I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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報復34.00
その儘32.51
放つ32.58
張る33.09
続けて32.85
全て32.32
馬鹿32.99
何とも33.28
ゆっくり32.72
覗き33.50
九32.87
あんな32.93
仕事32.50
全く32.49
幸せ32.99
ては32.43
ねえ32.74
中学33.96
よっぽど33.76
今日は32.66
ます32.81
こんなに33.14
ため32.26
ちゃった33.01
指32.96
後悔33.30
状況32.49
じゃ無いか32.84
解除33.39
運動33.74
嘘32.93
目標33.39
弱音34.48
それ32.40
唇33.15
外32.73
コース33.93
はぁ32.88
切角33.20
美人33.43
こと31.30
一切33.13
笑う32.45
と言うのも33.18
って言う32.83
浮かべる32.57
口32.30
での32.60
リア充34.39
プレゼント33.58
拡散34.01
どころか33.21
おう33.25
上32.23
変装34.02
見つめる32.75
男子33.54
の様に32.34
笑み32.60
何の32.78
想い33.32
す33.13
神楽殿36.64
以前32.85
大好き33.33
到着33.05
何時も32.58
そこ32.66
覚え32.76
ゲロ34.70
惹く33.82
相変わらず33.09
だが31.83
全部32.88
クラスメイト33.79
処32.38
やがる33.67
キス33.48
初めて32.64
〜33.21
剔32.60
アドバイス33.90
人物32.80
座る32.78
当たる33.06
鬼32.87
こっち32.61
地面32.67
逃げる32.85
自分で32.97
近寄る33.45
通い34.32
いきなり32.95
バレる33.43
振り32.89
去年33.78
別れる33.63
周り32.77
関わる33.17

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