I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

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時には23.07
余裕22.89
終わり23.06
錯覚23.81
瞬間22.61
疑問22.92
23.43
屋上23.93
参賀22.47
消す23.13
部分22.81
単位23.69
耐える23.10
単打23.87
解析23.69
みっちり24.62
同時に22.65
玉砕24.82
22.61
気づく22.78
通る23.21
浮かぶ22.94
くう23.45
ゾロゾロ24.79
こいつ22.74
俯く23.57
笑い22.95
既に22.68
面倒22.94
残り23.10
比べ23.80
弱み24.27
22.84
あれから23.70
ウィッグ25.27
やあ23.89
寂しい23.33
二位23.39
ははは23.40
遊び23.37
意味22.49
ありがとう御座います22.84
邪魔23.00
引っ越し24.29
滑る23.72
弱者24.17
助けて23.13
22.87
意識22.77
一心不乱24.47
消える22.71
寝る23.20
異性24.02
一度22.79
えへへ23.96
大学生24.45
貰う22.51
22.89
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リアル23.72
ダイエット24.53
雰囲気22.89
魅力的23.80
時の22.80
退く23.67
薄情24.54
ベンチ23.93
いいよ23.37
まま22.40
右手23.08
その為22.87
答え22.75
今後23.04
くらいなら23.63
苦しい23.37
22.70
勿論22.47
にこやか23.81
自室23.70
未だ未だ23.13
不安22.89
22.47
先ずは22.86
誰か22.71
説明22.63
うわっ23.72
やや23.25
振り返る22.95
しんどい24.39
高すぎる24.39
お蔭23.53
知らない22.68
23.28
来手23.41
ボクシング24.91
片想い25.18
底辺24.45
22.67
比べる23.21

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