I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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新しい12.99
超13.24
恵まれる13.79
すっごく13.97
系12.92
ああやって14.64
反映14.16
げー15.11
あーん14.32
忘れられない14.41
連絡を取る14.61
犬13.20
連中12.86
力12.15
暖かい13.67
いやぁ13.76
後にする14.01
歩き13.21
取る12.69
散打13.67
ところを13.26
抱きつく13.59
辛さ14.33
指示12.98
大使13.95
へえ13.66
飛び13.52
若しかしたら13.16
それなら13.04
同日14.88
と言っても13.05
とにかく13.04
ならん13.51
やたら13.66
との事13.24
切る12.91
金髪13.45
行かなくちゃ14.89
横に13.00
と思ったら13.50
手前13.33
喜んで13.23
付け12.69
つ13.24
連れて12.86
押し付ける13.86
発覚14.18
等12.72
この人13.25
メチャクチャ14.67
イチャイチャ14.43
ではまた14.44
大げさ13.96
痛い13.09
連れ込む14.39
程がある14.11
懐13.44
入れ歯13.16
咄嗟に13.40
目指し13.53
挨拶12.94
決めつける14.34
垓13.39
自己評価14.93
合成13.90
影響13.05
二次元14.76
震わせる13.45
彼の方14.59
プライド13.80
てって14.11
どちら13.37
怒号14.11
早すぎる14.36
ふわり13.82
無能13.92
鉛14.50
お構いなし14.42
揃える13.93
場所12.27
重ねる13.62
高笑い14.26
太った14.45
元々12.91
一体12.67
アリ13.56
変に13.93
養う14.22
報う14.42
挙句13.97
べ13.49
求め13.14
潰す13.09
粛清14.34
誘い13.82
侮辱14.05
いつまで経っても14.16
正当化14.75
真面目13.25

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