I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
13.85
お構いなし14.42
12.99
小遣い14.49
遊具14.88
罵る14.12
話し相手14.52
くすくす14.09
手おけ13.35
後から13.69
何の事14.62
痛感14.32
冷たい13.11
心身14.27
小さい頃14.07
決まる13.10
ふーん13.74
変え13.14
味わう13.58
動画13.89
大作戦15.05
吐息13.83
話せる13.64
叩きつける13.45
回る12.52
入口13.55
暖かい13.67
その辺13.37
零れ14.11
自然13.04
自分から13.64
返る13.33
13.26
画僧12.89
やべえ14.55
罵倒14.09
挙げた13.28
やたら13.66
口が裂けても言えない15.06
細かい事14.77
仏頂面14.36
そうだね13.30
咄嗟に13.40
残る12.71
見事13.20
証明13.41
と言うのは12.57
ふわり13.82
なよ13.13
安静14.48
将に13.16
軽蔑14.31
13.25
13.66
手前13.33
限定版15.75
将来13.44
誰だって14.04
ろくでもない14.60
先程13.07
愛読14.60
親しい13.82
おk13.71
タダで済む15.58
興味12.96
てね13.19
何となく13.07
一年生14.16
後で12.94
与え12.95
ある日13.73
満足13.15
頭がいっぱい14.96
黒い12.78
喜んで13.23
タオル13.85
干渉13.54
お辞儀13.96
程がある14.11
忘れられる14.80
打ち13.63
止める12.80
贅沢な悩み15.26
交換13.64
連想14.09
っす13.15
大振り14.48
早めに13.70
格段14.07
こう12.92
人一倍14.65
嫌う13.34
合流13.35
寛大14.38
やり13.43
掴む13.00
と同じように13.34
申し訳13.60
侮辱14.05
抉る13.74

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