I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
手を繋ぐ14.86
困らせる14.74
良かったら13.96
大12.53
事がない13.27
当然12.54
無視13.03
無能13.92
ドキドキ13.90
果たす13.42
金持ち14.08
入れる12.73
点者13.84
とにかく13.04
手持ち無沙汰14.77
仕方ない12.99
将に13.16
冷やす14.17
件12.96
言い訳13.48
えーっと13.83
代償13.85
耳12.73
色黒15.39
何と13.05
口が裂けても言えない15.06
囲む13.17
多少13.02
ミット15.09
おいおい13.46
ふーん13.74
気分12.99
スパーリング15.42
熱心13.89
カッコいい14.24
干渉13.54
とする12.60
嫌がる13.66
捻る13.90
愛読14.60
過ごす13.05
大変12.84
残る12.71
来てる13.84
関係12.73
底荷12.49
罵倒14.09
そうそう13.36
内声15.42
滑り落ちる14.53
場所12.27
暖か13.55
取り戻す13.24
これ位13.58
他所13.65
犬13.20
泥炭14.56
カタコト15.27
真っ黒13.92
それっきり14.80
なんです12.80
変え13.14
素晴らしい13.20
筋肉13.40
ほらほら14.35
引き止める14.17
お礼13.28
合成写真16.34
つゆ知らず15.42
バカ13.23
一分14.13
蹴る13.28
舐める13.88
金髪13.45
罵る14.12
たまに13.27
小さな12.71
多すぎる14.09
受け12.61
やろう13.16
一生消えない15.80
組む13.12
もう少し13.00
コソコソ14.55
思い出13.63
大分13.28
目を瞑る14.53
下らない13.81
裸13.83
仲13.42
私利私欲15.02
久しく14.70
秒13.48
親しい13.82
ビックリした14.49
更に12.42
尾季15.37
どうかした13.88
ラブラブ14.68
しようとする13.56

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