I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
食う13.13
思い出す12.70
大分13.28
しっかり12.79
パッと見14.68
親しい13.82
人種差別15.54
短い13.10
重い13.10
程がある14.11
越す13.95
との事13.24
凶器14.38
戻す13.27
偽13.82
宜しい13.44
証13.56
こう12.92
冷める13.72
叫び声13.71
人気13.44
破顔14.45
首12.55
顔負け14.75
目指し13.53
発つ14.25
関係12.73
習う13.76
何事か13.83
助け13.10
行う12.53
一歩手前14.48
飛び13.52
下側15.18
地域13.52
早め13.69
波13.25
入れ歯13.16
禁止13.64
二つ13.04
お金13.09
意味ない14.50
所12.78
絡む13.49
範囲13.14
に取って12.44
そうですね13.02
掴む13.00
順調13.49
て言うか13.79
そんな訳で13.69
む13.40
矢先14.25
視線12.32
コソコソ14.55
報告12.76
ところで12.57
些細13.89
言い訳13.48
生まれる13.03
いいかい14.50
包み隠す14.71
特徴13.47
えーっと13.83
絶対に12.91
添える13.65
一寸した13.49
挙句13.97
身ぶり手ぶり16.22
五日13.24
マズイ14.15
と思ったら13.50
口元13.26
死んでも13.95
モテない14.80
たんこぶ15.26
騙す13.59
祈る13.47
覗く13.34
となると13.16
手助け13.93
鼻13.23
晴れる13.91
稼げる13.86
間違う13.21
限り12.90
偉い13.69
多13.46
連絡を取る14.61
案内13.08
危険12.75
料金14.22
予想通り13.69
ムカ14.61
代償13.85
脈打つ14.56
そうなると13.42
避け13.12
滑り落ちる14.53
何より13.02

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