I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
流す13.33
見返16.42
言われるがまま14.57
あくまで13.29
包み隠す14.71
計画13.25
大変12.84
喋る13.37
愛読14.60
12.55
高笑い14.26
泣き真似15.36
と思うと13.73
美男美女14.78
遅い13.19
余りにも13.24
真っ黒13.92
状態12.57
回答13.86
他人13.24
それじゃあ13.25
思わせる13.71
校舎13.97
さっさと13.12
抜く13.09
バケツ14.43
利し13.25
死ね13.67
女性12.55
両腕13.60
やれ13.27
寝覚め15.28
としては12.66
指定単14.13
強者13.73
魅する15.79
背中を向ける15.16
となると13.16
善処14.65
13.25
照れる13.93
もん12.71
であれ13.83
理解12.49
何事か13.83
達成13.61
自衛14.31
13.65
惣社13.37
ノリが悪い15.77
叩きつける13.45
大正解14.90
幼稚園14.59
過小評価14.87
以来13.53
将来13.44
真っ赤13.24
げろ15.40
タオル13.85
マッチョ14.47
満足13.15
喜んで13.23
証明13.41
で候13.44
真剣13.16
先入観14.63
黒い12.78
揺らす13.50
13.13
様になる13.45
卒業13.55
金髪13.45
物申す14.90
付く12.78
難しい12.74
ついでに13.19
に至っては13.87
思い悩む14.37
後にする14.01
泥炭14.56
色白14.71
13.61
舐める13.88
忘れられる14.80
頼る13.38
たんこぶ15.26
それ以上13.13
お似合い14.18
おいおい13.46
込む13.25
てく13.97
13.70
ああ12.23
生き12.80
頭がいっぱい14.96
とする12.60
外見13.45
しっかり12.79
適当13.17
おまけ13.96

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