I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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22.60
握る23.01
勢家23.43
離れ23.00
酷い23.02
したり23.12
必ず23.13
ブランコ24.96
22.47
ははは23.40
ベンチ23.93
騒動23.55
ながらも22.88
活発24.19
について22.42
突然22.92
わけには行かない23.35
二位23.39
それでも22.43
庭内22.27
うわっ23.72
詰まり22.59
22.85
蹴り23.23
単位23.69
自分磨き25.72
お蔭で23.05
見知らぬ23.93
来手23.41
付き合い23.50
有り難うございました23.41
比べ23.80
信じる22.80
見える22.26
みっちり24.62
怒る22.88
貰い23.44
さよなら24.48
助ける23.17
弱者24.17
単打23.87
不思議22.81
同じよう23.06
気づく22.78
からしたら24.16
オッケー24.35
走り去る24.14
転舵23.34
何やら23.19
24.10
残り23.10
時の22.80
振る22.80
感じる22.58
撮る23.97
楽しい22.76
薄情24.54
ボケる25.49
性格23.09
消える22.71
呼び出し23.79
厭々23.29
ここから23.14
無駄23.03
多分22.94
医員23.06
あぁ22.97
庇う23.56
24.54
落ち着く23.00
興味ない24.40
傷つける23.50
フッ23.69
辛い23.16
長い22.68
誰か22.71
説明22.63
安心22.88
22.75
解放感25.03
一発23.49
無意識23.59
世界22.18
そもそも22.73
一度22.79
いいよ23.37
屋上23.93
玉砕24.82
正直22.91
22.84
日本23.01
改めて23.04
22.85
だの23.51
お蔭23.53
退く23.67
反応22.69
22.96
こい23.57

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