I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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光栄13.87
14.50
ほぼ13.03
手当て14.28
筋肉痛14.47
傾向13.77
13.21
証明13.41
気が済む14.67
欲しい12.46
リード13.85
追って13.40
ちまう13.18
喋る13.37
底荷12.49
見せつける13.71
よう12.31
障る14.33
と言っても13.05
限定版15.75
反論13.52
行う12.53
喜んで13.23
達成13.61
心配いらない14.76
13.69
うそうそ15.64
一大決心15.65
報われる14.83
フラ14.33
将来13.44
やべえ14.55
行き先14.17
寛大14.38
取る12.69
疑惑14.12
不用心14.85
舐める13.88
12.98
回避12.93
来てる13.84
奇譚13.49
さて12.78
使嗾13.46
無くなる13.38
一歩手前14.48
匂いがする14.18
桜色14.55
たって13.39
おまけ13.96
垂水15.55
一年半14.90
ノリが悪い15.77
かなにか14.52
表向き13.98
チャンス13.55
かしら12.79
13.82
微笑む13.01
如何にも13.22
タオル13.85
ショップ14.51
与え12.95
フィギュア14.64
手早い13.97
動作13.43
手おけ13.35
ゲーゲー16.19
及ぶ13.48
いやぁ13.76
目障り14.52
直撃13.54
驚き12.99
点者13.84
ビニール袋15.02
ではまた14.44
目の色14.26
回る12.52
高級13.77
順調13.49
状態12.57
どっち13.48
グズ15.28
12.78
次第13.34
生まれる13.03
一度も13.58
新しい12.99
ちゃ12.92
忘れられない14.41
惣社13.37
ミット15.09
タダで済む15.58
聞ける13.63
復讐13.69
付く12.78
そうですね13.02
13.24
吐息13.83

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