I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
痩せ44.11
何でもない43.50
これは42.28
小指44.35
縄跳び45.43
もう一度43.13
姿42.21
調子43.23
捏造44.71
って言うか43.52
脱炭43.01
コミュ障45.02
それじゃ43.39
上げる42.58
なり42.48
なれば42.99
出会う43.16
がる42.87
おはよう43.57
僧尼42.52
関わる33.17
総出32.91
コース33.93
黙る32.92
張る33.09
いくら33.05
目標33.39
近寄る33.45
設定33.32
切角33.20
プレゼント33.58
拡散34.01
ます32.81
近く32.69
全部32.88
声をかける33.47
やがる33.67
の様に32.34
腕32.52
ゲロ34.70
何の32.78
おかしい32.76
何かあったの33.93
真っ白33.65
どころか33.21
去年33.78
翌日33.38
〜33.21
いきなり32.95
ラノベ34.59
可惜33.37
処32.38
幼い頃33.79
クラスメイト33.79
確か32.92
無理32.63
別32.74
当たる33.06
毎日33.21
バレる33.43
唇33.15
誰も32.77
ええ32.61
出切る32.24
址32.54
こと31.30
続けて32.85
今度32.69
通い34.32
す33.13
柔らかい33.35
変装34.02
一切33.13
状況32.49
きっかけ33.69
弱音34.48
運動33.74
別れる33.63
そう言えば32.80
ロック33.59
クソ33.59
そっか33.38
一番32.58
何とも33.28
美人33.43
って言う32.83
後悔33.30
全く32.49
ねー32.79
はぁ32.88
あの頃33.89
とりあえず32.73
叱34.08
到着33.05
相変わらず33.09
低位32.98
ねえ32.74
キス33.48
指32.96
経つ33.15

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