I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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12.52
味わう13.58
気が済む14.67
無事に13.37
とある13.37
12.44
至れり尽くせり14.87
14.50
ビックリした14.49
アリ13.56
市ね13.36
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美しさ13.72
回り13.63
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違くない15.56
方がマシ14.36
泥炭14.56
12.78
一人称14.54
期待12.90
ムリゲー16.02
横に13.00
後から13.69
遅い13.19
こうやって13.68
ったく13.89
下心14.42
惣社13.37
でしょう12.49
表情12.35
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やり13.43
搭載14.04
お構いなし14.42
スパーリング15.42
14.20
目の色14.26
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うそうそ15.64
手おけ13.35
討っ手14.52
地獄13.43
すっごく13.97
カタコト15.27
厳密に言うと15.36
こそ12.75
ひょろっと15.33
失恋14.57
13.48
避け13.12
抉る13.74
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示す13.10
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直す13.51
もう少し13.00
振るう13.18
超がつく15.36
タオル13.85
走り込み14.92
13.61
と言った12.53
ガキ13.66
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うわ13.47
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ような気がする13.55
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ギュッと14.25
点者13.84
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に至っては13.87
大した13.24
しようとする13.56
名礼13.69
求め13.14
13.26
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太った14.45
自体13.10
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変態13.55
復讐13.69
昇降口14.97
と言うのに13.07
もん12.71
13.49
バカ野郎14.86
元々12.91
交換13.64

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