I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Statistics

Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
おう33.25
真っ白33.65
日本人33.58
での32.60
仕様32.43
座る32.78
馬鹿32.99
廃位33.18
32.66
34.08
バレる33.43
出切る32.24
切角33.20
じゃ無いか32.84
張る33.09
32.52
走る32.77
32.78
32.54
それ32.40
ます32.81
全部32.88
こんなに33.14
到着33.05
報復34.00
再会33.57
若しかして33.01
コース33.93
通い34.32
とか32.08
時間32.25
近寄る33.45
浮かべる32.57
ため32.26
恋人33.51
あの頃33.89
と言うのも33.18
笑み32.60
確か32.92
としたら33.18
爆発33.24
関わる33.17
32.23
一番32.58
幸せ32.99
楽しむ33.09
今度32.69
そこ32.66
その儘32.51
目標33.39
相変わらず33.09
当たる33.06
一切33.13
いくら33.05
そろそろ32.88
男子33.54
しか32.33
自分で32.97
どころか33.21
32.48
の様に32.34
ええ32.61
振り32.89
32.93
何とか32.77
後悔33.30
32.74
こと31.30
32.43
32.87
黙る32.92
何の32.78
弱音34.48
何かあったの33.93
あんな32.93
無理32.63
運動33.74
低位32.98
こっち32.61
大好き33.33
初めて32.64
誰も32.77
去る33.02
変装34.02
32.68
低い32.95
覚え32.76
覗き33.50
32.60
恋人同士34.51
やがる33.67
だろうか32.42
32.23
33.13
可惜33.37
信じる22.80
何にせよ23.96
24.10
22.82
心臓23.28

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