I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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拙者64.04
陰キャ65.17
生活62.93
ライム63.79
頑張って63.11
散々63.63
全然63.10
62.11
殴る63.17
会う62.62
どう62.34
品柄62.63
後頭部63.97
変わった63.19
62.05
62.68
お友達63.90
待つ62.41
でる62.96
会話62.82
以内62.31
弱い63.11
出す62.43
そして61.87
61.88
直ぐに62.43
71.95
あいつ72.86
72.09
さっき72.78
三都72.91
出し72.32
高校73.71
71.96
かなり72.54
持つ72.02
作る72.24
吐く72.90
72.33
克く72.46
71.97
トレーナー75.04
72.12
でござる74.01
訳じゃない73.07
たり72.26
話す72.73
かも知れない72.21
女子73.33
しかも72.72
急に73.14
無い72.25
違う72.29
相手72.18
では71.75
72.11
勉強73.22
ちゃんと72.69
ありがとう72.86
見た目73.08
気がする72.98
お前72.16
一緒に72.46
うん72.39
凄い72.72
呉れ手72.75
はっ72.79
どうして72.71
俺達82.62
余り82.47
殿82.18
82.15
別に82.69
来る82.08
もの81.96
82.57
82.85
81.99
行く81.99
これから82.69
貴方82.53
ござる83.83
読む82.89
そうか82.72
話し82.77
連絡93.05
一年93.42
あっ91.98
実は92.91
分け92.31
92.09
優しい92.76
人間92.21
のに92.21
じゃない92.26
為に92.22
また92.19
良い92.17
友達93.17

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