I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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五22.47
うーん23.12
によって22.54
高すぎる24.39
多分22.94
身体中24.35
からかう23.66
見知らぬ23.93
騒動23.55
誰か22.71
走り去る24.14
彼方22.51
いける23.19
その結果23.53
一心不乱24.47
薄情24.54
面倒22.94
出来22.54
腹23.05
親23.18
こいつ22.74
信じる22.80
残す22.85
だの23.51
ゾロゾロ24.79
入学23.63
二位23.39
着替え23.45
仲良く23.30
普通22.64
う22.61
浮かぶ22.94
勝つ23.07
息22.82
したり23.12
二22.60
よろしくお願いします23.42
やあ23.89
長い22.68
直し23.54
ベンチ23.93
今回22.47
座り23.58
助ける23.17
残り23.10
ありがとう御座います22.84
通い34.32
ねえ32.74
弱音34.48
成るべく33.53
〜33.21
当たる33.06
はぁ32.88
低位32.98
別32.74
廃位33.18
間32.43
何かあったの33.93
こっち32.61
址32.54
今日は32.66
仕事32.50
設定33.32
人物32.80
そりゃ33.16
浮かべる32.57
周り32.77
去年33.78
あの頃33.89
切角33.20
地面32.67
去る33.02
可惜33.37
やがる33.67
での32.60
言わんばかり33.50
綺麗32.92
ては32.43
口32.30
剔32.60
とても32.67
そろそろ32.88
声をかける33.47
全部32.88
真っ白33.65
日本人33.58
そこ32.66
初めて32.64
彼32.13
若しかして33.01
おう33.25
関わる33.17
時間32.25
大好き33.33
毎日33.21
座る32.78
そっか33.38
爆発33.24
叱34.08

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