I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
哀しい14.50
果てる14.11
どれだけ13.08
この結果14.53
どうもこうも14.92
久しく14.70
話せる13.64
一生消えない15.80
そうだね13.30
泣き13.33
パッと見14.68
よろよろ14.51
次第13.34
忙しい13.14
用済み14.81
グズ15.28
回り13.63
お辞儀13.96
おーい14.00
語らう14.29
使う12.10
鈍い13.68
一瞬12.69
バクバク14.73
離す13.22
ふわり13.82
ぽろっと14.98
登る13.59
深く13.06
厳しい13.06
機会13.05
写る14.38
熱心13.89
何処か13.67
事がある12.89
画僧12.89
12.96
パスワード14.94
てっきり13.79
たし13.84
借り13.40
目撃13.81
バカ13.23
頼む12.70
飛び13.52
何故12.62
内声15.42
素っ13.58
一方的13.57
誕生日13.79
望む13.04
直撃13.54
最初12.54
照れる13.93
方がマシ14.36
流し13.30
13.23
習う13.76
地域13.52
報われる14.83
どちら13.37
絶対13.07
これ位13.58
晴れて14.13
のです12.21
冷たい13.11
迎えに行く14.48
負け犬14.75
真正面13.80
事がない13.27
五日13.24
喜んで13.23
人前で14.25
12.92
下土12.58
他人13.24
無下にする15.11
テメー24.72
ベッド23.01
答え22.75
23.14
仲良く23.30
所が23.12
まま22.40
部分22.81
解放感25.03
返す22.90
有り難うございました23.41
彼の22.60
何度も22.93
離れる22.83
苦しい23.37
ながらも22.88
にこやか23.81
世界22.18
耐える23.10
クラス23.02
ハーフ24.27
ここから23.14
帰り23.48

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