I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
あーん14.32
口が裂けても言えない15.06
バクバク14.73
脈打つ14.56
障る14.33
決まる13.10
回答13.86
仲の悪い15.41
叩き13.26
舐める13.88
12.44
関係12.73
と思うと13.73
泣ける14.49
メチャクチャ14.67
かしら12.79
13.59
痛感14.32
弱虫15.06
13.55
取り過ぎ15.55
全員12.61
問題12.39
進む12.84
伸びる13.42
引きずる13.86
12.92
写る14.38
ここに12.60
ハードル14.33
目障り14.52
難しい12.74
早めに13.70
何と13.05
ではある12.91
さっさと13.12
受ける12.66
小テスト15.42
太った14.45
罵る14.12
摸する13.34
大げさ13.96
13.70
香り13.32
泣く13.07
指示12.98
軽蔑14.31
納得12.79
呼ばれる13.09
その時12.75
たっぷり13.52
手当て14.28
半ば13.39
帰路14.40
訳にはいかない13.88
12.83
構わない13.22
お構いなし14.42
かどうか13.06
全面的14.23
で候13.44
パスワード14.94
分かりにくい14.37
過去13.06
帰り道14.09
ピース14.42
誰だって14.04
13.24
親しい13.82
失恋14.57
心身14.27
全体13.32
思い出す12.70
散打13.67
強者13.73
泥炭14.56
て言うか13.79
ラブラブ14.68
おーい14.00
範囲13.14
13.63
発つ14.25
うわ13.47
回し13.38
強引13.42
食う13.13
ネタ13.78
ってば13.84
話し相手14.52
本気で13.19
受け12.61
暖かい13.67
囲む13.17
13.44
重点的14.63
最後12.63
付け12.69
引く12.90
ふわり13.82
訳のわからない15.03

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