I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
お灸15.28
射ち込む16.24
漂う13.32
そんな訳で13.69
馬鹿に13.68
立たす14.35
犠牲13.47
揺らす13.50
はきはき14.84
以降13.32
何より13.02
ぶつかる13.48
特徴的13.99
下心14.42
ああ12.23
目の色14.26
念う14.59
多すぎる14.09
小学14.77
出来れば13.04
キラキラ13.63
感謝12.96
仕切れない14.29
本の13.66
光景12.91
抜く13.09
近い12.79
達成13.61
隠れ13.31
くすくす14.09
開放13.85
二年生14.33
なんです12.80
変わらない13.12
たまに13.27
若しかしたら13.16
多少13.02
直す13.51
一年生14.16
料金14.22
飯13.57
構わない13.22
秋13.57
見返し14.36
細かい事14.77
動かす12.95
のです12.21
指定単14.13
深々13.65
佐賀13.23
返る13.33
近づく12.83
弱虫15.06
討っ手14.52
両腕13.60
決め手14.54
取る12.69
久しぶりに13.56
両親13.20
同然13.78
正確13.19
取り過ぎ15.55
頭がいっぱい14.96
プライド13.80
数週間14.52
観察13.29
証13.56
シュッと15.40
イチャイチャ14.43
出居13.37
暖か13.55
元へ13.46
なるほど12.67
恨む13.75
姉ちゃん13.78
目の前12.63
決めつける14.34
ドン引き14.20
ゾウ14.61
一生もの15.65
人前で14.25
手助け13.93
ブタ14.61
私利私欲15.02
根暗15.00
追って13.40
どっち13.48
パンチ14.12
それに加えて14.20
と言って12.71
針13.61
バカ野郎14.86
やっと13.21
乱13.85
ネタ13.78
前日14.05
や否や14.06
報う14.42
特徴13.47
登る13.59

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