I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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感じ122.29
だって122.30
悪い122.37
時122.26
最近122.84
聞く121.95
なぁ112.56
もう112.11
変わる112.75
知る112.11
それは111.95
自分111.91
こうして112.83
あれ112.23
そうだ112.18
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として111.89
ぞ112.08
しまう112.03
迷惑113.31
何を112.46
いや102.14
それで102.44
です101.71
それを102.10
写真103.57
佝僂102.10
だろう101.78
考え102.19
懸102.62
なら102.00
ても101.96
付き合う103.28
そ102.90
だけど102.44
努力103.28
まで101.84
友達93.17
為に92.22
人間92.21
ん92.09
あっ91.98
じゃない92.26
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見91.96
いい92.05
好き92.59
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のに92.21
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実は92.91
また92.19
分け92.31
優しい92.76
一年93.42
そうか82.72
奴82.57
行く81.99
家82.15
ござる83.83
殿82.18
目81.99
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余り82.47
来る82.08
貴方82.53
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頃82.85
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もの81.96
見た目73.08
無い72.25
三都72.91
出72.33
お72.11
かなり72.54
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へ71.95
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た72.12
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勉強73.22
克く72.46
出し72.32
お前72.16
何72.09
方71.96
では71.75
トレーナー75.04
呉れ手72.75
手71.97

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