I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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何と13.05
その辺13.37
借り13.40
キラキラ13.63
範囲13.14
何なら13.90
手持ち無沙汰14.77
四年生15.02
生まれる13.03
泣き13.33
諦める13.20
決め手14.54
登録13.41
弱虫15.06
痛い13.09
泣く13.07
かよ13.36
厄介13.27
苦しむ13.67
何処か13.67
先入観14.63
了い13.04
痛っ14.34
歩き13.21
興味12.96
13.29
変え13.14
たし13.84
叫び声13.71
そうそう13.36
さっさと13.12
内容12.74
うんうん13.82
通りかかる14.74
疲れ13.16
美しさ13.72
二年生14.33
思い悩む14.37
名礼13.69
最初12.54
こう見えても14.65
組む13.12
動く12.53
えーっと13.83
ピース14.42
12.52
13.55
13.48
苦労13.22
やべえ14.55
態度12.94
折れ13.68
困らせる14.74
いつまでも13.47
思い出13.63
喜んで13.23
こう12.92
訳にはいかない13.88
真っ黒13.92
満ちる13.25
些細13.89
取れる13.10
13.28
こうやって13.68
フィギュア14.64
愛読14.60
頭がいっぱい14.96
潤む14.00
入れる12.73
当然12.54
少しずつ13.39
筋肉13.40
と言って12.71
無口14.35
モテない14.80
全身12.97
馬鹿に13.68
12.78
身だしなみ14.66
スパーリング15.42
変わり13.44
13.46
小遣い14.49
やり13.43
ガキ13.66
真剣13.16
色々あって14.33
絡み14.14
足早に14.08
見れる13.74
自体13.10
連れ込む14.39
語らう14.29
つかみ所がない15.98
13.24
報告12.76
一度も13.58
その場12.86
手つき14.18

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