I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
品柄62.63
散々63.63
会話62.82
62.53
プロ63.93
でる62.96
殴る63.17
ちゃう62.74
其れと62.92
62.05
だろ62.69
61.86
待つ62.41
拙者64.04
61.88
流石に62.63
入る62.14
生活62.93
どう62.34
62.68
じゃ62.24
ライム63.79
そして61.87
本当に62.34
出す62.43
トレーニング64.24
分かる62.00
作る72.24
凄い72.72
どうして72.71
あいつ72.86
72.11
訳じゃない73.07
違う72.29
克く72.46
呉れ手72.75
かなり72.54
ありがとう72.86
お前72.16
72.33
相手72.18
トレーナー75.04
でござる74.01
たり72.26
はっ72.79
ちゃんと72.69
一緒に72.46
高校73.71
うん72.39
71.96
しかも72.72
三都72.91
72.12
では71.75
71.95
吐く72.90
かも知れない72.21
無い72.25
急に73.14
見た目73.08
72.09
さっき72.78
出し72.32
71.97
持つ72.02
女子73.33
気がする72.98
話す72.73
勉強73.22
別に82.69
そうか82.72
ござる83.83
貴方82.53
話し82.77
行く81.99
81.99
82.15
読む82.89
82.57
もの81.96
来る82.08
余り82.47
82.85
これから82.69
俺達82.62
殿82.18
友達93.17
優しい92.76
出来る92.15
あっ91.98
為に92.22
連絡93.05
良い92.17
じゃない92.26
のに92.21
好き92.59
実は92.91
人間92.21
分け92.31
一年93.42

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