I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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12.73
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ナイフ13.21
手おけ13.35
立ち向かう13.92
すんな13.96
のです12.21
不器用14.12
作品13.46
苦しむ13.67
一瞬12.69
喪男13.60
遠慮なく13.85
何処か13.67
てって14.11
達成13.61
12.96
一人称14.54
赤い12.81
目の前12.63
ラスト14.24
死ね13.67
初戦14.27
押し付ける13.86
如何にも13.22
たまたま13.63
心地いい14.65
美男美女14.78
内声15.42
大きな12.50
人種差別15.54
離す13.22
大切な人14.14
女性12.55
見返し14.36
大変12.84
げろ15.40
温もり14.01
らしい12.54
いと14.19
12.73
とかで13.66
隠れ13.31
手上げ13.61
で候13.44
食う13.13
呑気14.07
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自衛14.31
売淫13.60
至れり尽くせり14.87
仲の悪い15.41
恨む13.75
見知る14.00
妄言14.73
そうですね13.02
震わせる13.45
より12.31
与え12.95
やっと13.21
14.50
干渉13.54
逃げて13.41
めっちゃ13.83
一寸した13.49
包む13.08
カッコいい14.24
下手したら14.35
12.30
12.72
限定版15.75
てめぇ13.65
練る13.92
泣く13.07
残る12.71
過ごす13.05
しかない12.80
贅沢な悩み15.26
お礼13.28
避け13.12
ドン引き14.20
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フラ14.33
魅力13.70
追って13.40
言葉11.96
使う12.10
流す13.33
久しく14.70
一カ月14.76
なんです12.80
12.72
周りの目14.98
ところで12.57
全員12.61
何故なら13.52
発覚14.18
まくし立てる14.54
忘れ物14.51
うんうん13.82

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