I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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打ち13.63
手おけ13.35
厳しい13.06
不用心14.85
年頃13.81
こうやって13.68
耳12.73
手を繋ぐ14.86
幼稚園14.59
眠り13.57
大使13.95
多すぎる14.09
痛い13.09
筋肉13.40
遅い13.19
絡み14.14
重ねる13.62
込む13.25
肉付きがいい16.21
下石14.74
大切な人14.14
どうしたん13.53
清潔感14.87
人一倍14.65
特徴的13.99
乱暴13.73
ブックカバー15.93
より12.31
優等生14.65
やりがい14.91
これでもか14.25
たじろぐ14.29
決め手14.54
パンチ14.12
しな13.10
上がる12.69
何故12.62
変態13.55
ぽろっと14.98
分12.75
悩む13.16
反映14.16
起こる12.94
回避12.93
筋肉痛14.47
伝え13.05
証明13.41
恥ずかしい13.05
大作戦15.05
下心14.42
幾12.12
名礼13.69
一生消えない15.80
む13.40
かどうか13.06
ど13.26
広げる13.18
だらけ13.54
つかみ所がない15.98
矢先14.25
点者13.84
後にする14.01
包み隠す14.71
秋13.57
り13.59
キッチリ14.67
シャワー14.13
復讐13.69
伊達に14.42
仲の悪い15.41
お詫び14.04
っす13.15
外す13.17
侮辱14.05
入口13.55
直す13.51
しかない12.80
若しかしたら13.16
突き刺さる13.46
諦める13.20
捻る13.90
応える13.51
たまに13.27
歩き13.21
絶対に12.91
揺らす13.50
進む12.84
別垢16.99
ったく13.89
案内13.08
ゲーゲー16.19
波13.25
焦り13.71
てめぇ13.65
感謝12.96
垂水15.55
所12.78
連れ込む14.39
登る13.59

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