I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
とかで13.66
幾らか13.77
際に13.24
この結果14.53
忘れられる14.80
応える13.51
行かなくちゃ14.89
13.69
もう少し13.00
一歩手前14.48
要素13.51
何処か13.67
かのように13.02
可愛い12.81
見事13.20
筋合い14.45
あはははは14.27
ハードル14.33
13.21
画僧12.89
グズ15.28
放置13.34
経験12.96
言いっこなし15.63
おまけ13.96
誘い13.82
差し出す13.14
肩入れ14.58
女の子12.92
語り掛ける14.63
ろくでもない14.60
13.44
一生もの15.65
カタコト15.27
頭から13.72
喋る13.37
13.11
てって14.11
抉る13.74
低身長15.46
ほー14.28
12.92
困らせる14.74
組む13.12
ものを12.71
とく13.39
13.57
キャラ13.48
ムリゲー16.02
交換13.64
やり13.43
つかみ所がない15.98
禁止13.64
金持ち14.08
バカ野郎14.86
飛び込む13.31
祈る13.47
誰だって14.04
チャンス13.55
人気13.44
潜り込む13.89
ピース14.42
くすくす14.09
いつの間にか13.19
得意13.23
と言うのは12.57
無視13.03
操作13.18
彼の方14.59
姉ちゃん13.78
より12.31
下石14.74
行ってきます14.10
離す13.22
一体12.67
広げる13.18
以降13.32
外面14.64
尚更13.69
前日14.05
報われる14.83
たんこぶ15.26
慣れ13.18
順調13.49
下土12.58
汚れを知らない16.18
持ってくる13.93
12.78
巴豆12.47
点者13.84
に取って12.44
ああ12.23
手早い13.97
譲る13.54
何と13.05
大降り15.88
パンチ14.12
思い出す12.70
言い訳13.48
足早に14.08

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