I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
女子73.33
訳じゃない73.07
あいつ72.86
持つ72.02
お前72.16
違う72.29
さっき72.78
ありがとう72.86
かも知れない72.21
呉れ手72.75
高校73.71
克く72.46
お72.11
どうして72.71
話す72.73
出す62.43
生活62.93
お友達63.90
変わった63.19
直ぐに62.43
プロ63.93
随分63.06
達61.88
後頭部63.97
頑張って63.11
会話62.82
ライム63.79
胸62.68
乗る62.77
じゃ62.24
其れと62.92
待つ62.41
中61.86
殴る63.17
陰キャ65.17
トレーニング64.24
スマホ63.73
入る62.14
せ62.05
其れだけ62.66
そして61.87
本当に62.34
だろ62.69
断る63.15
日62.53
ちゃう62.74
全然63.10
拙者64.04
えっと63.16
会う62.62
わ62.11
分かる62.00
でる62.96
どう62.34
弱い63.11
散々63.63
品柄62.63
以内62.31
流石に62.63
ご免53.00
後52.36
抔52.04
主52.62
よな52.69
気持ち52.61
オーラ53.69
早く52.72
明るい53.19
完全52.65
つもり52.48
遊ぶ53.13
痛み53.05
嬉しい52.74
ほら53.02
哭く52.05
ダメ52.93
幼馴染53.65
未だ52.14
先輩52.70
じゃあ52.61
鍛え53.51
情けない53.50
照れ53.61
これで52.58
そいつ53.28
但52.24
せい52.98
結果52.73
一週間53.50
席52.98
教室53.38
部屋52.30
終わる52.44
にも52.03
ストーカー54.16
見る52.00
時に52.57
沢山52.94
したい52.75
前52.31

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