I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
恋人33.51
覚え32.76
近く32.69
ては32.43
って言う32.83
バレる33.43
関わる33.17
わよ32.78
経つ33.15
惹く33.82
走る32.77
あんな32.93
美人33.43
指32.96
声をかける33.47
唇33.15
低位32.98
ラノベ34.59
腕32.52
址32.54
到着33.05
ええ32.61
マンション44.38
すら42.67
ぼっち44.34
始める42.48
もし42.64
笑顔42.66
理由42.47
もう一度43.13
隣42.64
結構42.82
何でもない43.50
男子生徒44.09
向こう42.90
捏造44.71
考える42.30
評価43.17
一手42.89
四端43.17
僧尼42.52
神楽43.69
上手く42.88
住む43.05
カッコ44.22
入れ42.71
かな42.42
髪42.71
がる42.87
コミュ障45.02
とは言え42.60
危ない43.21
上げる42.58
すると42.35
大切に43.69
縄跳び45.43
これは42.28
唐名42.55
向かう42.31
失敗43.02
心配42.58
色々42.52
って言うか43.52
勝手に43.04
大丈夫42.38
冗談43.17
杉42.95
弁当43.94
あー42.91
出る42.34
足42.57
嫌42.74
氷42.98
なのに42.74
姿42.21
小指44.35
出会う43.16
放課後43.96
思える42.63
ので41.80
暮42.46
それが42.31
それにしても43.12
オタク44.29
前に42.25
二季43.99
おはよう43.57
次42.53
子供42.60
脱炭43.01
続ける42.56
八つ42.93
おー43.71
自信43.13
それじゃ43.39
よりも42.48
肉42.78
させる42.36
拳42.95
我ながら44.00

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