I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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高すぎる24.39
絡める24.00
通る23.21
想像22.89
膝23.14
人生23.17
みっちり24.62
きつい23.61
したり23.12
時には23.07
ここから23.14
ママ23.75
よし22.94
ダイエット24.53
オッケー24.35
疑問22.92
なんて事24.08
少しでも23.32
普通22.64
テメー24.72
長い22.68
落ち着く23.00
既に22.68
庭内22.27
時の22.80
最低23.50
ボクシング24.91
ボケる25.49
本当22.77
想う23.60
キュア25.00
解析23.69
来22.47
決める22.93
練習23.24
早い22.99
返す22.90
無理やり23.54
付き合い23.50
ビッチ24.53
パパ23.65
みたい22.65
男女23.58
可能性22.61
単位23.69
うわっ23.72
困る22.85
にこやか23.81
笑い22.95
おい22.87
始めて23.15
心22.57
迷惑をかける24.47
ウィッグ25.27
に比べ23.73
改めて23.04
走り23.44
いける23.19
駄24.54
傷つける23.50
彼方22.51
素人23.52
助ける23.17
本22.87
としても22.63
二22.60
程度22.58
苦しい23.37
瞬間22.61
屋上23.93
腹23.05
瞳22.67
いつもの様に23.64
フッ23.69
蹴り23.23
安心22.88
クラス23.02
比べる23.21
程22.89
どんな22.69
弱み24.27
脅す24.00
感じる22.58
ないか22.68
買う22.81
魅力的23.80
楽23.16
ま22.85
勝つ23.07
参賀22.47
ブランコ24.96
汗23.33
厭々23.29
こいつ22.74
帰り23.48
いけない22.71
押して23.73
残す22.85
正直22.91

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