I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
不思議22.81
どんな22.69
用22.75
名前22.51
心22.57
取っ23.00
奇異24.11
頑張ろう24.05
座り23.58
寄せ付ける24.56
呼び出し23.79
部分22.81
いけない22.71
性格23.09
クソ真面目25.50
傷22.94
直ぐ22.97
何にせよ23.96
興味ない24.40
寂しい23.33
二位23.39
本当22.77
帰り23.48
余裕22.89
ベンチ23.93
学期24.66
ならない22.51
握る23.01
桜23.43
ボーっと24.63
比べる23.21
変22.97
末23.86
説明22.63
弟子22.49
悔しい23.38
絡める24.00
クールダウン25.14
少しでも23.32
続いて23.13
面倒22.94
このまま22.79
解析23.69
離れ23.00
こちとら24.64
一度22.79
安心22.88
世界22.18
テメー24.72
消す23.13
レッテル24.90
登校24.28
さよなら24.48
ゾロゾロ24.79
厭々23.29
同じよう23.06
ボクシング24.91
きつい23.61
勝つ23.07
お蔭23.53
下物23.27
長い間24.02
走り23.44
助かる23.03
存在22.32
妹22.85
あれから23.70
付き合い23.50
カラコン25.74
いつもの様に23.64
振る22.80
本22.87
押して23.73
未だ未だ23.13
礼23.28
メニュー23.60
膝23.14
可能性22.61
細い23.34
撮る23.97
比べ23.80
からかう23.66
意識22.77
我慾23.43
仲良く23.30
退く23.67
所で23.30
ありがとう御座います22.84
時の22.80
スタイル23.70
よー23.18
にこやか23.81
仕方がない23.28
永久24.27
くそっ23.74
玉砕24.82
キュア25.00
解放感25.03
くらいなら23.63
心臓23.28

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