I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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手つき14.18
これにより14.27
順調13.49
心地いい14.65
こうやって13.68
下土12.58
大変12.84
真っ黒13.92
すんな13.96
最後12.63
揺れ13.49
なー13.13
あはははは14.27
被る13.46
ほー14.28
ハグ14.58
断腸の思い15.19
含める13.11
動画13.89
心配いらない14.76
起こる12.94
間違う13.21
13.66
高笑い14.26
大降り15.88
おいた13.06
やりがい14.91
一歩手前14.48
自虐14.92
限り12.90
行かなくちゃ14.89
ナイフ13.21
フード13.63
ノリが悪い15.77
初戦14.27
やっと13.21
言い訳13.48
罵る14.12
新しい12.99
辺り13.04
キラキラ13.63
範囲13.14
結婚12.95
12.98
味わう13.58
出し手13.89
気味の悪い14.77
放置13.34
13.11
死ね13.67
スパーリング15.42
げー15.11
めり込む14.17
泣く13.07
戻る12.35
計画13.25
迎えに来る14.73
清潔感14.87
底荷12.49
スッと14.17
当然12.54
自衛14.31
いやぁ13.76
大作戦15.05
苦しむ13.67
先程13.07
と言って12.71
変わらない13.12
人気13.44
語り掛ける14.63
身だしなみ14.66
腐る13.60
言える12.62
やろう13.16
どうかした13.88
一度も13.58
いいかい14.50
バクバク14.73
偉い13.69
見様13.25
面影14.21
十年13.74
了い13.04
画面13.68
ったく13.89
喜んで13.23
余りにも13.24
怖い12.81
自体13.10
一体12.67
欲しい12.46
12.83
厄介13.27
ターゲット14.10
にかけて13.65
よりか14.47
意気投合14.64
痛い13.09
遠慮なく13.85

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