I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
かどうか13.06
先入観14.63
のです12.21
ドキドキ13.90
筋肉痛14.47
13.70
呟く12.77
怖い12.81
対照的13.99
12.73
訳にはいかない13.88
12.72
際に13.24
心地いい14.65
多すぎる14.09
変わってる14.47
全員12.61
済み13.55
叩きつける13.45
モテない14.80
滑り台15.04
限り12.90
求め13.14
との事13.24
直す13.51
気分12.99
操作13.18
回避12.93
真剣13.16
見せつける13.71
底荷12.49
そんなところ13.92
納得12.79
成りきる15.43
下側15.18
そこで12.74
覗く13.34
寝覚め15.28
仏頂面14.36
とする12.60
美男美女14.78
近況14.63
寛大14.38
てめぇ13.65
どちら13.37
使嗾13.46
苦しむ13.67
12.73
死んでも13.95
余りにも13.24
当然12.54
自画自賛14.84
逆に13.06
伊達に14.42
自信満々14.09
目撃13.81
一寸した13.49
と言って12.71
越す13.95
言い訳13.48
役立つ13.89
合成13.90
苦労13.22
ネタ13.78
動かす12.95
限定版15.75
出所14.42
背中を向ける15.16
赤い12.81
二次元14.76
泣く13.07
習う13.76
うわ13.47
ガキ13.66
金髪13.45
加工13.58
帰り道14.09
報告12.76
そうだね13.30
12.74
分かりにくい14.37
もう少し13.00
13.44
才能13.30
言われてみれば13.98
青い13.17
物申す14.90
汚れを知らない16.18
滑り落ちる14.53
てね13.19
入口13.55
掴む13.00
13.56
大体13.26
気にする13.51
どっち13.48
超がつく15.36
ものを12.71
元々12.91
タブー14.98

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