I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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校舎13.97
大人13.10
久しぶりに13.56
限定版15.75
や否や14.06
そうですね13.02
目の色14.26
それよりも13.35
流し13.30
肉付きがいい16.21
筋合い14.45
手助け13.93
やり13.43
くっそ14.34
目の前12.63
覚える13.07
方向13.02
帰り道14.09
準備12.67
外見13.45
タオル13.85
出し手13.89
遊具14.88
呑気14.07
外面14.64
こう言う12.87
簡単12.68
重い13.10
考え事14.10
一歩13.21
13.28
入れ歯13.16
覗く13.34
正体13.33
済み13.55
無けなし14.71
いいかい14.50
よろよろ14.51
イチャイチャ14.43
済みません13.21
連絡を取る14.61
大切13.25
ってば13.84
明け暮れ14.83
この結果14.53
不意打ち13.88
下土12.58
滑り台15.04
率直14.20
震わせる13.45
手前13.33
身だしなみ14.66
十年13.74
零れ14.11
早変わり15.03
経験12.96
生まれる13.03
変わってる14.47
13.26
12.52
以って13.74
気が済む14.67
ご愁傷様14.83
愛読14.60
隠れ13.31
傾向13.77
へえ13.66
13.85
なるほど12.67
名誉挽回15.42
弱虫15.06
出居13.37
史的13.73
先程13.07
年頃13.81
些細13.89
格段14.07
外す13.17
キモ14.57
動かす12.95
報告12.76
早すぎる14.36
何なら13.90
小さな12.71
仕方ない12.99
引っ張る13.35
ラブラブ14.68
あくまで13.29
足りない13.25
まー13.87
何故12.62
微笑む13.01
真っ赤13.24
13.26
突き刺す13.70
これでもか14.25
見様13.25
忘れ物14.51
無くなる13.38

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