I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
タダで済む15.58
小さな12.71
呼ばれる13.09
悶え14.35
赤らめる14.05
隼人13.81
叩き13.26
喋り13.80
13.59
鍛える13.77
と言った12.53
12.78
ショップ14.51
満足13.15
日付14.20
タオル13.85
台無し14.04
やろう13.16
用済み14.81
遠慮なく13.85
とく13.39
離す13.22
怒号14.11
舐める13.88
身だしなみ14.66
それも12.72
フード13.63
黒い12.78
震わせる13.45
お詫び14.04
すんな13.96
照れる13.93
飛び込む13.31
写る14.38
史的13.73
こそ12.75
言い訳13.48
表情12.35
更に12.42
素晴らしい13.20
赤い12.81
回避12.93
果てる14.11
ミット15.09
てく13.97
泣き真似15.36
メシウマ15.86
囲む13.17
簡単12.68
13.55
要求13.44
取れる13.10
無しで13.72
目障り14.52
全面的14.23
捻る13.90
減る13.15
残る12.71
感謝12.96
大使13.95
13.63
変わり13.44
不意打ち13.88
たんこぶ15.26
健全14.31
叩きつける13.45
合成写真16.34
13.56
背中を向ける15.16
て言うか13.79
さて12.78
五月蝿い13.56
戻る12.35
入れ歯13.16
差し出す13.14
13.57
稼げる13.86
14.33
青筋14.33
香り13.32
からって13.70
困らせる14.74
足りない13.25
しようとする13.56
と言うのに13.07
お灸15.28
止める12.80
とかで13.66
大降り15.88
との事13.24
出居13.37
ご愁傷様14.83
ならん13.51
すっごく13.97
自衛14.31
反映14.16
13.44
見様13.25
決め手14.54
この結果14.53

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