I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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ならん13.51
カッコいい14.24
ような気がする13.55
あそこ13.21
臭い13.42
一大決心15.65
割れる13.74
ったく13.89
ラスト14.24
引っ張る13.35
味わう13.58
いつまでも13.47
ふーん13.74
周りの目14.98
いつまで経っても14.16
13.70
高級13.77
留まる13.61
いつの間にか13.19
彼の方14.59
やべえ14.55
底荷12.49
頭がいっぱい14.96
決めつける14.34
放置13.34
取り戻す13.24
叫び声13.71
12.73
空く13.28
面影14.21
罵倒14.09
覚悟13.02
そうやって13.58
景色13.49
ハードル14.33
より12.31
見事13.20
てって14.11
と言って12.71
13.59
一度も13.58
言葉11.96
立たす14.35
13.25
筋肉痛14.47
筋肉13.40
討っ手14.52
ついでに13.19
どうやら12.64
ラブラブ14.68
叩き13.26
幼稚園14.59
サイズ13.36
12.44
入り13.18
弱い者いじめ15.35
いじめられっ子15.42
パッと見14.68
一人称14.54
大降り15.88
控えめ13.92
目掛け13.86
不器用14.12
とある13.37
原因13.06
適当13.17
抜く13.09
揃える13.93
手を繋ぐ14.86
予想通り13.69
手渡し14.10
くすくす14.09
別垢16.99
やり13.43
それなら13.04
潜り込む13.89
どうもこうも14.92
近況14.63
それだけに13.91
範囲13.14
一つ12.53
両親13.20
13.24
過去13.06
ちゃ12.92
手おけ13.35
整う13.66
シュッと15.40
才能13.30
や否や14.06
と言っても13.05
プライド13.80
飛び13.52
厳しい13.06
その辺13.37
蹴る13.28
お辞儀13.96
理解12.49
止まる12.95

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