I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
背中を押す14.96
アニメ13.92
手おけ13.35
言いっこなし15.63
お詫び14.04
手渡し14.10
強引13.42
ピース14.42
とにかく13.04
用済み14.81
一年半14.90
香り13.32
あくまで13.29
厳密に言うと15.36
誕生日13.79
タダで済む15.58
外見13.45
その場12.86
際に13.24
遅い13.19
合成13.90
ハードル14.33
との事13.24
恵まれる13.79
何事か13.83
通りかかる14.74
ギュッと14.25
校舎13.97
手浴14.31
機会13.05
使う12.10
負け犬14.75
ショップ14.51
娑羅14.38
ぼる14.24
バイト13.93
内容12.74
どうもこうも14.92
気の良い15.07
取れる13.10
小さい頃14.07
応える13.51
否定13.07
がっつり14.57
飛び込む13.31
直撃13.54
干渉13.54
止め12.78
交換13.64
どうかした13.88
忘れられる14.80
何と13.05
反論13.52
痛い13.09
一体12.67
ちゃ12.92
突き刺さる13.46
違くない15.56
外面14.64
最後12.63
歪む13.51
叩きつける13.45
苦労13.22
一カ月14.76
バラ13.96
震わせる13.45
不意打ち13.88
栄養14.05
裏13.22
短い13.10
寛大14.38
うっぷ15.31
自分から13.64
ならん13.51
経験12.96
ロシア人15.49
そうだね13.30
自然13.04
特徴13.47
断腸の思い15.19
正解13.47
垓13.39
祈る13.47
ったく13.89
もう少し13.00
口が裂けても言えない15.06
思わず12.73
宝13.48
取り出す12.90
頭から13.72
大変12.84
と言うか12.68
求め13.14
ターゲット14.10
自信満々14.09
搭載14.04
許す12.89
ショック13.60
キラキラ13.63
下らない13.81

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