I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
断腸の思い15.19
友13.63
程がある14.11
否定13.07
金持ち14.08
譲る13.54
しっかり12.79
最後12.63
至って13.57
何処か13.67
私利私欲15.02
と言った12.53
臭い13.42
眺める13.46
伝え13.05
ラブラブ14.68
控えめ13.92
ふん13.34
グズ15.28
うんうん13.82
一寸した13.49
騙す13.59
ならともかく13.89
立たす14.35
チュー14.61
達成13.61
受ける12.66
厳密に言うと15.36
話せる13.64
同日14.88
果てる14.11
下土12.58
滑り落ちる14.53
入れ歯13.16
目指し13.53
げー15.11
粛清14.34
飛ばし13.48
言い残す14.02
合う12.87
仕切れない14.29
持ってくる13.93
へえ13.66
叩きつける13.45
てって14.11
収穫13.65
見せつける13.71
ってば13.84
揃える13.93
皆12.30
諦める13.20
要素13.51
忘れられない14.41
与え12.95
落ち合う14.78
犬13.20
面白い12.98
無事に13.37
垂水15.55
と思うと13.73
挙句13.97
ならん13.51
大分13.28
抉る13.74
上品13.98
自衛14.31
きつ目15.20
思い出す12.70
生き12.80
取れる13.10
幼稚園14.59
決め手14.54
やりがい14.91
状態12.57
等12.72
万13.12
栄養14.05
煤14.50
てね13.19
と思ったら13.50
暖か13.55
将に13.16
大作戦15.05
自虐14.92
やれ13.27
過小評価14.87
妄言14.73
忙しい13.14
バイト13.93
一歩手前14.48
求め13.14
ではある12.91
利し13.25
道化14.48
予想通り13.69
絡む13.49
止める12.80
切る12.91
続き13.30
奇譚13.49

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