I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Statistics

Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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強い122.36
ジム124.59
ちょっと122.29
感じ122.29
121.75
だって122.30
迷惑113.31
ここ112.11
何を112.46
しまう112.03
もう112.11
なぁ112.56
として111.89
変わる112.75
こうして112.83
112.08
知る112.11
自分111.91
あれ112.23
そうだ112.18
それは111.95
102.62
それで102.44
まで101.84
写真103.57
付き合う103.28
佝僂102.10
なら102.00
102.90
いや102.14
だけど102.44
努力103.28
です101.71
だろう101.78
考え102.19
それを102.10
ても101.96
為に92.22
人間92.21
分け92.31
91.96
連絡93.05
優しい92.76
じゃない92.26
良い92.17
出来る92.15
92.09
いい92.05
実は92.91
また92.19
好き92.59
友達93.17
あっ91.98
一年93.42
のに92.21
殿82.18
別に82.69
これから82.69
話し82.77
82.85
82.57
もの81.96
読む82.89
81.99
来る82.08
余り82.47
行く81.99
82.15
俺達82.62
貴方82.53
ござる83.83
そうか82.72
かなり72.54
でござる74.01
たり72.26
急に73.14
しかも72.72
あいつ72.86
さっき72.78
持つ72.02
凄い72.72
どうして72.71
吐く72.90
はっ72.79
71.97
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訳じゃない73.07
71.96
お前72.16
高校73.71
女子73.33
うん72.39
違う72.29
見た目73.08
克く72.46
72.09
トレーナー75.04
呉れ手72.75
三都72.91

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