I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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手持ち無沙汰14.77
予想通り13.69
回し13.38
内声15.42
親しい13.82
場所12.27
見返16.42
止め12.78
切る12.91
13.59
アリ13.56
13.57
お辞儀13.96
練る13.92
漏らす13.26
大人13.10
差し出す13.14
空く13.28
全身12.97
であれ13.83
止める12.80
やれ13.27
高一15.68
健全14.31
こう言う12.87
何処か13.67
抉る13.74
13.20
いつまで経っても14.16
久しぶりに13.56
戻す13.27
決め手14.54
なあ12.86
どっち13.48
才能13.30
13.22
股間14.27
ああ12.23
くすくす14.09
使嗾13.46
鍛える13.77
お似合い14.18
12.83
12.92
良い子14.14
他人13.24
13.63
大事12.94
こそ12.75
決まる13.10
ショップ14.51
のです12.21
と言った12.53
一生消えない15.80
正解13.47
しっかり12.79
それなら13.04
先程13.07
からって13.70
佐賀13.23
立ち向かう13.92
程がある14.11
ここに12.60
ラブラブ14.68
馬鹿に13.68
それっきり14.80
早め13.69
負け犬14.75
背中を押す14.96
細かい事14.77
受ける12.66
ご挨拶14.10
示す13.10
ビックリした14.49
揃える13.93
なよ13.13
黒髪13.39
良い感じ14.45
駆け寄る13.41
眠り13.57
負け13.20
13.40
大正解14.90
原因13.06
話が合う15.41
済みません13.21
超がつく15.36
これにより14.27
12.85
付き13.15
合流13.35
ここら14.17
気分12.99
訳ない13.74
香り13.32
真正面13.80
13.69
あり12.26
取り出す12.90

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