I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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あはははは14.27
果てる14.11
この結果14.53
溜め13.96
手当て14.28
と言うのに13.07
どうかした13.88
宜しい13.44
掴む13.00
13.20
下手したら14.35
満足13.15
刺刀13.16
如何13.47
それっきり14.80
泣き13.33
手浴14.31
収穫13.65
立場12.93
色々あって14.33
何処まで13.49
12.96
迎えに行く14.48
面影14.21
付く12.78
変え13.14
晴れて14.13
ふう13.64
黒い12.78
もう少し13.00
てく13.97
直す13.51
念う14.59
ご愁傷様14.83
高笑い14.26
止める12.80
手助け13.93
全体13.32
遇う14.79
罵倒14.09
であります13.78
こう言う12.87
捻る13.90
訳のわからない15.03
12.92
初め13.17
引っ張る13.35
手渡し14.10
汚れを知らない16.18
重ねる13.62
13.57
仲の悪い15.41
突き刺す13.70
卒業13.55
危険12.75
て言うか13.79
てね13.19
語らう14.29
語り掛ける14.63
小心者14.75
やろう13.16
難しい12.74
人気13.44
絡み14.14
いいかい14.50
お構いなし14.42
13.55
元へ13.46
叩き13.26
尾季15.37
訳にはいかない13.88
取れる13.10
一生消えない15.80
寝覚め15.28
漂う13.32
でしょう12.49
疑惑14.12
飛ばし13.48
13.26
一度も13.58
見返16.42
12.55
合成写真16.34
カッコいい14.24
ひょろっと15.33
障る14.33
栄養14.05
げろ15.40
腐り14.40
返る13.33
14.50
不器用14.12
自画自賛14.84
深々13.65
一大決心15.65
おまけ13.96
14.20
与え12.95
来てる13.84

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