I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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五日13.24
嘴12.99
頭から13.72
罵倒14.09
ひょろっと15.33
どちら13.37
生き12.80
仕切れない14.29
ハードル14.33
それよりも13.35
キラキラ13.63
かい12.98
何処か13.67
残る12.71
続き13.30
頼む12.70
女の子12.92
まー13.87
養う14.22
全員12.61
晴れる13.91
写る14.38
特徴13.47
耳12.73
漂う13.32
下らない13.81
美味13.74
しっかり12.79
ろ13.70
溜め13.96
人気13.44
まくし立てる14.54
垂水15.55
足早に14.08
手早い13.97
犬13.20
言い残す14.02
たまたま13.63
大体13.26
下石14.74
涙12.98
しかない12.80
それに加えて14.20
来てる13.84
最高13.21
上品13.98
肩入れ14.58
面白い12.98
ショップ14.51
追って13.40
素晴らしい13.20
起こる12.94
と言うか12.68
幾らか13.77
視線12.32
変え13.14
ってば13.84
小学校14.12
別人14.00
たし13.84
様になる13.45
素直13.05
案内13.08
損ねる14.06
良かったら13.96
切る12.91
波13.25
両手12.91
飛ばし13.48
立場12.93
ふーん13.74
やっと13.21
何事か13.83
絶対13.07
佃13.25
連絡を取る14.61
練る13.92
駆け寄る13.41
敵12.44
果てる14.11
みたいだ12.84
高一15.68
不12.72
合う12.87
大降り15.88
言われてみれば13.98
こうやって13.68
ような気がする13.55
回る12.52
暖かい13.67
目障り14.52
あざ笑う14.71
前日14.05
微笑む13.01
大胆14.10
お構いなし14.42
しな13.10
元気13.07
少しずつ13.39

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