I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
えへへ23.96
モデル24.07
離れる22.83
買う22.81
何やら23.19
同色24.78
うーん23.12
寂しい23.33
魅力的23.80
23.05
22.98
直ぐ22.97
早速23.13
長い間24.02
寄せ付ける24.56
いつもの様に23.64
転舵23.34
格闘技24.66
じっと23.19
助けて23.13
心臓23.28
苛める24.48
普通22.64
休憩23.36
落ち着く23.00
やだ23.69
気兼ね24.48
想う23.60
引っ越し24.29
小さい22.69
解放感25.03
ありがとう御座います22.84
下物23.27
23.14
弱み24.27
くらいなら23.63
目的22.83
そもそも22.73
衝撃23.03
有り難うございました23.41
アレ23.12
何気なく24.23
いいよ23.37
男達23.55
芸術品24.67
活発24.19
22.67
今回22.47
何だって23.60
来手23.41
無駄23.03
お蔭で23.05
続いて23.13
耐える23.10
何じゃ23.36
22.89
単位23.69
クラス23.02
当たり前23.08
無理やり23.54
一方23.21
弟子22.49
最低23.50
ボクシング24.91
屋上23.93
必ず23.13
攻撃22.34
本当22.77
片想い25.18
意識22.77
細い23.34
返す22.90
所で23.30
置く22.56
いける23.19
永久24.27
まま22.40
みたい22.65
仕方がない23.28
方法22.86
なさい22.85
22.67
自室23.70
ボケる25.49
信じる22.80
フッ23.69
脅迫24.27
22.47
22.87
見知らぬ23.93
余裕22.89
右手23.08
正直22.91
リアル23.72
支え23.37
中身23.25
少しでも23.32
名前22.51
参賀22.47
不安22.89

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