I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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13.83
半ば13.39
ゲーゲー16.19
ところを13.26
禁止13.64
13.28
リード13.85
引っ張る13.35
及ぶ13.48
身長13.45
最上階14.28
惣社13.37
態度12.94
そうだね13.30
戻る12.35
他人13.24
いいかい14.50
よう12.31
12.74
13.25
手助け13.93
気にする13.51
以来13.53
面影14.21
温もり14.01
手当て14.28
満足13.15
咄嗟に13.40
励まし14.19
一方的13.57
挙げた13.28
疲れ13.16
示す13.10
誰だって14.04
味わう13.58
13.85
ろくでもない14.60
強者13.73
13.11
当然12.54
言える12.62
格好13.19
用済み14.81
大事12.94
なよ13.13
アニメ13.92
迎えに行く14.48
早め13.69
一体12.67
残る12.71
変わらない13.12
借り13.40
滑り台15.04
負け犬14.75
その辺13.37
これにより14.27
控えめ13.92
と言っても13.05
了い13.04
娑羅14.38
にかけて13.65
方がマシ14.36
話をする13.66
手つき14.18
13.46
入り13.18
嫌う13.34
頭がいっぱい14.96
使う12.10
方向13.02
細かい事14.77
大切な人14.14
言われるがまま14.57
太った14.45
おや13.57
て言うか13.79
言いっこなし15.63
高一15.68
うんうん13.82
目指す13.30
丁度13.59
追って13.40
マッチョ14.47
構わない13.22
何となく13.07
手上げ13.61
計画13.25
たじろぐ14.29
高笑い14.26
振るう13.18
いつまでも13.47
忘れられない14.41
とかで13.66
引き止める14.17
変わり13.44
おまけ13.96
如何13.47
不用心14.85
とく13.39

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