I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
男子高校生15.04
13.38
立ち向かう13.92
その場12.86
来てる13.84
12.70
近い12.79
きつ目15.20
素晴らしい13.20
伸びる13.42
たまに13.27
連絡を取る14.61
フード13.63
取り出す12.90
挨拶12.94
っす13.15
12.55
一つ12.53
回り13.63
ノリが悪い15.77
13.44
これなら13.45
過ごす13.05
日付14.20
若しかしたら13.16
たじろぐ14.29
先入観14.63
とにかく13.04
14.20
挙げた13.28
がっつり14.57
しっかり12.79
13.44
鍛える13.77
ピース14.42
二次元14.76
12.83
一分14.13
消化14.12
温もり14.01
誕生日13.79
晴れる13.91
傾向13.77
贅沢な悩み15.26
発覚14.18
溜め13.96
叩く12.98
代償13.85
黒い12.78
果たす13.42
これ以上13.04
大事12.94
下心14.42
外す13.17
さて12.78
たっぷり13.52
と言った12.53
筋肉13.40
抱きしめる13.35
横に13.00
善処14.65
13.83
微笑む13.01
めっちゃ13.83
大変12.84
無しで13.72
言葉11.96
心地いい14.65
証拠13.32
変態13.55
回る12.52
極め14.64
と思ったら13.50
破顔14.45
遊具14.88
ところを13.26
バクバク14.73
赤らめる14.05
連中12.86
厄介13.27
下土12.58
手おけ13.35
報告12.76
美味13.74
初戦14.27
最初12.54
13.85
大振り14.48
取り戻す13.24
痛い13.09
大げさ13.96
12.96
てっきり13.79
下側15.18
入れる12.73
真面目13.25
乱暴13.73
苦労13.22
それっきり14.80
吐息13.83

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