I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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気の良い15.07
状態12.57
押し付ける13.86
ぽろっと14.98
善処14.65
13.44
更に12.42
反映14.16
幼稚園14.59
外見13.45
討っ手14.52
うんうん13.82
突き刺さる13.46
漏らす13.26
外面14.64
口が裂けても言えない15.06
そんなところ13.92
養う14.22
うっぷ15.31
譲る13.54
13.69
済み13.55
深々13.65
整う13.66
摸する13.34
飛ばし13.48
安静14.48
小心者14.75
それなら13.04
順調13.49
のです12.21
挨拶12.94
応える13.51
呼ばれる13.09
ブス14.48
お灸15.28
励む13.90
答える12.69
それ以上13.13
励まし14.19
のせいで13.33
温もり14.01
真っ赤13.24
高校生13.97
臭い13.42
断腸の思い15.19
上手くいく14.30
と思うと13.73
12.74
に連れて13.40
疑惑14.12
小学14.77
進む12.84
及ぶ13.48
率直14.20
百万14.28
色々あって14.33
違くない15.56
それよりも13.35
13.66
何なら13.90
13.56
死ね13.67
たじろぐ14.29
方がマシ14.36
差し出す13.14
おや13.57
名誉挽回15.42
と言うのに13.07
贅沢な悩み15.26
取り入れる14.42
パスワード14.94
気味の悪い14.77
私利私欲15.02
12.78
彼の方14.59
自画自賛14.84
正確13.19
復讐13.69
操作13.18
よりか14.47
良かったら13.96
小遣い14.49
アニメ13.92
コソコソ14.55
何より13.02
ターゲット14.10
案内13.08
お構いなし14.42
目を瞑る14.53
ピース14.42
絶望的13.94
迎えに行く14.48
史的13.73
引っ張る13.35
いつの間にか13.19
逃げて13.41
13.70
慣れ13.18

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