I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
芸術品24.67
じっと23.19
申し訳ない23.42
屋上23.93
人生23.17
比べる23.21
よー23.18
普通22.64
中身23.25
ビックリ24.14
ながらも22.88
ここから23.14
22.98
長い22.68
迷惑をかける24.47
直し23.54
性格23.09
身体中24.35
何じゃ23.36
22.97
弟子22.49
知らない22.68
帰り23.48
瞬間22.61
クソ真面目25.50
浮かぶ22.94
突然22.92
残り23.10
ベッド23.01
付き合い23.50
ダイエット24.53
詰まり22.59
なんて事24.08
今後23.04
始めて23.15
しんどい24.39
一度22.79
したり23.12
残す22.85
オッケー24.35
過ぎる22.60
着替え23.45
疑問22.92
雰囲気22.89
庭内22.27
既に22.68
少しでも23.32
俯く23.57
取っ23.00
不安22.89
想像22.89
22.96
厭々23.29
退く23.67
いける23.19
ボーっと24.63
助けて23.13
仲良く23.30
ゾロゾロ24.79
どんな22.69
立つ22.58
置く22.56
23.16
解析23.69
ウィッグ25.27
やだ23.69
素人23.52
22.94
座り23.58
何気なく24.23
うるせえ24.29
22.61
ならない22.51
みっちり24.62
ボクシング24.91
縫いぐるみ23.93
寂しい23.33
24.10
貰える23.04
それから22.79
苛める24.48
24.54
笑い22.95
アレ23.12
男達23.55
22.57
髪の毛23.78
違いない23.16
改めて23.04
22.47
捲る23.89
カラコン25.74
みたい22.65
何だって23.60
だからって23.79
ビッチ24.53
に比べ23.73
その為22.87
助かる23.03
邪魔23.00

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