I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
芸術品24.67
貰い23.44
退く23.67
捲る23.89
22.67
傷つける23.50
気兼ね24.48
ボーっと24.63
23.86
無理やり23.54
衝撃23.03
先ずは22.86
想う23.60
座り23.58
解放感25.03
酷い23.02
その結果23.53
ハーフ24.27
俯く23.57
髪の毛23.78
遊び23.37
滑る23.72
興味ない24.40
22.97
こいつ22.74
同じよう23.06
それから22.79
相談23.14
パパ23.65
屋上23.93
貰える23.04
誰か22.71
振る22.80
助ける23.17
薄情24.54
ここから23.14
ないか22.68
有り難うございました23.41
小さい22.69
同色24.78
雰囲気22.89
身体中24.35
彼の22.60
いつ23.24
不思議22.81
ロシア24.39
高すぎる24.39
神楽殿36.64
クラスメイト33.79
彼氏33.92
クソ33.59
恋人同士34.51
どころか33.21
綺麗32.92
32.54
だろうか32.42
ボコボコ34.26
32.96
爆発33.24
ラノベ34.59
やがる33.67
覚え32.76
そりゃ33.16
32.43
真っ白33.65
近く32.69
異端33.26
32.87
言わんばかり33.50
全て32.32
廃位33.18
ため32.26
33.15
黙る32.92
別れる33.63
確か32.92
と言うのも33.18
32.48
での32.60
わよ32.78
今度32.69
運動33.74
何かあったの33.93
ええ32.61
惹く33.82
32.68
あんな32.93
そろそろ32.88
そっか33.38
浮かべる32.57
全部32.88
切角33.20
再会33.57
って言う32.83
毎日33.21
と共に32.60
覗き33.50
32.23
リア充34.39
32.38

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