I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
良ければ13.76
奇譚13.49
懐13.44
金持ち14.08
そうやって13.58
とした事が14.51
両親13.20
戴き13.44
思わず12.73
何故なら13.52
果たす13.42
こう言う12.87
泥炭14.56
戻す13.27
ラブラブ14.68
何より13.02
半ば13.39
それ以上13.13
ぽろっと14.98
喋り13.80
無邪気13.81
構わない13.22
バイト13.93
力む14.60
上手くいく14.30
連れて12.86
めり込む14.17
きつ目15.20
罵倒14.09
それじゃあ13.25
強がる14.18
負け犬14.75
早めに13.70
忘れられる14.80
先程13.07
何処か13.67
収穫13.65
と言うのに13.07
成長13.04
それだけに13.91
一年生14.16
多13.46
間違う13.21
ボケ13.70
稼げる13.86
皆12.30
返る13.33
ムカ14.61
与え12.95
果てる14.11
発覚14.18
回答13.86
求め13.14
思わせる13.71
利し13.25
込む13.25
物申す14.90
案の定13.83
問題12.39
かどうか13.06
桜色14.55
決まる13.10
冷める13.72
ネタ13.78
慣れ13.18
細かい事14.77
味わう13.58
残る12.71
バカ13.23
言いながら13.25
小テスト15.42
仲13.42
覚える13.07
近況14.63
とする12.60
どれだけ13.08
やれ13.27
勢家23.43
やだ23.69
礼23.28
貰い23.44
消える22.71
無駄23.03
異性24.02
からかう23.66
一心不乱24.47
通う23.42
長い間24.02
説明22.63
と言われる23.54
買う22.81
感じる22.58
にこやか23.81
寝る23.20
困る22.85
芸術品24.67
出来22.54
ハーフ24.27
素人23.52
によって22.54

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