I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
自体13.10
ブス14.48
そうだね13.30
まー13.87
受ける12.66
一生消えない15.80
素直13.05
加工13.58
伝え13.05
望む13.04
あくまで13.29
メシウマ15.86
早すぎる14.36
甘える13.94
変え13.14
どうしたん13.53
ぽろっと14.98
早々13.54
目撃13.81
無きゃ13.95
となると13.16
グズ15.28
すんな13.96
なので12.48
言い訳13.48
カタコト15.27
父12.83
罵る14.12
目障り14.52
死人13.99
漂う13.32
抉る13.74
取れる13.10
振るう13.18
指定単14.13
捻る13.90
滑り台15.04
いいかい14.50
事がある12.89
取り出す12.90
久しく14.70
回避12.93
留まる13.61
打ち13.63
思い悩む14.37
飯13.57
なよ13.13
連中12.86
地12.92
年頃13.81
ゲス野郎15.61
見事13.20
成ってない14.15
おいおい13.46
素っ13.58
面白い12.98
敵12.44
たって13.39
人一倍14.65
特徴的13.99
心地いい14.65
遅い13.19
証明13.41
超がつく15.36
そうですね13.02
ビニール袋15.02
込む13.25
明け暮れ14.83
苦労13.22
どれだけ13.08
大した13.24
幾12.12
一人称14.54
上品13.98
才能13.30
さっさと13.12
ありがと13.60
高校生13.97
ふわり13.82
何処まで13.49
刺刀13.16
決め手14.54
ゾウ14.61
罵倒14.09
訳のわからない15.03
赤い12.81
早めに13.70
限り12.90
ふざけんな14.32
尚更13.69
眺める13.46
合成13.90
越す13.95
食べる12.42
遠慮なく13.85
と言うのは12.57
ぼる14.24
甘い13.09
かどうか13.06
ビックリした14.49

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