I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
放置13.34
無けなし14.71
見れる13.74
初恋14.27
正体13.33
操作13.18
13.12
呼ばれる13.09
いじめられっ子15.42
訳ない13.74
いと14.19
格好13.19
おいおい13.46
罵倒14.09
中学生14.11
冷める13.72
12.72
ふう13.64
画僧12.89
反論13.52
よる13.28
12.92
赤い12.81
厳密に言うと15.36
上がる12.69
呟く12.77
これでもか14.25
立たす14.35
あーん14.32
と思ったら13.50
光栄13.87
メチャクチャ14.67
みたいだ12.84
のせいで13.33
覚える13.07
過去13.06
捨てる13.06
許す12.89
とく13.39
怒号14.11
取り入れる14.42
物語13.37
12.86
無能13.92
深々13.65
本気で13.19
最上階14.28
に連れて13.40
自画自賛14.84
に取って12.44
案内13.08
たんこぶ15.26
ぽろっと14.98
添える13.65
報われる14.83
つゆ知らず15.42
パスワード14.94
小さい頃14.07
ならともかく13.89
史的13.73
どうもこうも14.92
しっかり12.79
肉付きがいい16.21
喋り13.80
それなら13.04
あり12.26
マズイ14.15
両腕13.60
外見13.45
下手したら14.35
13.44
いいかい14.50
気が済む14.67
それよりも13.35
やっと13.21
他人13.24
強がる14.18
感謝12.96
障る14.33
13.26
そうですね13.02
先程13.07
大分13.28
押し付ける13.86
済みません13.21
見知る14.00
返事12.98
後にする14.01
遊具14.88
溜息13.34
心配いらない14.76
大事12.94
ここら14.17
15.41
リード13.85
意気投合14.64
何の事14.62
筋肉痛14.47
一度も13.58
至れり尽くせり14.87

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