I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
思い切り53.85
52.24
ストーカー54.16
知り合い53.31
哭く52.05
そう言う52.36
じゃあ52.61
にも52.03
沢山52.94
嬉しい52.74
時に52.57
したい52.75
鍛え53.51
52.44
頑張る53.15
見る52.00
見せる42.38
冗談43.17
放課後43.96
良く42.94
笑顔42.66
褒める43.20
カッコ44.22
かも42.76
42.74
小指44.35
それにしても43.12
勝手に43.04
神楽43.69
おはよう43.57
なれば42.99
もう一度43.13
42.95
なの42.22
失敗43.02
マンション44.38
すら42.67
評価43.17
調子43.23
八つ42.93
思える42.63
あー42.91
ので41.80
それじゃ43.39
始める42.48
42.57
何だか42.94
がる42.87
42.78
理由42.47
縄跳び45.43
おー43.71
ぼっち44.34
二季43.99
大丈夫42.38
脱炭43.01
心配42.58
一人で42.92
よりも42.48
よね42.43
すると42.35
でしょ43.03
出会う43.16
結構42.82
ても良い42.90
とは言え42.60
上手く42.88
云う42.77
続ける42.56
42.46
コミュ障45.02
かな42.42
何でもない43.50
42.64
なのに42.74
オタク44.29
んじゃ42.56
42.95
一手42.89
前に42.25
向こう42.90
考える42.30
入れ42.71
出る42.34
我ながら44.00
同じ42.31
弁当43.94
レベル42.66
大切に43.69
痩せ44.11
向かう42.31
上げる42.58
なり42.48
以上42.42
子供42.60
って言うか43.52
男子生徒44.09
42.98
にして42.30
自信43.13

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