I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
ございます13.47
さっさと13.12
止め12.78
ど13.26
他人13.24
見事13.20
駆け寄る13.41
帰り道14.09
愛読14.60
太った14.45
それはそれで13.69
ダメージ13.08
覚悟13.02
被る13.46
立ち向かう13.92
疑惑14.12
よろよろ14.51
過小評価14.87
受ける12.66
弓12.92
全員12.61
や否や14.06
すっごく13.97
幾らか13.77
押し付ける13.86
残る12.71
影響13.05
教え12.64
通りかかる14.74
生き12.80
予想通り13.69
気味の悪い14.77
居13.44
久しぶりに13.56
庭13.38
似13.28
この辺り13.42
近づく12.83
厳密に言うと15.36
否定13.07
空く13.28
求め13.14
下心14.42
広げる13.18
咄嗟に13.40
内容12.74
行かなくちゃ14.89
何の事14.62
強引13.42
将に13.16
会心14.90
お似合い14.18
人種差別15.54
変態13.55
大分13.28
お願い12.92
超13.24
高一15.68
小遣い14.49
いいかい14.50
打ち13.63
呟く12.77
案内13.08
黒い12.78
ギュッと14.25
そうです12.73
痛い13.09
一分14.13
良ければ13.76
目の色14.26
景色13.49
絡み14.14
無くなる13.38
言い残す14.02
抜く13.09
不12.72
どっち13.48
であります13.78
一言13.11
内面14.35
ごくり14.40
市ね13.36
喪男13.60
甘い13.09
目指し13.53
生まれる13.03
名礼13.69
くっそ14.34
小テスト15.42
破顔14.45
ひょろっと15.33
紛れ13.73
ラブラブ14.68
ブックカバー15.93
苦14.20
悶え14.35
習う13.76
戻す13.27
見込み14.22
嘴12.99

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