I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
えーっと13.83
タダで済む15.58
状態12.57
達成13.61
汚れを知らない16.18
挨拶12.94
絶対13.07
波高13.69
大胆14.10
気分12.99
14.50
潤む14.00
考え事14.10
損ねる14.06
何の事14.62
自信満々14.09
重い13.10
死ね13.67
言い残す14.02
無視13.03
内容12.74
ここら14.17
揃える13.93
甘える13.94
見れる13.74
12.74
戻る12.35
惣社13.37
超がつく15.36
良かったら13.96
へえ13.66
手前13.33
奇譚13.49
ふざけんな14.32
回る12.52
昇降口14.97
12.73
あり12.26
手浴14.31
ぼる14.24
とする12.60
戴き13.44
進む12.84
料金14.22
否定13.07
と言うか12.68
きつ目15.20
ぽろっと14.98
格段14.07
組む13.12
絶対に12.91
泣ける14.49
尚更13.69
13.59
やれ13.27
些細13.89
強者13.73
事がある12.89
失恋14.57
方がマシ14.36
自己評価14.93
咄嗟に13.40
何と13.05
なー13.13
過ごす13.05
とかで13.66
脈打つ14.56
キラキラ13.63
溜息13.34
娑羅14.38
そうやって13.58
それっきり14.80
12.72
うそうそ15.64
止め12.78
取る12.69
15.41
立ち上がる12.96
メチャクチャ14.67
許す12.89
清潔感14.87
選ぶ12.84
励む13.90
サイズ13.36
格好13.19
驚き12.99
継続は力なり15.96
いじめられっ子15.42
思い出13.63
後から13.69
べらべら14.86
泣き13.33
立たす14.35
なよ13.13
発つ14.25
交換13.64
ショック13.60
直撃13.54
連絡を取る14.61
何事か13.83

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