I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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24.10
通る23.21
22.87
感じる22.58
ベンチ23.93
なさい22.85
多分22.94
ながらも22.88
苛める24.48
ちっ23.66
ブランコ24.96
23.14
ベッド23.01
寝る23.20
男達23.55
こいつ22.74
苦しい23.37
振る22.80
ママ23.75
無駄23.03
続いて23.13
相談23.14
どんな22.69
普通22.64
申し訳ない23.42
邪魔23.00
リアル23.72
からかう23.66
その為22.87
一方23.21
見える22.26
騒動23.55
浮かぶ22.94
中身23.25
帰り23.48
少しでも23.32
医員23.06
波動22.63
意識22.77
うるせえ24.29
22.75
勢家23.43
説明22.63
と言われる23.54
先ずは22.86
走り去る24.14
素人23.52
22.60
緊張23.09
モデル24.07
屋上23.93
アレ23.12
所が23.12
引っ越し24.29
想う23.60
無理やり23.54
よー23.18
やや23.25
早い22.99
時には23.07
反発23.90
日本23.01
細い23.34
ダイエット24.53
クラス23.02
脅す24.00
終わり23.06
厭々23.29
クソ真面目25.50
22.98
22.97
魅力的23.80
気づく22.78
落ち込む23.58
支え23.37
ビッチ24.53
扱い23.04
疑問22.92
退く23.67
こい23.57
寄せ付ける24.56
薄情24.54
迷惑をかける24.47
またね24.41
22.84
ここから23.14
である21.76
同じよう23.06
髪の毛23.78
やだ23.69
ならない22.51
振り返る22.95
オッケー24.35
安心22.88
23.18
ゾロゾロ24.79
22.47
22.57
長い間24.02

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