I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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22.87
23.33
振る22.80
される22.48
握る23.01
ボクシング24.91
入学23.63
レッテル24.90
過ぎる22.60
じっと23.19
勝つ23.07
離れ23.00
瞬間22.61
男女23.58
未だ未だ23.13
からしたら24.16
普通22.64
どんな22.69
出来22.54
ベッド23.01
大学生24.45
蹴り23.23
気づく22.78
にこやか23.81
一撃22.89
仕方がない23.28
酷い23.02
右手23.08
立つ22.58
巻く23.53
永久24.27
24.10
中身23.25
ゾロゾロ24.79
貰う22.51
雰囲気22.89
しんどい24.39
残り23.10
どうしたの23.34
うるせえ24.29
うわっ23.72
学期24.66
単打23.87
によって22.54
こちとら24.64
困る22.85
着替え23.45
ベンチ23.93
怒る22.88
同時に22.65
先ずは22.86
そそる24.54
貰える23.04
一発23.49
信じる22.80
決める22.93
オッケー24.35
扱い23.04
付き合い23.50
楽しい22.76
としても22.63
22.75
傷つける23.50
消える22.71
やや23.25
22.47
芸術品24.67
メイク24.51
頑張ろう24.05
辛い23.16
22.57
22.96
助けて23.13
落ち込む23.58
下物23.27
奇異24.11
反発23.90
お蔭で23.05
来手23.41
興味ない24.40
23.28
いつもの様に23.64
忘れる22.74
無意識23.59
笑い22.95
細い23.34
活発24.19
振り返る22.95
早速23.13
人生23.17
想う23.60
22.97
浮かぶ22.94
あぁ22.97
程度22.58
撮る23.97
練習23.24
多分22.94
このまま22.79

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