I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
近づく12.83
マズイ14.15
お仕置き14.07
泣き13.33
しかない12.80
それ以上13.13
肩入れ14.58
物申す14.90
でしょう12.49
零れ14.11
腐る13.60
絡む13.49
より12.31
何事もなく14.30
以って13.74
べらべら14.86
怒号14.11
過ごす13.05
原因13.06
大振り14.48
最後12.63
気の良い15.07
言いながら13.25
不用心14.85
余りにも13.24
いつまで経っても14.16
申し出13.74
ギュッと14.25
感謝12.96
刺す13.50
キモ14.57
垂水15.55
収穫13.65
なんとも言えない14.10
ネタ13.78
如何13.47
これ以上13.04
仲13.42
話しかける13.15
おーい14.00
底荷12.49
みたいだ12.84
波13.25
手上げ13.61
際に13.24
多少13.02
冷たい13.11
影響13.05
元へ13.46
紛れ13.73
自虐14.92
行かなくちゃ14.89
カタコト15.27
お金13.09
若しかしたら13.16
得意13.23
とする12.60
取り過ぎ15.55
率直14.20
パスワード14.94
桜色14.55
歪む13.51
満ちる13.25
問題12.39
内面14.35
一環14.08
開放13.85
遅い13.19
成ってない14.15
うわ13.47
ほぼ13.03
遊具14.88
溜め13.96
身ぶり手ぶり16.22
ハードル14.33
との事13.24
小さい頃14.07
来てる13.84
一大決心15.65
全体13.32
手持ち無沙汰14.77
話し相手14.52
達成13.61
さっさと13.12
表情12.35
寛大14.38
過小評価14.87
太った14.45
一方的13.57
ビニール袋15.02
と言っても13.05
準備12.67
避け13.12
たじろぐ14.29
香り13.32
変態13.55
一カ月14.76
ほらほら14.35
範囲13.14
外す13.17

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