.13
言われてみれば13.98
姉ちゃん13.78
痛っ14.34
女の子12.92
や否や14.06
助け13.10
変わらない13.12
才能13.30
引きずる13.86
どれだけ13.08
偉い13.69
市ね13.36
お願い12.92
五日13.24
肩入れ14.58
不意打ち13.88
変に13.93
言葉11.96
すっごく13.97
小遣い14.49
気が済む14.67
本の13.66
12.74
こう言う12.87
どっち13.48
取る12.69
喋る13.37
13.70
素っ13.58
12.96
掴む13.00
指示12.98
私利私欲15.02
訳のわからない15.03
手前13.33
喜んで13.23
顔負け14.75
悩む13.16
報う14.42
二次元14.76
シュッと15.40
影響13.05
死ね13.67
お灸15.28
外見13.45
うわ13.47
どうもこうも14.92
不器用14.12
二年生14.33
のせいで13.33
筋肉13.40
で候13.44
としては12.66
キモ14.57
画面13.68
話せる13.64
青い13.17
赤らめる14.05
失恋14.57
グズ15.28
13.24
変わってる14.47
様になる13.45
パッと見14.68
思わず12.73
交換13.64
表向き13.98
めっちゃ13.83
無口14.35
大分13.28
何処まで13.49
元へ13.46
演じる13.88

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