I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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一週間53.50
頑張る53.15
鍛え53.51
前52.31
席52.98
よな52.69
知り合い53.31
じゃあ52.61
時に52.57
情けない53.50
したい52.75
やっぱり52.64
にも52.03
痛み53.05
これで52.58
かな42.42
心配42.58
調子43.23
もう一度43.13
これは42.28
マンション44.38
暮42.46
何だか42.94
なのに42.74
捏造44.71
ぼっち44.34
住む43.05
何でもない43.50
失敗43.02
次42.53
過ぎ43.12
って言うか43.52
向かう42.31
ので41.80
色々42.52
理由42.47
おはよう43.57
結構42.82
以上42.42
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ても良い42.90
思い42.61
すると42.35
よね42.43
でしょ43.03
カッコ44.22
氷42.98
それが42.31
評価43.17
足42.57
危ない43.21
男子生徒44.09
何で42.52
四端43.17
肉42.78
い42.74
レベル42.66
出会う43.16
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なの42.22
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二季43.99
子供42.60
僧尼42.52
大切に43.69
脱炭43.01
んじゃ42.56
続ける42.56
なれば42.99
大丈夫42.38
放課後43.96
それじゃ43.39
杉42.95
痩せ44.11
させる42.36
冗談43.17
一人で42.92
嫌42.74
縄跳び45.43
上げる42.58
なり42.48
云う42.77
かも42.76
隣42.64
もし42.64
ボロボロ43.68
おー43.71
姿42.21
とは言え42.60
一手42.89
コミュ障45.02
同じ42.31
始める42.48
すら42.67

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