I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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唇33.15
近寄る33.45
爆発33.24
浮かべる32.57
誰32.78
とりあえず32.73
振り32.89
設定33.32
何の32.78
いくら33.05
だろうか32.42
声をかける33.47
可惜33.37
恋人同士34.51
幼い頃33.79
笑み32.60
仕様32.43
再会33.57
そろそろ32.88
んです32.32
キス33.48
嘘32.93
そっか33.38
毎日33.21
一切33.13
笑う32.45
初めて32.64
周り32.77
アドバイス33.90
ゲロ34.70
相変わらず33.09
剔32.60
走る32.77
日本人33.58
と共に32.60
はぁ32.88
わよ32.78
中学33.96
別32.74
おかしい32.76
拡散34.01
報復34.00
廃位33.18
だが31.83
言わんばかり33.50
頭32.23
覚え32.76
あの頃33.89
幸せ32.99
ええ32.61
クソ33.59
放つ32.58
こっち32.61
ねえ32.74
こと31.30
張る33.09
何とも33.28
去る33.02
鬼32.87
仕事32.50
彼氏33.92
黙る32.92
としたら33.18
通い34.32
若しかして33.01
到着33.05
柔らかい33.35
って言う32.83
美人33.43
ます32.81
ボコボコ34.26
大好き33.33
きっかけ33.69
見つめる32.75
綺麗32.92
プレゼント33.58
みたいな32.70
楽しむ33.09
いきなり32.95
〜33.21
そう言えば32.80
何とか32.77
とても32.67
変装34.02
外32.73
指32.96
と言うのも33.18
よっぽど33.76
彼32.13
今度32.69
しか32.33
ぜ32.66
男子33.54
全て32.32
何やら23.19
サンドバッグ25.23
くう23.45
格闘技24.66
芸術品24.67

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