I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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減る13.15
切る12.91
上手くいく14.30
なんとも言えない14.10
13.83
高級13.77
宜しい13.44
とした事が14.51
やり13.43
ってば13.84
初戦14.27
キモ14.57
何故なら13.52
ショック13.60
外す13.17
忙しい13.14
ノリが悪い15.77
大げさ13.96
以外12.55
成ってない14.15
美味13.74
厳しい13.06
隼人13.81
に至っては13.87
侮辱14.05
なんです12.80
機会13.05
垂水15.55
打ち13.63
とかで13.66
作品13.46
溜め13.96
いいかい14.50
反撃13.52
清潔感14.87
状態12.57
生き12.80
見返し14.36
最初12.54
へえ13.66
手つき14.18
ラブラブ14.68
低身長15.46
後で12.94
発覚14.18
仕方ない12.99
たっぷり13.52
疲れ13.16
おや13.57
怒号14.11
静止14.20
思い出す12.70
進む12.84
迎えに来る14.73
12.70
眠り13.57
差し出す13.14
危険12.75
過ごす13.05
とにかく13.04
そうなると13.42
入り13.18
受ける12.66
伝え13.05
もん12.71
そこまで12.73
女性12.55
その場12.86
回り13.63
13.65
良ければ13.76
はきはき14.84
ギュッと14.25
何事か13.83
グズ15.28
良かったら13.96
こそ12.75
てね13.19
喋る13.37
破滅13.92
画僧12.89
大きな12.50
刺刀13.16
キラキラ13.63
考え事14.10
禁止13.64
だよね13.23
歩き13.21
無能13.92
障る14.33
かい12.98
足りない13.25
小テスト15.42
戴き13.44
無くなる13.38
戻る12.35
避け13.12
百万14.28
稼げる13.86

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