I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
13.21
はきはき14.84
重い13.10
話しかける13.15
二次元14.76
女性12.55
言葉11.96
メシウマ15.86
13.25
一歩13.21
飛び13.52
振るう13.18
人種差別15.54
変わり13.44
戴き13.44
口が裂けても言えない15.06
驚き12.99
至って13.57
可愛い12.81
格好13.19
13.22
小学14.77
どちら13.37
12.15
たまに13.27
了い13.04
恨む13.75
なるほど12.67
重点的14.63
キラキラ13.63
話せる13.64
真面目13.25
鍛える13.77
それに加えて14.20
姉ちゃん13.78
自然13.04
回り13.63
滑り落ちる14.53
勢いよく13.60
素晴らしい13.20
そこまで12.73
に取って12.44
大振り14.48
かい12.98
げろ15.40
よりか14.47
汚れを知らない16.18
金髪13.45
香り13.32
黒い12.78
立場12.93
厳密に言うと15.36
モテない14.80
それだけに13.91
潰す13.09
微笑む13.01
名礼13.69
発つ14.25
付き13.15
しっかり12.79
背中を向ける15.16
13.59
名乗る13.29
と言うのは12.57
しい14.55
食う13.13
13.12
そうです12.73
目指し13.53
次第13.34
そうそう13.36
励まし14.19
挙句13.97
くすくす14.09
絡む13.49
12.78
話し相手14.52
駆け寄る13.41
紛れ13.73
ぽろっと14.98
13.82
反映14.16
日付14.20
かのように13.02
台無し14.04
恵まれる13.79
後から13.69
それはそれで13.69
ちまう13.18
その節14.89
絶対13.07
横に13.00
大降り15.88
全身12.97
外す13.17
うわ13.47
気分が良い15.03
泣ける14.49
訳のわからない15.03
過小評価14.87

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