I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
色々あって14.33
頼む12.70
負け犬14.75
変わり13.44
キャラ13.48
くっそ14.34
小学14.77
それに加えて14.20
おいた13.06
上品13.98
失恋14.57
よろよろ14.51
ような気がする13.55
無事に13.37
素っ13.58
大人13.10
めっちゃ13.83
間違う13.21
大げさ13.96
要求13.44
同然13.78
なんです12.80
言いっこなし15.63
ゲス野郎15.61
やべえ14.55
どっち13.48
もん12.71
使う12.10
言い残す14.02
表情12.35
がっつり14.57
大胆14.10
本気で13.19
シュッと15.40
断腸の思い15.19
誘い13.82
決め手14.54
パスワード14.94
その辺13.37
微笑む13.01
あくまで13.29
ノリが悪い15.77
なー13.13
お詫び14.04
伊達に14.42
13.69
印象13.24
12.83
13.83
将に13.16
早め13.69
フワフワ14.62
何処か13.67
かよ13.36
出所14.42
不器用14.12
続き13.30
てめぇ13.65
ところを13.26
泥炭14.56
13.40
やろう13.16
12.78
射ち込む16.24
13.44
最初12.54
押し付ける13.86
多すぎる14.09
目撃13.81
一カ月14.76
内容12.74
てって14.11
立場12.93
真正面13.80
二次元14.76
際に13.24
迎えに来る14.73
伸びる13.42
小テスト15.42
一分14.13
連れて12.86
訳にはいかない13.88
潜り込む13.89
下石14.74
太った14.45
12.78
12.92
ネタ13.78
チャンス13.55
サイズ13.36
力む14.60
変に13.93
勢いよく13.60
その場12.86
喋り13.80
姉ちゃん13.78
怖い12.81
目掛け13.86
数週間14.52
近い12.79

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