I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
悶え14.35
妄言14.73
弓12.92
泥炭14.56
損ねる14.06
言葉11.96
上手くいく14.30
奇譚13.49
嫌がる13.66
高一15.68
散打13.67
となると13.16
そうやって13.58
見込み14.22
いやぁ13.76
どちら13.37
忙しい13.14
服12.78
整う13.66
涙12.98
取り出す12.90
似13.28
自虐14.92
教え12.64
真剣13.16
帰路14.40
フラ14.33
耳12.73
思わず12.73
飛ばし13.48
経験12.96
幾12.12
底荷12.49
入れ歯13.16
励まし14.19
危険12.75
筋合い14.45
隼人13.81
なよ13.13
良い感じ14.45
覚える13.07
登る13.59
喋る13.37
早変わり15.03
よる13.28
早め13.69
臭い13.42
射ち込む16.24
一年生14.16
魚13.11
内容12.74
次第13.34
たんこぶ15.26
フィギュア14.64
過小評価14.87
励む13.90
焦り13.71
これでもか14.25
喜んで13.23
無視13.03
上品13.98
不器用14.12
絵13.44
沖13.65
としては12.66
養う14.22
回答13.86
ごくり14.40
挙げた13.28
秋13.57
手当て14.28
数週間14.52
首12.55
久しぶりに13.56
訳ない13.74
言われるがまま14.57
口が裂けても言えない15.06
とした事が14.51
ぼる14.24
リード13.85
漂う13.32
大作戦15.05
ガキ13.66
ほらほら14.35
無くなる13.38
帰り道14.09
冷たい13.11
引き止める14.17
隠れ13.31
昇降口14.97
鼻13.23
裸13.83
暖か13.55
てっきり13.79
空く13.28
下らない13.81
敵12.44
佐賀13.23
飛び込む13.31
これ位13.58

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