I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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お蔭で23.05
だったら22.90
必ず23.13
少しでも23.32
楽しい22.76
怒る22.88
キュア25.00
うるせえ24.29
しんどい24.39
肩22.70
一方23.21
残す22.85
最低23.50
退く23.67
わけには行かない23.35
安心22.88
にこやか23.81
一撃22.89
早い22.99
腹23.05
邪魔23.00
忘れる22.74
ダイエット24.53
くう23.45
う22.61
無意識23.59
彼方22.51
ちっ23.66
またね24.41
自室23.70
弟子22.49
息22.82
に比べ23.73
芸術品24.67
助ける23.17
辛い23.16
所で23.30
申し訳ない23.42
丸で22.60
いける23.19
くらいなら23.63
大学生24.45
リアル23.72
何だって23.60
押して23.73
やって来る23.06
膝23.14
反発23.90
きつい23.61
永久24.27
いいよ23.37
何やら23.19
苛める24.48
騒動23.55
クソ真面目25.50
メニュー23.60
答え22.75
細い23.34
ウィッグ25.27
クールダウン25.14
直し23.54
一度22.79
奇異24.11
こい23.57
したり23.12
男女23.58
である21.76
弱み24.27
連絡先24.62
走り23.44
入学23.63
変22.97
先ずは22.86
耐える23.10
可能性22.61
五22.47
格闘技24.66
メイク24.51
だの23.51
来22.47
気にしない23.68
疲れた23.41
素人23.52
見える22.26
長い22.68
からかう23.66
どうしたの23.34
置く22.56
彼の22.60
今では23.48
引っ越し24.29
単打23.87
汗23.33
瞬間22.61
付き合い23.50
ゾロゾロ24.79
違いない23.16
背中22.80
終わり23.06

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