I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
だよね13.23
半ば13.39
シュッと15.40
たじろぐ14.29
落ち合う14.78
行ってきます14.10
挙げた13.28
方向13.02
求め13.14
根暗15.00
のせいで13.33
予想通り13.69
下土12.58
言える12.62
史的13.73
確定13.62
何故12.62
観察13.29
これなら13.45
12.73
引っ張る13.35
15.41
こうやって13.68
嫌う13.34
付く12.78
よう12.31
料金14.22
元気13.07
絶対13.07
減る13.15
以降13.32
完璧13.31
死ぬ12.49
泣く13.07
ショック13.60
魅する15.79
奇譚13.49
スパーリング15.42
語り掛ける14.63
て言うか13.79
直す13.51
忘れられない14.41
超がつく15.36
見返16.42
桜色14.55
ゾウ14.61
喋る13.37
おや13.57
そうですね13.02
深呼吸13.82
13.57
ドン引き14.20
程がある14.11
状態12.57
包む13.08
自衛14.31
矢先14.25
申し出13.74
困らせる14.74
無口14.35
揺れ13.49
危険12.75
思い出す12.70
すんな13.96
迎えに来る14.73
パッと見14.68
喜んで13.23
早々13.54
小学校14.12
タブー14.98
ものを12.71
てく13.97
一方的13.57
佐賀13.23
打ち荷13.13
一生もの15.65
13.42
であれ13.83
お灸15.28
乱暴13.73
至れり尽くせり14.87
幼稚園14.59
青筋14.33
12.92
詫び14.31
なー13.13
肩入れ14.58
との事13.24
訳にはいかない13.88
13.11
一つ12.53
遊具14.88
見事13.20
画僧12.89
面影14.21
自虐14.92
上がる12.69
土俵14.55
思わず12.73
留まる13.61

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