I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
我ながら44.00
向こう42.90
以上42.42
大丈夫42.38
上手く42.88
八つ42.93
でしょ43.03
暮42.46
痩せ44.11
自信43.13
拳42.95
とは言え42.60
かも42.76
なれば42.99
上げる42.58
ボロボロ43.68
これは42.28
コミュ障45.02
何で42.52
褒める43.20
杉42.95
始める42.48
失敗43.02
肉42.78
カッコ44.22
神楽43.69
イケメン53.59
幼馴染53.65
照れ53.61
丁52.44
哭く52.05
見る52.00
嬉しい52.74
じゃあ52.61
そう言う52.36
これで52.58
オーラ53.69
痛み53.05
席52.98
暇53.18
したい52.75
但52.24
つもり52.48
思い切り53.85
主52.62
情けない53.50
教室53.38
早く52.72
ダメ52.93
時に52.57
後52.36
何も52.48
先輩52.70
今まで52.69
やっぱり52.64
二佐52.98
せい52.98
ご免53.00
終わる52.44
一週間53.50
にも52.03
前52.31
ストーカー54.16
就いて53.02
抔52.04
そいつ53.28
ほら53.02
鍛え53.51
明るい53.19
知り合い53.31
部屋52.30
未だ52.14
遊ぶ53.13
手々53.09
頑張る53.15
この前53.60
完全52.65
よな52.69
下さい52.34
気持ち52.61
結果52.73
沢山52.94
一人52.46
断る63.15
中61.86
後頭部63.97
お友達63.90
入る62.14
流石に62.63
えっと63.16
其れだけ62.66
会う62.62
乗る62.77
プロ63.93
直ぐに62.43
わ62.11
殴る63.17
全然63.10
変わった63.19
スマホ63.73

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