I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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秋13.57
潰す13.09
五月蝿い13.56
以降13.32
贅沢な悩み15.26
よろよろ14.51
誰だって14.04
他人13.24
心地いい14.65
聞ける13.63
見込み14.22
バケツ14.43
いじめっ子15.09
見れる13.74
年頃13.81
小遣い14.49
色々あって14.33
どうかした13.88
やりがい14.91
寝覚め15.28
チャンス13.55
突き刺す13.70
成長13.04
かなにか14.52
報われる14.83
良い子14.14
おいおい13.46
一年半14.90
望む13.04
重点的14.63
励む13.90
タダで済む15.58
供に13.75
控えめ13.92
困らせる14.74
ついでに13.19
合流13.35
ごくり14.40
同級生14.13
才能13.30
特徴13.47
若しかしたら13.16
含める13.11
言いながら13.25
てく13.97
早すぎる14.36
カッコいい14.24
ハードル14.33
と言って12.71
寧12.86
習う13.76
こう見えても14.65
静止14.20
あざ笑う14.71
震わせる13.45
余りにも13.24
フィギュア14.64
食べる12.42
使う12.10
全体13.32
押し付ける13.86
それっきり14.80
叩く12.98
変わり13.44
冷やす14.17
へと12.14
起こる12.94
遇う14.79
分かりにくい14.37
佐賀13.23
であります13.78
証拠13.32
美味13.74
筋肉痛14.47
抱きつく13.59
根暗15.00
些細13.89
ラスト14.24
バラ13.96
遠慮なく13.85
たし13.84
動作13.43
許す12.89
ターゲット14.10
垓13.39
涙12.98
尾季15.37
売淫13.60
百万14.28
戻す13.27
頭がいっぱい14.96
ものを12.71
持ってくる13.93
以来13.53
捻る13.90
金髪13.45
早々13.54
明13.55
怒号14.11

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