I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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落ち着く23.00
カラコン25.74
ないか22.68
こい23.57
部分22.81
ビビる24.00
パパ23.65
22.60
23.86
うるせえ24.29
詰まり22.59
弱み24.27
爆ぜる24.20
消す23.13
医員23.06
貰う22.51
疲れた23.41
始めて23.15
奇異24.11
悔しい23.38
ビッチ24.53
だの23.51
呼び出し23.79
23.33
通る23.21
反発23.90
またね24.41
出来22.54
性格23.09
22.87
ゾロゾロ24.79
残り23.10
くそっ23.74
ここから23.14
無意識23.59
心臓23.28
お蔭で23.05
玉砕24.82
続いて23.13
苦しい23.37
単位23.69
返す22.90
世界22.18
屋上23.93
クラス23.02
雰囲気22.89
うーん23.12
既に22.68
直ぐ22.97
その為22.87
アレ23.12
ならない22.51
寄せ付ける24.56
22.70
しんどい24.39
22.89
フッ23.69
いつ23.24
クールダウン25.14
いけない22.71
今後23.04
中身23.25
辛い23.16
扱い23.04
落ち込む23.58
無駄23.03
ビックリ24.14
今では23.48
お蔭23.53
髪の毛23.78
練習23.24
一度22.79
24.10
興味ない24.40
彼の22.60
よろしくお願いします23.42
本当22.77
それでも22.43
22.75
俯く23.57
こちとら24.64
23.16
転舵23.34
よー23.18
見知らぬ23.93
長い22.68
遊び23.37
そそる24.54
着替え23.45
解析23.69
片想い25.18
知らない22.68
気兼ね24.48
じっと23.19
楽しい22.76
くらいなら23.63
学期24.66
決める22.93
見える22.26

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