I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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しようとする13.56
泣き13.33
へと12.14
中学生14.11
なあ12.86
肉付きがいい16.21
見せつける13.71
溜め13.96
励む13.90
ございます13.47
対照的13.99
大分13.28
背中を向ける15.16
13.56
蹴る13.28
名乗る13.29
13.44
何事か13.83
一瞬12.69
合う12.87
高級13.77
校舎13.97
ではある12.91
13.61
お辞儀13.96
と思ったら13.50
フワフワ14.62
やべえ14.55
経験12.96
どうしたん13.53
疑惑14.12
ちゃ12.92
たじろぐ14.29
入れ歯13.16
13.23
両腕13.60
ふん13.34
土俵14.55
で候13.44
互いに13.41
順調13.49
空く13.28
搭載14.04
立場12.93
挙げた13.28
倒す12.70
正確13.19
初恋14.27
13.24
利し13.25
ってば13.84
と思うと13.73
格好13.19
眠り13.57
振るう13.18
いじめっ子15.09
13.39
嫌がる13.66
台無し14.04
期待12.90
12.30
魅する15.79
冷やす14.17
12.92
良い子14.14
来てる13.84
疲れ13.16
たまたま13.63
ナイフ13.21
もう少し13.00
帰り道14.09
教え12.64
手浴14.31
15.41
一大決心15.65
一分14.13
地獄13.43
そうなると13.42
こう言う12.87
青い13.17
にかけて13.65
全員12.61
12.72
しい14.55
気分が良い15.03
更に12.42
手早い13.97
キッチリ14.67
挨拶12.94
その時12.75
ご愁傷様14.83
発覚14.18
身ぶり手ぶり16.22
方向13.02
と言うのに13.07
連れて12.86
連絡を取る14.61
会心14.90
負け犬14.75

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