I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
善処14.65
なー13.13
変え13.14
言い訳13.48
味わう13.58
回り13.63
赤らめる14.05
13.44
手渡し14.10
哀しい14.50
溜め13.96
手を繋ぐ14.86
四年生15.02
歪む13.51
止める12.80
人気13.44
抉る13.74
たまに13.27
大人13.10
おまけ13.96
鈍い13.68
仲の悪い15.41
誰だって14.04
真っ赤13.24
アニメ13.92
シュッと15.40
ビックリした14.49
フラ14.33
五日13.24
止め12.78
満ちる13.25
初戦14.27
若しかしたら13.16
どっち13.48
変に13.93
頭がいっぱい14.96
顔面13.59
合流13.35
12.78
無視13.03
ラブラブ14.68
教え12.64
ショップ14.51
打ち13.63
14.50
なよ13.13
何より13.02
にかけて13.65
おお12.89
上手くいく14.30
売淫13.60
真正面13.80
低身長15.46
ゲス野郎15.61
目指し13.53
大降り15.88
痛っ14.34
仕方ない12.99
それだけに13.91
もういい13.73
行う12.53
断腸の思い15.19
助け13.10
がたい13.92
素直13.05
もう少し13.00
早起き14.52
プライド13.80
報告12.76
出居13.37
13.20
遇う14.79
何処か13.67
っす13.15
股間14.27
やっと13.21
一つ12.53
如何にも13.22
フード13.63
13.40
元へ13.46
すっごく13.97
操作13.18
ところを13.26
見返16.42
無口14.35
証拠13.32
新しい12.99
一分14.13
誕生日13.79
合う12.87
矢先14.25
どうやら12.64
と思うと13.73
駆け寄る13.41
極め14.64
刺す13.50
景色13.49
12.99
あーん14.32

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