I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
匂いがする14.18
なあ12.86
栄養14.05
後で12.94
挙句13.97
半ば13.39
叩き13.26
済み13.55
話をする13.66
巴豆12.47
げろ15.40
魅了13.49
二次元14.76
頼む12.70
ごくり14.40
自画自賛14.84
たっぷり13.52
優等生14.65
ある日13.73
深呼吸13.82
元々12.91
方向13.02
12.92
顔面13.59
受け12.61
囲む13.17
ビニール袋15.02
絡み14.14
フワフワ14.62
何故なら13.52
忘れ物14.51
望む13.04
方がマシ14.36
抱きつく13.59
場所12.27
キモ14.57
大胆14.10
良かったら13.96
散打13.67
ロシア人15.49
目撃13.81
危険12.75
消化14.12
手上げ13.61
励む13.90
程がある14.11
や否や14.06
果てる14.11
通りかかる14.74
倒す12.70
かしら12.79
めり込む14.17
金持ち14.08
演じる13.88
赤い12.81
遅く13.46
お辞儀13.96
マッチョ14.47
最初12.54
手当て14.28
ではある12.91
打ち13.63
大切13.25
外面14.64
おーい14.00
肩入れ14.58
他人13.24
多少13.02
それはそれで13.69
12.73
納得12.79
前日14.05
ぼんやり13.52
13.26
めっちゃ13.83
スッと14.17
だよね13.23
取り出す12.90
大降り15.88
ではまた14.44
失恋14.57
ダメージ13.08
市ね13.36
同日14.88
13.70
イチャイチャ14.43
叫び声13.71
ラブラブ14.68
包み隠す14.71
内面14.35
そんな訳で13.69
残る12.71
点者13.84
12.70
尾季15.37
恥ずかしい13.05
乱暴13.73
不用心14.85
控えめ13.92
女の子12.92

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