I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
がる42.87
すると42.35
なれば42.99
何でもない43.50
オタク44.29
にして42.30
すら42.67
見せる42.38
カッコ44.22
唐名42.55
させる42.36
調子43.23
よりも42.48
上げる42.58
んじゃ42.56
八つ42.93
レベル42.66
おはよう43.57
評価43.17
なのに42.74
32.54
彼氏33.92
ゆっくり32.72
32.52
馬鹿32.99
関わる33.17
男子33.54
周り32.77
事はない32.83
出切る32.24
32.87
恋人同士34.51
32.96
ねえ32.74
そこ32.66
みたいな32.70
一番32.58
とても32.67
32.78
どころか33.21
到着33.05
覗き33.50
別れる33.63
33.21
運動33.74
時間32.25
一切33.13
わよ32.78
としたら33.18
32.30
浮かべる32.57
リア充34.39
経つ33.15
33.15
無理32.63
ては32.43
恋人33.51
32.66
だろうか32.42
見つめる32.75
若しかして33.01
ねー32.79
毎日33.21
32.93
ます32.81
32.74
設定33.32
真っ白33.65
それ32.40
クソ33.59
と言うのも33.18
ちゃった33.01
コース33.93
んです32.32
仕事32.50
相変わらず33.09
去る33.02
アドバイス33.90
初めて32.64
32.23
近く32.69
そう言えば32.80
33.13
神楽殿36.64
ラノベ34.59
おかしい32.76
32.13
目標33.39
拡散34.01
後悔33.30
とりあえず32.73
何かあったの33.93
そりゃ33.16
その儘32.51
通い34.32
32.23
全く32.49
異端33.26
確か32.92
キス33.48

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