I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
他所13.65
安静14.48
やれ13.27
お願い12.92
気分が良い15.03
前日14.05
全身12.97
恥ずかしい13.05
と思うと13.73
大作戦15.05
搭載14.04
伸びる13.42
高級13.77
泣き13.33
もう少し13.00
素晴らしい13.20
思い出13.63
ダメージ13.08
舐める13.88
取り過ぎ15.55
痛い13.09
もん12.71
だけあって13.64
連想14.09
お似合い14.18
取り入れる14.42
大した13.24
暖か13.55
13.44
生き12.80
おや13.57
付く12.78
おお12.89
励む13.90
離す13.22
添える13.65
妄言14.73
プライド13.80
納得12.79
放置13.34
ありがと13.60
静止14.20
痛感14.32
言い残す14.02
止まる12.95
自衛14.31
筋肉痛14.47
そうです12.73
利し13.25
済み13.55
会心14.90
互いに13.41
ピース14.42
落ち合う14.78
ノリが悪い15.77
ご免なさい13.18
ゾウ14.61
伊達に14.42
準備12.67
手当て14.28
てめぇ13.65
はきはき14.84
無けなし14.71
12.86
おまけ13.96
13.48
香り13.32
動作13.43
勢いよく13.60
画面13.68
見様13.25
追って13.40
パンチ14.12
得意13.23
お仕置き14.07
返る13.33
そんな訳で13.69
寝覚め15.28
干渉13.54
喋り13.80
ろくでもない14.60
ふわり13.82
でしょう12.49
凶器14.38
どうかした13.88
やりがい14.91
控えめ13.92
引きずる13.86
贅沢な悩み15.26
眠り13.57
13.69
呟く12.77
忘れ物14.51
刺刀13.16
小学校14.12
頼る13.38
十年13.74
果たす13.42
祈る13.47
12.72

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