I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
知らない22.68
安心22.88
消える22.71
意識22.77
脅迫24.27
傷つける23.50
きっと22.65
ま22.85
芸術品24.67
細い23.34
二位23.39
デブ24.47
付き合い23.50
彼の22.60
走り23.44
先ずは22.86
練習23.24
苛める24.48
行動22.64
早速23.13
想う23.60
息22.82
想像22.89
髪の毛23.78
見返す24.28
守る22.66
くそっ23.74
騒動23.55
座り23.58
支え23.37
楽しい22.76
スタイル23.70
当たり前23.08
五22.47
異性24.02
うわっ23.72
取っ23.00
事になる22.71
ビビる24.00
仲良く23.30
申し訳ない23.42
弱み24.27
衝撃23.03
転舵23.34
きつい23.61
中身23.25
我慾23.43
ウィッグ25.27
絡める24.00
困る22.85
やって来る23.06
妹22.85
多い22.52
ハーフ24.27
終わり23.06
いいよ23.37
浮かぶ22.94
クソ真面目25.50
まま22.40
消す23.13
説明22.63
興味ない24.40
医員23.06
う22.61
面倒22.94
アレ23.12
仕方がない23.28
いつもの様に23.64
一心不乱24.47
身体中24.35
忘れる22.74
解析23.69
ここから23.14
置く22.56
時には23.07
引っ越し24.29
笑い22.95
波動22.63
無意識23.59
メイク24.51
礼23.28
親23.18
貰える23.04
メニュー23.60
本22.87
直ぐ22.97
カラコン25.74
比べる23.21
やだ23.69
そそる24.54
パパ23.65
みたい22.65
過ぎる22.60
長い22.68
立つ22.58
男達23.55
休憩23.36
厭々23.29
用22.75
正直22.91

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