I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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今後23.04
滑る23.72
説明22.63
余裕22.89
それでも22.43
少しでも23.32
始めて23.15
瞳22.67
名前22.51
きっと22.65
やだ23.69
面倒22.94
続いて23.13
である21.76
まま22.40
時には23.07
彼の22.60
よーし24.14
騒動23.55
そもそも22.73
返す22.90
心臓23.28
置く22.56
瞬間22.61
一度22.79
方法22.86
最低23.50
よー23.18
休憩23.36
傷22.94
爆ぜる24.20
苛める24.48
レッテル24.90
衝撃23.03
テメー24.72
ビッチ24.53
見える22.26
スタイル23.70
おい22.87
程22.89
蹴り23.23
雪23.11
眺め23.05
相談23.14
残す22.85
に比べ23.73
医員23.06
振る22.80
用22.75
意味22.49
う22.61
くう23.45
一心不乱24.47
わけには行かない23.35
妹22.85
弱者24.17
頑張ろう24.05
日本23.01
程度22.58
変22.97
にこやか23.81
そそる24.54
来手23.41
多い22.52
興味ない24.40
多分22.94
お蔭で23.05
入学23.63
浮かぶ22.94
ビビる24.00
助けて23.13
見返す24.28
性格23.09
世界22.18
想う23.60
押して23.73
いつもの様に23.64
詰まり22.59
直ぐ22.97
長い22.68
今では23.48
だの23.51
こいつ22.74
大学生24.45
H24.10
俯く23.57
単位23.69
引っ越し24.29
末23.86
不安22.89
二22.60
想像22.89
ようやく22.82
貰える23.04
正直22.91
中身23.25
過ぎる22.60
それから22.79
雰囲気22.89

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