I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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数週間14.52
やれ13.27
味わう13.58
や否や14.06
手助け13.93
がっつり14.57
早変わり15.03
以って13.74
フィギュア14.64
滑り落ちる14.53
やりがい14.91
目掛け13.86
隠れ13.31
と思うと13.73
ムカ14.61
そうそう13.36
ビックリした14.49
変え13.14
元々12.91
見れる13.74
取る12.69
かしら12.79
違くない15.56
13.20
取り戻す13.24
手を繋ぐ14.86
ある日13.73
忘れ物14.51
女の子12.92
同然13.78
最上階14.28
負け13.20
と言うのは12.57
眺める13.46
幼稚園14.59
添える13.65
包み隠す14.71
罵倒14.09
晴れて14.13
プライド13.80
漏らす13.26
何の事14.62
とする12.60
それ以上13.13
素直13.05
初め13.17
失恋14.57
祈る13.47
一瞬12.69
思い出す12.70
げろ15.40
言える12.62
方向13.02
のせいで13.33
引き止める14.17
キラキラ13.63
挨拶12.94
残る12.71
持ってくる13.93
震わせる13.45
熱心13.89
大体13.26
ギュッと14.25
二次元14.76
指きり15.90
頼る13.38
パッと見14.68
ゾウ14.61
12.15
不器用14.12
戴き13.44
13.48
喋り13.80
ふう13.64
捨てる13.06
恵まれる13.79
自己評価14.93
惣社13.37
覗く13.34
方がマシ14.36
めっちゃ13.83
いと14.19
五月蝿い13.56
凶器14.38
より12.31
グズ15.28
罵る14.12
はきはき14.84
顔負け14.75
別垢16.99
習う13.76
何より13.02
使嗾13.46
示す13.10
ふん13.34
とく13.39
売淫13.60
予想通り13.69
特徴13.47

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