I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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呑気14.07
久しく14.70
話しかける13.15
数週間14.52
原因13.06
光景12.91
与え12.95
眺める13.46
たっぷり13.52
正確13.19
シャワー14.13
一言13.11
自画自賛14.84
がたい13.92
タイプ13.22
無しで13.72
何故12.62
仕方ない12.99
日付14.20
際に13.24
完璧13.31
とする12.60
ふん13.34
反映14.16
自己評価14.93
弱虫15.06
過小評価14.87
百13.26
至って13.57
フワフワ14.62
手持ち無沙汰14.77
てね13.19
身長13.45
風12.52
さて12.78
言い残す14.02
観察13.29
決め手14.54
うわ13.47
バカ野郎14.86
冷やし14.29
限定版15.75
やり13.43
ショップ14.51
筋肉痛14.47
いつまで経っても14.16
差し出す13.14
げー15.11
演じる13.88
つ13.24
否定13.07
ならともかく13.89
眠り13.57
継続は力なり15.96
グズ15.28
でしょう12.49
近い12.79
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もん12.71
助け13.10
迎えに来る14.73
考えもの15.06
両親13.20
喜んで13.23
寛大14.38
ビックリした14.49
たし13.84
呼ばれる13.09
多少13.02
くすくす14.09
そうですね13.02
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ったく13.89
しっかり12.79
誤魔化し13.96
訳ない13.74
状態12.57
行う12.53
漏らす13.26
動かす12.95
目撃13.81
戻る12.35
中学生14.11
一寸した13.49
恨む13.75
行かなくちゃ14.89
周りの目14.98
言いながら13.25
静止14.20
敵12.44
先程13.07
ナイフ13.21
喪男13.60
罵倒14.09
めっちゃ13.83
同日14.88
飛ばし13.48
だけあって13.64
吐息13.83

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