I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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と共に32.60
総出32.91
んです32.32
運動33.74
別れる33.63
全部32.88
ボコボコ34.26
32.13
座る32.78
仕様32.43
32.43
どころか33.21
何時も32.58
経つ33.15
そっか33.38
低位32.98
声をかける33.47
32.30
幼い頃33.79
弱音34.48
クラスメイト33.79
32.60
32.87
こんなに33.14
キス33.48
相変わらず33.09
振り32.89
そう言えば32.80
去る33.02
32.66
やがる33.67
馬鹿32.99
周り32.77
爆発33.24
到着33.05
笑う32.45
32.68
彼氏33.92
アドバイス33.90
地面32.67
ラノベ34.59
続けて32.85
ロック33.59
美人33.43
毎日33.21
神楽殿36.64
33.13
全く32.49
だろうか32.42
こっち32.61
一番32.58
あんな32.93
それ32.40
異端33.26
無理32.63
と言うのも33.18
ゆっくり32.72
何の32.78
設定33.32
バレる33.43
幸せ32.99
初めて32.64
近寄る33.45
32.78
コース33.93
ちゃった33.01
近く32.69
そろそろ32.88
切角33.20
だが31.83
浮かべる32.57
しか32.33
プレゼント33.58
仕事32.50
の様に32.34
日本人33.58
ねえ32.74
そこ32.66
逃げる32.85
真っ白33.65
事はない32.83
ます32.81
とか32.08
って言う32.83
での32.60
34.08
33.15
クソ33.59
リア充34.39
32.38
翌日33.38
目標33.39
せる32.17
恋人33.51
傷つける23.50
メイク24.51
振り返る22.95
参賀22.47
ははは23.40

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