I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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13.39
如何にも13.22
示す13.10
頼む12.70
発つ14.25
ぼんやり13.52
元気13.07
13.48
遊具14.88
同然13.78
重ねる13.62
込む13.25
脈打つ14.56
干渉13.54
下石14.74
まー13.87
先程13.07
忘れ物14.51
新しい12.99
散打13.67
と言っても13.05
挙句13.97
挨拶12.94
ございます13.47
回し13.38
罵る14.12
波高13.69
13.57
飛び13.52
侮辱14.05
抱きしめる13.35
13.26
ラウンド14.55
13.23
矢先14.25
まくし立てる14.54
13.83
お仕置き14.07
揺らす13.50
ご愁傷様14.83
となると13.16
先入観14.63
及ぶ13.48
割れる13.74
13.40
迎えに行く14.48
そうそう13.36
13.65
訳にはいかない13.88
画僧12.89
どうしたん13.53
下心14.42
多少13.02
要素13.51
視線12.32
機会13.05
うっぷ15.31
登る13.59
二次元14.76
外見13.45
ネタ13.78
ドン引き14.20
興味12.96
飛ばし13.48
そうですね13.02
それっきり14.80
サイズ13.36
はきはき14.84
何なら13.90
将に13.16
零れ14.11
肉付きがいい16.21
気分が良い15.03
至れり尽くせり14.87
励まし14.19
一歩手前14.48
違くない15.56
やべえ14.55
答える12.69
魅する15.79
不意打ち13.88
おいおい13.46
話しかける13.15
台無し14.04
顔負け14.75
下らない13.81
上品13.98
12.85
とにかく13.04
かのように13.02
やれ13.27
特徴13.47
迎えに来る14.73
げろ15.40
その辺13.37
見込み14.22
身長13.45
他人13.24
会心14.90

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