I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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異端33.26
わよ32.78
だが31.83
キス33.48
とか32.08
拡散34.01
32.43
32.87
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クラスメイト33.79
って言う32.83
惹く33.82
真っ白33.65
おかしい32.76
仕様32.43
での32.60
運動33.74
32.60
32.74
幸せ32.99
周り32.77
としたら33.18
何時も32.58
クソ33.59
32.48
恋人33.51
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近く32.69
だろうか32.42
想い33.32
ええ32.61
振り32.89
言わんばかり33.50
通い34.32
初めて32.64
ます32.81
日本人33.58
一切33.13
と言うのも33.18
やがる33.67
しか32.33
アドバイス33.90
仕事32.50
32.23
大好き33.33
黙る32.92
楽しむ33.09
目標33.39
去年33.78
コース33.93
バレる33.43
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32.73
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無理32.63
近寄る33.45
毎日33.21
32.68
切角33.20
33.13
出切る32.24
何とも33.28
経つ33.15
報復34.00
32.54
低位32.98
弱音34.48
じゃ無いか32.84
総出32.91
男子33.54
何とか32.77
座る32.78
こっち32.61
と共に32.60
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こと31.30
とりあえず32.73
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よっぽど33.76
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以前32.85
中学33.96
はぁ32.88
34.08
恋人同士34.51
ゆっくり32.72
ゲロ34.70
いきなり32.95
プレゼント33.58
全て32.32
32.96
32.66
彼氏33.92
おう33.25
そっか33.38
人物32.80
可惜33.37

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