I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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かしら12.79
やり13.43
見せつける13.71
起こる12.94
とく13.39
押し付ける13.86
答える12.69
青い13.17
加工13.58
てめぇ13.65
観察13.29
パスワード14.94
安静14.48
すんな13.96
泣き真似15.36
訳にはいかない13.88
決め手14.54
違くない15.56
あそこ13.21
年頃13.81
付く12.78
12.96
不器用14.12
出来れば13.04
脈打つ14.56
13.63
そうなると13.42
目掛け13.86
話せる13.64
話しかける13.15
小心者14.75
早すぎる14.36
内容12.74
一環14.08
13.44
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これ位13.58
目指し13.53
がっつり14.57
消化14.12
直す13.51
12.12
大変12.84
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それなら13.04
恨む13.75
おーい14.00
バケツ14.43
一生もの15.65
お辞儀13.96
美男美女14.78
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かよ13.36
ああ12.23
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見れる13.74
叫び声13.71
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戻す13.27
13.70
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卒業13.55
もん12.71
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12.70
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おお12.89
疲れ13.16
作品13.46
13.39
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あーん14.32
と言った12.53
新しい12.99
真正面13.80
充実13.94
リード13.85
遅く13.46
アニメ13.92
名礼13.69
断腸の思い15.19

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