I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
爆発33.24
総出32.91
そこ32.66
変装34.02
バレる33.43
何とも33.28
仕事32.50
相変わらず33.09
と言うのも33.18
32.23
32.38
やがる33.67
ちゃった33.01
中学33.96
柔らかい33.35
ラノベ34.59
32.52
去年33.78
ため32.26
恋人33.51
時間32.25
逃げる32.85
思える42.63
42.98
42.78
42.46
唐名42.55
向こう42.90
笑顔42.66
もし42.64
がる42.87
縄跳び45.43
42.71
させる42.36
始める42.48
マンション44.38
失敗43.02
評価43.17
何だか42.94
捏造44.71
でしょ43.03
放課後43.96
って言うか43.52
云う42.77
思い42.61
見せる42.38
四端43.17
脱炭43.01
42.64
かな42.42
同じ42.31
僧尼42.52
理由42.47
前に42.25
ぼっち44.34
レベル42.66
42.95
よりも42.48
なのに42.74
かも42.76
ても良い42.90
もう一度43.13
八つ42.93
すら42.67
何で42.52
自信43.13
男子生徒44.09
42.95
子供42.60
なれば42.99
神楽43.69
なり42.48
続ける42.56
42.57
あー42.91
よね42.43
42.74
それが42.31
過ぎ43.12
色々42.52
にして42.30
弁当43.94
それじゃ43.39
後に42.87
とは言え42.60
一手42.89
おはよう43.57
42.53
心配42.58
上げる42.58
んじゃ42.56
それにしても43.12
以上42.42
向かう42.31
調子43.23
上手く42.88
なの42.22
小指44.35
一人で42.92
褒める43.20

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