I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
意気投合14.64
ひょろっと15.33
通りかかる14.74
明け暮れ14.83
余りにも13.24
登る13.59
たし13.84
と同じように13.34
阻止13.88
パスワード14.94
色白14.71
一年半14.90
もん12.71
ありがと13.60
13.44
思わせる13.71
娑羅14.38
苦しむ13.67
温もり14.01
ぼんやり13.52
一環14.08
ガキ13.66
訳にはいかない13.88
足早に14.08
乱暴13.73
に至っては13.87
無しで13.72
至れり尽くせり14.87
うんうん13.82
決め手14.54
最高13.21
目指し13.53
ちゃ12.92
要求13.44
借り13.40
出所14.42
無口14.35
写る14.38
予想通り13.69
大げさ13.96
捻る13.90
聞ける13.63
て言うか13.79
それはそれで13.69
土俵14.55
両手12.91
ラウンド14.55
下手したら14.35
12.99
ドキドキ13.90
入れ歯13.16
12.83
飛び13.52
厳しい13.06
13.25
叫び声13.71
そうやって13.58
譲る13.54
フィギュア14.64
行ってきます14.10
振るう13.18
よる13.28
役立つ13.89
自画自賛14.84
切る12.91
頭から13.72
それよりも13.35
連想14.09
何事もなく14.30
進む12.84
13.24
絡み14.14
ではある12.91
加工13.58
へと12.14
しい14.55
小テスト15.42
空く13.28
隼人13.81
一寸した13.49
結ぶ13.30
寛大14.38
惣社13.37
才能13.30
少しずつ13.39
イチャイチャ14.43
ハグ14.58
目の色14.26
グズ15.28
マズイ14.15
お辞儀13.96
カッコいい14.24
観察13.29
と言った12.53
押し付ける13.86
不用心14.85
出し手13.89
12.30
眺める13.46
呼ばれる13.09

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