I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
大分13.28
下土12.58
顔負け14.75
冷やし14.29
交換13.64
計画13.25
将来13.44
思い出す12.70
しな13.10
と言って12.71
パンチ14.12
13.65
晴れる13.91
あそこ13.21
入り13.18
へと12.14
ふざけんな14.32
思い出13.63
行き先14.17
反論13.52
甘える13.94
喋る13.37
証拠13.32
明け暮れ14.83
に取って12.44
痛い13.09
たっぷり13.52
供に13.75
見知る14.00
遅い13.19
走り込み14.92
引き止める14.17
練習試合15.12
証明13.41
左程13.75
語らう14.29
離す13.22
要素13.51
ラウンド14.55
立場12.93
ふん13.34
ターゲット14.10
飛び13.52
摸する13.34
キモ14.57
無視13.03
尾季15.37
無きゃ13.95
罵る14.12
まー13.87
小さい頃14.07
13.46
恥ずかしい13.05
これにより14.27
一度も13.58
女の子12.92
13.39
12.15
ふう13.64
自体13.10
なるほど12.67
おまけ13.96
覚悟13.02
取り出す12.90
12.92
使嗾13.46
軽蔑14.31
12.78
それ以上13.13
半ば13.39
ビニール袋15.02
絡み14.14
引っ張る13.35
不用心14.85
方向13.02
それっきり14.80
手渡し14.10
ロシア24.39
にこやか23.81
時には23.07
22.84
22.98
弱み24.27
よろしくお願いします23.42
寝る23.20
信じる22.80
えへへ23.96
始めて23.15
転舵23.34
22.67
モデル24.07
23.05
多分22.94
あぁ22.97
有り難うございました23.41
一方23.21
頑張ろう24.05
時の22.80
23.14
捲る23.89

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