I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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悪い122.37
感じ122.29
最近122.84
122.26
もっと122.63
121.75
112.08
として111.89
こうして112.83
なぁ112.56
何を112.46
知る112.11
変わる112.75
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ここ112.11
迷惑113.31
もう112.11
あれ112.23
しまう112.03
自分111.91
そうだ112.18
102.62
それを102.10
考え102.19
いや102.14
なら102.00
それで102.44
佝僂102.10
102.90
努力103.28
付き合う103.28
まで101.84
だろう101.78
ても101.96
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だけど102.44
です101.71
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いい92.05
91.96
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一年93.42
のに92.21
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分け92.31
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好き92.59
出来る92.15
優しい92.76
友達93.17
92.09
良い92.17
あっ91.98
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読む82.89
そうか82.72
82.15
貴方82.53
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82.85
もの81.96
殿82.18
82.57
ござる83.83
余り82.47
これから82.69
81.99
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71.97
ちゃんと72.69
ありがとう72.86
さっき72.78
72.12
気がする72.98
72.11
トレーナー75.04
71.96
無い72.25
たり72.26
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見た目73.08
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あいつ72.86
三都72.91
でござる74.01
71.95
違う72.29
勉強73.22
しかも72.72
72.33
訳じゃない73.07
一緒に72.46
凄い72.72
はっ72.79

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