I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
仲の悪い15.41
形12.70
バクバク14.73
両腕13.60
足りない13.25
思い出13.63
あくまで13.29
これなら13.45
下らない13.81
気の良い15.07
ふう13.64
至って13.57
受ける12.66
気にする13.51
及ぶ13.48
手助け13.93
らしい12.54
いやぁ13.76
視線12.32
行ってきます14.10
首12.55
頭がいっぱい14.96
口が裂けても言えない15.06
何事か13.83
小学校14.12
直す13.51
もういい13.73
ならともかく13.89
人前で14.25
ろ13.70
危険12.75
ナイフ13.21
やたら13.66
全身12.97
聞ける13.63
返る13.33
波高13.69
となると13.16
ど13.26
ご愁傷様14.83
件12.96
カタコト15.27
行う12.53
強がる14.18
同級生14.13
光景12.91
自体13.10
誘い13.82
新しい12.99
タブー14.98
違くない15.56
うっぷ15.31
人気13.44
譲る13.54
絶望的13.94
金髪13.45
無視13.03
宝13.48
素っ13.58
破滅13.92
開放13.85
変え13.14
変わらない13.12
庭13.38
マズイ14.15
どっち13.48
真正面13.80
避け13.12
バイト13.93
照れる13.93
根暗15.00
身ぶり手ぶり16.22
差し出す13.14
泣き真似15.36
微笑む13.01
痛感14.32
用済み14.81
おや13.57
将に13.16
赤らめる14.05
その後12.80
誰でも13.66
金持ち14.08
と言うか12.68
満足13.15
プライド13.80
久しぶりに13.56
忙しい13.14
見込み14.22
役立つ13.89
無下にする15.11
歳12.78
人種差別15.54
高笑い14.26
耳12.73
これ以上13.04
揃える13.93
どうしたん13.53
くすくす14.09
若しかしたら13.16

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