I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
嘴12.99
それはそれで13.69
何事か13.83
冷める13.72
聞ける13.63
数週間14.52
ハードル14.33
馬鹿に13.68
本の13.66
進む12.84
巴豆12.47
励む13.90
案の定13.83
弱い者いじめ15.35
場所12.27
罰13.70
小さい頃14.07
別人14.00
満ちる13.25
頼る13.38
大した13.24
飛び13.52
報う14.42
微笑む13.01
うそうそ15.64
互いに13.41
回避12.93
目掛け13.86
済み13.55
要素13.51
続き13.30
鉛14.50
ついでに13.19
ゾウ14.61
内声15.42
ナイフ13.21
であれ13.83
逃げて13.41
ならともかく13.89
その辺13.37
年頃13.81
呼ばれる13.09
不用心14.85
売淫13.60
美味13.74
匂いがする14.18
ある日13.73
溜め13.96
射ち込む16.24
てく13.97
道12.74
早めに13.70
方がマシ14.36
留まる13.61
明13.55
そこまで12.73
と同じように13.34
厄介13.27
言い訳13.48
際に13.24
無しで13.72
伸びる13.42
証明13.41
偉い13.69
どれだけ13.08
眺める13.46
カタコト15.27
これなら13.45
影響13.05
自信満々14.09
パンチ14.12
許す12.89
たし13.84
つ13.24
高一15.68
滑り落ちる14.53
下心14.42
乱暴13.73
当然12.54
件12.96
くっそ14.34
庭13.38
目撃13.81
妄言14.73
決まる13.10
先入観14.63
一体12.67
助け13.10
どっち13.48
逆に13.06
断腸の思い15.19
ほぼ13.03
様になる13.45
泣き真似15.36
忘れられる14.80
鍛える13.77
ミット15.09
仲の悪い15.41
ムカ14.61
黒い12.78

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