I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

I was rejected by my childhood friend who is a Russian half, and being a bullied introverted guy, I was feeling down in the park when a mysterious black-haired pure-hearted beautiful girl advised me to become cool and show them what I'm made of, so I decided to change myself.

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"Please go out with me!" "I'm sorry. I can't date you right now." Autumn of first year in high school――I, Sakuraba Itsuki, am the embodiment of every unpopular element you could imagine: ugly, fat, short, bad at studying, bad at sports, socially awkward, friendless, and bullied. I mustered up the courage to confess to Kagura Arisa, my childhood friend and the only person I knew at school. However, the result was a complete rejection. She had gone to Russia when we were in elementary school due to her parents' work. We used to play together often as children, and she was incredibly kind and a good person. When it came time to enter high school, she returned. But...the girl I reunited with...how do I put it...had become unapproachable. Still, I wanted to convey the feelings I'd harbored since childhood, so I confessed...but life wasn't that kind to me...haha... While thinking about such things and sitting alone feeling depressed in an empty park, a girl approached me and started talking. She was a girl who embodied purity itself, and for some reason, I, someone with social anxiety, felt no wariness toward her. "Did something happen? If it's okay, I'm willing to listen." "But...I'd be troubling you..." "It's no trouble at all. Actually, it would bother my conscience more to see you so depressed and just say goodbye without doing anything." I told the girl sitting beside me that I had been rejected by my childhood friend, and she listened quietly. "I see. Then here's my advice: just show her up." "Show her...up?" "Become cool enough that she regrets rejecting you. Become strong enough that you won't be bullied anymore." "Cool...strong...there's no way I could..." "Why are you deciding that without even trying? I don't know the cause of your self-deprecation, but isn't it because you give up without trying that you're in this situation?" ...She's right. She's absolutely right. I want to become such an amazing man that Arisa regrets rejecting me. I want to become so amazing that I can't be bullied by Kisaragi anymore, being called a white pig and all that. I'll do it...I'll do this! I...will change! This is a story of a male high school student who was rejected by his long-time crush, struggling to transform his miserable self and find happiness.

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Reading Time
231 min
Words 9,372
Sentences 1,148
Characters 18,463
Unique Words 2,142
1-Occurrence Words
1,177
Unique Kanji 887
1-Occurrence Kanji
286
Avg Word Difficulty 2.14
Avg Sentence Length 8.2

Word List (2,142 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
医員23.06
仕方がない23.28
格闘技24.66
着替え23.45
長い間24.02
奇異24.11
助かる23.03
にこやか23.81
貰える23.04
性格23.09
男女23.58
22.60
からかう23.66
弱者24.17
ボーっと24.63
想う23.60
笑い22.95
見知らぬ23.93
所で23.30
邪魔23.00
知らない22.68
絡める24.00
22.97
みっちり24.62
したり23.12
酷い23.02
大学生24.45
クラス23.02
巻く23.53
通る23.21
大きく22.61
スタイル23.70
名前22.51
いるか22.92
比べ23.80
振り返る22.95
支え23.37
ははは23.40
22.47
同時に22.65
22.98
ベンチ23.93
始めて23.15
蹴り23.23
高すぎる24.39
彼の22.60
雰囲気22.89
気づく22.78
座り23.58
寄せ付ける24.56
22.94
ビビる24.00
22.47
22.84
23.33
未だ未だ23.13
よろしくお願いします23.42
振る22.80
下物23.27
助ける23.17
違いない23.16
練習23.24
厭々23.29
22.70
多分22.94
緊張23.09
モデル24.07
その結果23.53
それから22.79
見返す24.28
リアル23.72
参賀22.47
疲れた23.41
貰う22.51
落ち着く23.00
わけには行かない23.35
離れる22.83
引っ越し24.29
安心22.88
衝撃23.03
22.61
片想い25.18
置く22.56
デブ24.47
中身23.25
例の22.90
意味22.49
背中22.80
だからって23.79
23.14
庭内22.27
クソ真面目25.50
滑る23.72
22.82
波動22.63
通う23.42
立つ22.58
仲良く23.30
握る23.01
ロシア24.39

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