I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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後で12.94
戴き13.44
尾季15.37
ゲス野郎15.61
生き12.80
順調13.49
一人称14.54
出居13.37
服12.78
手当て14.28
養う14.22
構わない13.22
正解13.47
済み13.55
手上げ13.61
日付14.20
合成13.90
無邪気13.81
歩き13.21
変え13.14
目を瞑る14.53
見れる13.74
溜息13.34
離す13.22
決め手14.54
バカ13.23
桜色14.55
付く12.78
所12.78
回る12.52
焦り13.71
下らない13.81
飛び交う14.04
甘える13.94
からって13.70
零れ14.11
計画13.25
動かす12.95
念う14.59
発覚14.18
そうそう13.36
チュー14.61
一年生14.16
アニメ13.92
無くなる13.38
妄言14.73
小テスト15.42
一環14.08
見知る14.00
言い訳13.48
変に13.93
ロシア人15.49
全員12.61
無口14.35
半ば13.39
出来れば13.04
報われる14.83
関係12.73
下心14.42
ふーん13.74
やろう13.16
歳12.78
目指し13.53
惣社13.37
そこまで12.73
揺れ13.49
案の定13.83
出所14.42
含める13.11
頁13.69
いつまで経っても14.16
印象13.24
揃える13.93
死ぬ12.49
年頃13.81
超がつく15.36
美味13.74
色黒15.39
ハードル14.33
慣れ13.18
喋り13.80
ギュッと14.25
漂う13.32
友13.63
帰路14.40
筋合い14.45
早すぎる14.36
本気で13.19
過去13.06
匂いがする14.18
苦労13.22
大使13.95
と言うのは12.57
深く13.06
包む13.08
なんとも言えない14.10
一瞬12.69
身長13.45
て言うか13.79

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