I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
組む13.12
関係12.73
と言った12.53
ムカ14.61
答える12.69
冷やす14.17
遅い13.19
13.25
肉付きがいい16.21
覚える13.07
波高13.69
でしょう12.49
年頃13.81
目撃13.81
後で12.94
馬鹿に13.68
大人13.10
思わず12.73
弱い者いじめ15.35
役立つ13.89
スッと14.17
死ぬ12.49
慣れ13.18
考え事14.10
選ぶ12.84
騙す13.59
大作戦15.05
放置13.34
摸する13.34
決まる13.10
頭から13.72
違くない15.56
12.78
12.99
強引13.42
順調13.49
やろう13.16
高校生13.97
一大決心15.65
伝え13.05
お仕置き14.07
一生もの15.65
手渡し14.10
訳にはいかない13.88
越す13.95
やたら13.66
うわ13.47
深く13.06
フード13.63
継続は力なり15.96
死ね13.67
腐り14.40
ブス14.48
物語13.37
卒業13.55
絶対13.07
と言っても13.05
名誉挽回15.42
真っ赤13.24
カッコいい14.24
娑羅14.38
13.66
大降り15.88
多すぎる14.09
代償13.85
12.92
滑り落ちる14.53
行かなくちゃ14.89
目指し13.53
最上階14.28
報告12.76
潤む14.00
どちら13.37
足早に14.08
身長13.45
高一15.68
にかけて13.65
何処まで13.49
眺める13.46
より12.31
そこで12.74
語り掛ける14.63
揺らす13.50
臭い13.42
絶望的13.94
これなら13.45
及ぶ13.48
顔面13.59
口が裂けても言えない15.06
最後12.63
数週間14.52
13.48
頼る13.38
たまに13.27
健全14.31
元へ13.46
ガキ13.66
やべえ14.55
低身長15.46
14.50

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