I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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為に92.22
あっ91.98
また92.19
それで102.44
努力103.28
です101.71
だろう101.78
ても101.96
写真103.57
付き合う103.28
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考え102.19
そ102.90
なら102.00
懸102.62
いや102.14
だけど102.44
まで101.84
佝僂102.10
なぁ112.56
あれ112.23
自分111.91
迷惑113.31
知る112.11
何を112.46
ぞ112.08
そうだ112.18
変わる112.75
ここ112.11
それは111.95
しまう112.03
もう112.11
として111.89
こうして112.83
最近122.84
感じ122.29
悪い122.37
や121.75
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だって122.30
強い122.36
ちょっと122.29
ジム124.59
時122.26
帰る122.52
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聞く121.95
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まあ132.23
市内132.23
はい132.31
これ132.15
苛め133.87
人131.87
それに142.23
こんな142.33
気142.13
少し142.13
と言う141.58
男142.13
様な141.80
声142.02
ば151.60
昔152.93
今日152.61
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そう161.75
なんか162.48
ー162.29
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今171.97
には171.57
しまった182.19
とは181.95
え182.39
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様に191.76
彼女191.98
やる192.13
北191.89
君192.19
私191.50
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顔201.91
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話201.96
あ202.22
告白213.52
公園213.94
あの212.00
在る221.55
ない221.61
くれる221.97
この221.58
ね221.64
なんだ242.26
丈251.71

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