I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
絡み14.14
手渡し14.10
機会13.05
意味ない14.50
立ち上がる12.96
問題12.39
取り戻す13.24
見事13.20
無くなる13.38
沖13.65
犬13.20
たし13.84
口元13.26
歪む13.51
一体12.67
泣き真似15.36
引く12.90
大分13.28
満足13.15
ある日13.73
都市化13.34
押し付ける13.86
ぶつかる13.48
刺す13.50
戴き13.44
コソコソ14.55
罠13.13
苦14.20
直す13.51
理解12.49
にかけて13.65
怖い12.81
反論13.52
こうやって13.68
訳ない13.74
全体13.32
真っ黒13.92
てめぇ13.65
ロシア人15.49
暖かい13.67
確定13.62
忘れられない14.41
供に13.75
それよりも13.35
反撃13.52
であります13.78
てっきり13.79
よる13.28
カッコいい14.24
超がつく15.36
その辺13.37
うんうん13.82
おーい14.00
横に13.00
充実13.94
言われてみれば13.98
程がある14.11
一歩13.21
要素13.51
台無し14.04
こう12.92
たじろぐ14.29
連中12.86
筋肉痛14.47
遠慮なく13.85
込む13.25
適当13.17
咄嗟に13.40
味わう13.58
スパーリング15.42
何処まで13.49
構わない13.22
私利私欲15.02
やたら13.66
難しい12.74
生き12.80
めり込む14.17
であれ13.83
無能13.92
最高13.21
自信満々14.09
とく13.39
進む12.84
首12.55
系12.92
暖か13.55
べらべら14.86
ドキドキ13.90
波高13.69
波13.25
佐賀13.23
たった13.33
いつまでも13.47
より12.31
内面14.35
見知る14.00
阻止13.88
駆け寄る13.41
反映14.16
青い13.17

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