I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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つ13.24
ような気がする13.55
呑気14.07
馬鹿に13.68
みたいだ12.84
筋肉痛14.47
善処14.65
奇譚13.49
将来13.44
どうかした13.88
果たす13.42
一分14.13
ここら14.17
入り13.18
罵倒14.09
入口13.55
サイズ13.36
叩き13.26
言い残す14.02
波高13.69
ビニール袋15.02
頭がいっぱい14.96
横に13.00
手前13.33
ふわり13.82
煤14.50
飛び交う14.04
伝え13.05
大切な人14.14
痛感14.32
来てる13.84
遅い13.19
や否や14.06
これにより14.27
下手したら14.35
皆12.30
深く13.06
庫内13.22
強引13.42
太った14.45
無事に13.37
らしい12.54
食う13.13
上がる12.69
さあ13.10
痛い13.09
金髪13.45
嫌がる13.66
高笑い14.26
構わない13.22
自画自賛14.84
泣ける14.49
赤らめる14.05
件12.96
いじめっ子15.09
一年半14.90
歪む13.51
分かりにくい14.37
やっと13.21
左程13.75
乱暴13.73
真剣13.16
お灸15.28
簡単12.68
飛ばし13.48
ついでに13.19
成長13.04
気分12.99
名礼13.69
道12.74
身長13.45
飛び込む13.31
食べる12.42
マッチョ14.47
気が済む14.67
シャワー14.13
加工13.58
入れる12.73
自己評価14.93
尚更13.69
行ってきます14.10
戴き13.44
首12.55
ろくでもない14.60
ならともかく13.89
望む13.04
おや13.57
先入観14.63
健全14.31
となると13.16
内面14.35
使う12.10
ほー14.28
にかけて13.65
連絡を取る14.61
真正面13.80
たんこぶ15.26
身だしなみ14.66
走り込み14.92

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