I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
となると13.16
どうもこうも14.92
顔負け14.75
空く13.28
態度12.94
たって13.39
外面14.64
汚れを知らない16.18
問題12.39
多すぎる14.09
それじゃあ13.25
冷やし14.29
決めつける14.34
お似合い14.18
一年生14.16
中学生14.11
通りかかる14.74
てって14.11
12.72
否定13.07
反論13.52
一瞬12.69
何処か13.67
驚き12.99
考え事14.10
揃える13.93
甘い13.09
愛読14.60
きつ目15.20
もん12.71
語り掛ける14.63
変え13.14
交換13.64
取り戻す13.24
香り13.32
苦労13.22
決まる13.10
訳のわからない15.03
傾向13.77
ふう13.64
包み隠す14.71
それ以上13.13
目掛け13.86
深呼吸13.82
捨てる13.06
あり12.26
打ち荷13.13
丁度13.59
うそうそ15.64
目障り14.52
正解13.47
気にする13.51
ネタ13.78
写る14.38
と思ったら13.50
変わり13.44
13.26
14.20
青筋14.33
12.15
思わせる13.71
印象13.24
出し手13.89
と思うと13.73
何と13.05
真っ黒13.92
筋肉痛14.47
零れ14.11
妄言14.73
にかけて13.65
思わず12.73
刺刀13.16
あくまで13.29
金持ち14.08
ラスト14.24
確定13.62
正当化14.75
あーん14.32
後から13.69
起こる12.94
えーっと13.83
隠れ13.31
タブー14.98
お仕置き14.07
大使13.95
だよね13.23
こう見えても14.65
ロシア人15.49
添える13.65
些細13.89
ゲス野郎15.61
早変わり15.03
ショック13.60
理解12.49
怒号14.11
詫び14.31
元へ13.46
かしら12.79
頭から13.72
日付14.20

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