I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
礼23.28
片想い25.18
衝撃23.03
長い間24.02
傷22.94
二22.60
多い22.52
我慾23.43
多分22.94
遊び23.37
汗23.33
ま22.85
細い23.34
について22.42
きつい23.61
座り23.58
所が23.12
スタイル23.70
着替え23.45
いける23.19
存在22.32
返す22.90
何気なく24.23
ハーフ24.27
お蔭で23.05
来22.47
部分22.81
瞳22.67
に比べ23.73
よーし24.14
くそっ23.74
やや23.25
同色24.78
それでも22.43
助かる23.03
落ち着く23.00
休憩23.36
用22.75
錯覚23.81
である21.76
その結果23.53
パパ23.65
ビックリ24.14
格闘技24.66
こちとら24.64
ベッド23.01
庇う23.56
退く23.67
扱い23.04
だの23.51
妹22.85
改めて23.04
ないか22.68
髪の毛23.78
寝る23.20
意識22.77
先ずは22.86
肩22.70
未だ未だ23.13
連絡先24.62
素人23.52
みっちり24.62
まま22.40
そそる24.54
楽23.16
縫いぐるみ23.93
日本23.01
買う22.81
突然22.92
波動22.63
親23.18
雪23.11
興味ない24.40
それから22.79
サンドバッグ25.23
永久24.27
クソ真面目25.50
ビビる24.00
既に22.68
クラス23.02
したり23.12
あれから23.70
ここから23.14
無意識23.59
置く22.56
世界22.18
何度も22.93
ボーっと24.63
このまま22.79
有り難うございました23.41
頑張ろう24.05
一方23.21
ゾロゾロ24.79
助ける23.17
屋上23.93
男達23.55
寂しい23.33
始めて23.15
寄せ付ける24.56
笑い22.95

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