I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
目の色14.26
怖い12.81
真面目13.25
それじゃあ13.25
晴れる13.91
超がつく15.36
と思ったら13.50
全面的14.23
バイト13.93
うっぷ15.31
稼げる13.86
会心14.90
不器用14.12
温もり14.01
勢いよく13.60
っす13.15
そうだね13.30
一度も13.58
挙げた13.28
互いに13.41
空く13.28
過ごす13.05
お金13.09
優等生14.65
一言13.11
伸びる13.42
鈍い13.68
ご挨拶14.10
がたい13.92
パスワード14.94
庫内13.22
だよね13.23
13.40
力む14.60
台無し14.04
フード13.63
罵る14.12
べらべら14.86
その時12.75
とする12.60
元気13.07
13.48
直す13.51
微笑む13.01
倒す12.70
見てくれ14.01
喋り13.80
手前13.33
思い悩む14.37
タブー14.98
見れる13.74
口が裂けても言えない15.06
こそ12.75
変え13.14
大げさ13.96
捻る13.90
申し訳13.60
見事13.20
だけあって13.64
摸する13.34
充実13.94
困らせる14.74
無事に13.37
結ぶ13.30
姉ちゃん13.78
と同じように13.34
大きな12.50
用済み14.81
12.92
左程13.75
挨拶12.94
絶対13.07
発つ14.25
ビニール袋15.02
これなら13.45
過去13.06
大振り14.48
13.82
そこまで12.73
伝え13.05
決め手14.54
眠り13.57
それはそれで13.69
らしい12.54
いつまでも13.47
あーん14.32
行かなくちゃ14.89
嫌がる13.66
あざ笑う14.71
シュッと15.40
中学生14.11
であります13.78
に連れて13.40
収穫13.65
となると13.16
気味の悪い14.77
減る13.15
割れる13.74
両腕13.60
押し付ける13.86

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