I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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続ける42.56
後に42.87
思い42.61
でしょ43.03
過ぎ43.12
向かう42.31
勝手に43.04
とは言え42.60
捏造44.71
唐名42.55
上手く42.88
痩せ44.11
入れ42.71
理由42.47
一人で42.92
んじゃ42.56
かも42.76
42.74
大切に43.69
何でもない43.50
向こう42.90
神楽43.69
42.74
なの42.22
上げる42.58
にも52.03
手々53.09
ストーカー54.16
明るい53.19
照れ53.61
先輩52.70
完全52.65
そいつ53.28
嬉しい52.74
52.36
52.98
せい52.98
就いて53.02
52.31
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情けない53.50
52.24
知り合い53.31
教室53.38
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じゃあ52.61
未だ52.14
思い切り53.85
痛み53.05
頑張る53.15
52.04
イケメン53.59
部屋52.30
したい52.75
53.18
やっぱり52.64
オーラ53.69
52.62
何も52.48
そう言う52.36
見る52.00
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ほら53.02
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早く52.72
つもり52.48
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下さい52.34
終わる52.44
二佐52.98
鍛え53.51
幼馴染53.65
52.44
ご免53.00
ダメ52.93
沢山52.94
時に52.57
これで52.58
哭く52.05
一人52.46
この前53.60
気持ち52.61
えっと63.16
頑張って63.11
拙者64.04
会う62.62
変わった63.19
分かる62.00
会話62.82
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61.88
じゃ62.24
プロ63.93
トレーニング64.24
お友達63.90
陰キャ65.17
だろ62.69
本当に62.34
全然63.10

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