I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
無理やり23.54
ボケる25.49
カラコン25.74
男達23.55
髪の毛23.78
振り返る22.95
サンドバッグ25.23
気づく22.78
される22.48
ママ23.75
答え22.75
キュア25.00
消える22.71
何度も22.93
日本23.01
やや23.25
どうしたの23.34
握る23.01
弱み24.27
丸で22.60
あれから23.70
勿論22.47
ありがとう御座います22.84
心臓23.28
押して23.73
異性24.02
22.75
困る22.85
にこやか23.81
誰か22.71
座り23.58
自室23.70
高すぎる24.39
部分22.81
ベンチ23.93
レッテル24.90
置く22.56
よー23.18
意識22.77
からかう23.66
テメー24.72
22.61
このまま22.79
庇う23.56
捲る23.89
やって来る23.06
見知らぬ23.93
右手23.08
遊び23.37
今回22.47
22.94
怒る22.88
勝つ23.07
攻撃22.34
相談23.14
本当22.77
俯く23.57
きつい23.61
ダイエット24.53
22.85
早い22.99
うるせえ24.29
衝撃23.03
こいつ22.74
既に22.68
うーん23.12
クールダウン25.14
寄せ付ける24.56
身体中24.35
スタイル23.70
意味22.49
一撃22.89
程度22.58
ベッド23.01
である21.76
庭内22.27
貰う22.51
助けて23.13
学期24.66
先ずは22.86
ウィッグ25.27
さよなら24.48
22.87
安心22.88
ボーっと24.63
必ず23.13
参賀22.47
23.33
騒動23.55
無意識23.59
22.47
背中22.80
24.54
23.18
彼方22.51
比べ23.80
想像22.89
苛める24.48
23.28
今では23.48

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