I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
わよ32.78
全て32.32
32.68
大好き33.33
じゃ無いか32.84
事はない32.83
浮かべる32.57
美人33.43
言わんばかり33.50
での32.60
あの頃33.89
見つめる32.75
32.87
とか32.08
全く32.49
周り32.77
初めて32.64
そりゃ33.16
異端33.26
幸せ32.99
きっかけ33.69
と共に32.60
よりも42.48
42.71
笑顔42.66
何でもない43.50
42.64
男子生徒44.09
すると42.35
思い42.61
向かう42.31
なり42.48
カッコ44.22
ぼっち44.34
子供42.60
二季43.99
自信43.13
何だか42.94
かな42.42
ので41.80
出る42.34
させる42.36
もう一度43.13
始める42.48
調子43.23
って言うか43.52
大切に43.69
向こう42.90
続ける42.56
我ながら44.00
とは言え42.60
入れ42.71
一人で42.92
色々42.52
42.95
考える42.30
にして42.30
唐名42.55
それにしても43.12
なれば42.99
42.74
42.57
んじゃ42.56
もし42.64
あー42.91
上げる42.58
心配42.58
でしょ43.03
何で42.52
失敗43.02
がる42.87
前に42.25
小指44.35
八つ42.93
コミュ障45.02
出会う43.16
捏造44.71
冗談43.17
良く42.94
上手く42.88
神楽43.69
見せる42.38
ても良い42.90
同じ42.31
勝手に43.04
僧尼42.52
42.53
過ぎ43.12
大丈夫42.38
レベル42.66
よね42.43
弁当43.94
危ない43.21
なのに42.74
オタク44.29
四端43.17
放課後43.96
おはよう43.57
云う42.77
姿42.21

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