I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
先ずは22.86
助ける23.17
ビビる24.00
申し訳ない23.42
離れ23.00
残り23.10
からかう23.66
気にしない23.68
脅す24.00
多い22.52
したり23.12
しんどい24.39
解析23.69
こちとら24.64
片想い25.18
存在22.32
退く23.67
振る22.80
ボーっと24.63
22.67
出来22.54
始めて23.15
一方23.21
23.18
有り難うございました23.41
同時に22.65
ロシア24.39
一度22.79
庭内22.27
いいよ23.37
置く22.56
部分22.81
弟子22.49
大学生24.45
くう23.45
22.94
世界22.18
直ぐ22.97
レッテル24.90
と言われる23.54
そもそも22.73
終わり23.06
俯く23.57
少しでも23.32
23.11
何やら23.19
緊張23.09
しか32.33
32.54
こんなに33.14
クソ33.59
んです32.32
一番32.58
事はない32.83
若しかして33.01
としたら33.18
32.78
去る33.02
いくら33.05
拡散34.01
32.66
爆発33.24
運動33.74
再会33.57
変装34.02
32.96
去年33.78
覗き33.50
仕様32.43
きっかけ33.69
ロック33.59
仕事32.50
その儘32.51
近く32.69
全く32.49
とても32.67
32.52
コース33.93
全部32.88
今度32.69
逃げる32.85
32.23
32.73
彼氏33.92
別れる33.63
中学33.96
ねー32.79
弱音34.48
通い34.32
相変わらず33.09
見つめる32.75
可惜33.37
どころか33.21
おう33.25
こっち32.61
全て32.32
アドバイス33.90
じゃ無いか32.84
恋人33.51
だが31.83

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