I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
自信43.13
おー43.71
見せる42.38
それにしても43.12
何だか42.94
四端43.17
なり42.48
もう一度43.13
なのに42.74
って言うか43.52
八つ42.93
42.46
危ない43.21
上手く42.88
よりも42.48
すると42.35
おはよう43.57
それじゃ43.39
縄跳び45.43
向こう42.90
二季43.99
過ぎ43.12
出る42.34
もし42.64
失敗43.02
姿42.21
情けない53.50
頑張る53.15
一人52.46
何も52.48
よな52.69
沢山52.94
鍛え53.51
見る52.00
ストーカー54.16
二佐52.98
部屋52.30
オーラ53.69
就いて53.02
先輩52.70
下さい52.34
明るい53.19
結果52.73
そいつ53.28
早く52.72
教室53.38
手々53.09
にも52.03
これで52.58
せい52.98
イケメン53.59
知り合い53.31
52.31
未だ52.14
気持ち52.61
つもり52.48
したい52.75
遊ぶ53.13
完全52.65
ダメ52.93
幼馴染53.65
やっぱり52.64
一週間53.50
今まで52.69
思い切り53.85
52.36
この前53.60
時に52.57
52.62
52.44
痛み53.05
嬉しい52.74
終わる52.44
52.04
じゃあ52.61
52.98
そう言う52.36
哭く52.05
ご免53.00
ほら53.02
53.18
52.24
照れ53.61
拙者64.04
スマホ63.73
会話62.82
お友達63.90
直ぐに62.43
殴る63.17
全然63.10
其れだけ62.66
変わった63.19
トレーニング64.24
でる62.96
出す62.43
流石に62.63
61.86
どう62.34
其れと62.92
ちゃう62.74

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