I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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一番32.58
全て32.32
しか32.33
バレる33.43
彼氏33.92
ボコボコ34.26
切角33.20
覚え32.76
プレゼント33.58
再会33.57
って言う32.83
ねえ32.74
ては32.43
きっかけ33.69
クラスメイト33.79
何時も32.58
見つめる32.75
どころか33.21
当たる33.06
真っ白33.65
そろそろ32.88
想い33.32
それ32.40
こんなに33.14
そっか33.38
わよ32.78
振り32.89
はぁ32.88
笑み32.60
32.13
恋人33.51
爆発33.24
笑う32.45
クソ33.59
いくら33.05
翌日33.38
33.21
神楽殿36.64
可惜33.37
34.08
リア充34.39
逃げる32.85
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時間32.25
誰も32.77
中学33.96
総出32.91
仕様32.43
異端33.26
何とか32.77
32.73
せる32.17
何とも33.28
全部32.88
走る32.77
やがる33.67
無理32.63
経つ33.15
運動33.74
毎日33.21
32.23
今度32.69
と共に32.60
32.74
32.78
人物32.80
座る32.78
とても32.67
近く32.69
そりゃ33.16
確か32.92
初めて32.64
大好き33.33
32.66
32.96
おう33.25
いきなり32.95
別れる33.63
としたら33.18
覗き33.50
そう言えば32.80
こと31.30
みたいな32.70
何の32.78
若しかして33.01
通い34.32
だが31.83
張る33.09
何かあったの33.93
廃位33.18
関わる33.17
今日は32.66
周り32.77
ゆっくり32.72
32.23
続けて32.85
あんな32.93
ため32.26
の様に32.34

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