I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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呉れ手72.75
吐く72.90
かなり72.54
ちゃんと72.69
急に73.14
では71.75
うん72.39
持つ72.02
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トレーナー75.04
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かも知れない72.21
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だろ62.69
えっと63.16
品柄62.63
後頭部63.97
61.86
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以内62.31
じゃ62.24
62.53
どう62.34
62.05
分かる62.00
でる62.96
62.68
プロ63.93
入る62.14
61.88
陰キャ65.17
殴る63.17
乗る62.77
待つ62.41
62.11
変わった63.19
トレーニング64.24
拙者64.04
ちゃう62.74
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弱い63.11
会う62.62
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会話62.82
随分63.06
頑張って63.11
お友達63.90
本当に62.34
出す62.43
スマホ63.73
全然63.10
生活62.93
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ライム63.79
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就いて53.02
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52.44
イケメン53.59
じゃあ52.61
52.31
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つもり52.48
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一人52.46
52.24
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嬉しい52.74
教室53.38
哭く52.05
52.36
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52.04
にも52.03
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明るい53.19
せい52.98
したい52.75
この前53.60
よな52.69
情けない53.50
そいつ53.28
53.18
そう言う52.36

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