I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
続いて23.13
反応22.69
無駄23.03
にこやか23.81
素人23.52
弱者24.17
解析23.69
片想い25.18
面倒22.94
カラコン25.74
あれから23.70
走り23.44
座り23.58
いけない22.71
一発23.49
方法22.86
きっと22.65
23.18
24.54
よー23.18
お蔭で23.05
永久24.27
見知らぬ23.93
どんな22.69
落ち着く23.00
うわっ23.72
なさい22.85
不安22.89
我慾23.43
助かる23.03
騒動23.55
23.05
に比べ23.73
疲れた23.41
ありがとう御座います22.84
学期24.66
22.70
信じる22.80
やや23.25
いつ23.24
押して23.73
寝る23.20
直ぐ22.97
としても22.63
しんどい24.39
性格23.09
オッケー24.35
22.61
雰囲気22.89
である21.76
返す22.90
知らない22.68
さよなら24.48
仕方がない23.28
最低23.50
同じよう23.06
お蔭23.53
何だって23.60
くう23.45
このまま22.79
ビッチ24.53
心臓23.28
22.85
いいよ23.37
庇う23.56
勝つ23.07
絡める24.00
ながらも22.88
日本23.01
ママ23.75
守る22.66
一度22.79
勿論22.47
こちとら24.64
ウィッグ25.27
スタイル23.70
行動22.64
意識22.77
みっちり24.62
一方23.21
23.14
22.89
医員23.06
だの23.51
説明22.63
デブ24.47
長い間24.02
必ず23.13
支え23.37
活発24.19
比べ23.80
リアル23.72
先ずは22.86
無理やり23.54
勢家23.43
安心22.88
ブランコ24.96
所で23.30
格闘技24.66
答え22.75

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