I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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向かう42.31
あー42.91
何で42.52
がる42.87
42.57
云う42.77
思える42.63
出会う43.16
出る42.34
放課後43.96
って言うか43.52
上手く42.88
ボロボロ43.68
大切に43.69
42.98
二季43.99
入れ42.71
向こう42.90
すら42.67
ええ32.61
確か32.92
中学33.96
去年33.78
切角33.20
何とも33.28
だが31.83
おう33.25
今日は32.66
今度32.69
状況32.49
での32.60
それ32.40
近寄る33.45
32.30
32.60
声をかける33.47
32.68
32.87
毎日33.21
幸せ32.99
笑う32.45
到着33.05
見つめる32.75
振り32.89
あの頃33.89
とりあえず32.73
男子33.54
33.21
よっぽど33.76
わよ32.78
とか32.08
後悔33.30
おかしい32.76
32.43
言わんばかり33.50
ちゃった33.01
事はない32.83
運動33.74
クソ33.59
プレゼント33.58
そろそろ32.88
32.66
通い34.32
32.74
目標33.39
馬鹿32.99
報復34.00
こと31.30
せる32.17
32.54
低位32.98
誰も32.77
32.78
32.48
33.15
32.96
美人33.43
と共に32.60
逃げる32.85
とても32.67
その儘32.51
当たる33.06
いきなり32.95
解除33.39
走る32.77
若しかして33.01
何時も32.58
そっか33.38
そう言えば32.80
じゃ無いか32.84
ねー32.79
ては32.43
きっかけ33.69
んです32.32
と言うのも33.18
人物32.80
どころか33.21
仕事32.50
33.13

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