I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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23.28
誰か22.71
疲れた23.41
だからって23.79
ベッド23.01
何だって23.60
うーん23.12
想像22.89
奇異24.11
耐える23.10
一発23.49
所が23.12
いつもの様に23.64
その為22.87
23.16
脅す24.00
眺め23.05
にこやか23.81
ウィッグ25.27
その結果23.53
ボーっと24.63
ようやく22.82
反応22.69
支え23.37
寄せ付ける24.56
片想い25.18
まま22.40
ダイエット24.53
なんて事24.08
捲る23.89
よー23.18
過ぎる22.60
わけには行かない23.35
いるか22.92
メイク24.51
直ぐ22.97
22.85
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参賀22.47
やって来る23.06
名前22.51
22.84
見返す24.28
気にしない23.68
22.89
いける23.19
登校24.28
目的22.83
走り23.44
よーし24.14
自室23.70
直し23.54
通う23.42
クラス23.02
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助ける23.17
消す23.13
大きく22.61
緊張23.09
可能性22.61
不思議22.81
キュア25.00
22.97
性格23.09
最低23.50
素人23.52
比べ23.80
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通る23.21
入学23.63
少しでも23.32
きつい23.61
苦しい23.37
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多い22.52
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方法22.86
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必ず23.13
勢家23.43
巻く23.53
22.60
ここから23.14
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早い22.99
着替え23.45
23.05
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撮る23.97
振り返る22.95
解析23.69
違いない23.16
先ずは22.86
右手23.08
消える22.71
知らない22.68
貰える23.04
芸術品24.67
詰まり22.59

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