"Now this isn't embarrassing, is it?"

"Now this isn't embarrassing, is it?"

月白ヤトヒコ

I had a fiancée. My family, though a branch line, carried royal blood. She was the daughter of a house chosen by the current royal family, or so I was told. Despite being an only child, she was marrying into my family. I interpreted her as an incompetent daughter who wasn't chosen as heir despite being the only child. And I resented the royal family for making such an incompetent daughter my fiancée. Every time I saw her face, I thought, "Why is such a woman my fiancée...?" but since she was officially my fiancée, I treated her accordingly. After entering the academy, I met her there. A former commoner young lady who had only recently been taken in by a noble family. An innocent smile completely different from my fiancée. Her carefree attitude, her gentle words. It wasn't just me who took a liking to her... Two men, now friends but scheduled to become my aides in the future, also seem to have taken a liking to her. And so has my fiancée's younger brother. One day, when my fiancée approached her, we ended up arguing. "I'm ashamed that such a woman is my sister-in-law, even if only by marriage! Please stop this already!!" I agreed with my fiancée's younger brother's words. "Absolutely. I'm ashamed that such a woman is my fiancée. If I could, I'd want to annul the engagement right now, she's so hateful." I didn't think it would come to this. How we were perceived by those around us... When I was made to realize that, I fell into despair. [Because you found it "shameful," didn't you?] This is a sequel to [What are you saying. Isn't it "shameful"?]. A story from the former fiancée's perspective. It should be okay even if you haven't read the previous story... I think. The setting is loose. Posted on AlphaPolice.

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Reading Time
94 min
Words 3,955
Sentences 434
Characters 7,540
Unique Words 1,242
1-Occurrence Words
799
Unique Kanji 700
1-Occurrence Kanji
294
Avg Word Difficulty 2.20
Avg Sentence Length 9.1

Word List (1,242 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
だろうか12.42
小賢しい14.64
ガン見14.72
12.24
切る12.91
呆れ顔14.34
強引13.42
尋ね13.43
一蹴14.31
中でも13.22
気分12.99
諦める13.20
エロい14.47
けれど12.43
12.74
お嬢様13.17
合わせて13.08
こんな風に13.80
掛け13.00
論外14.34
どちらか13.67
によると13.63
おしまい14.09
以前12.85
触れる13.08
恋しい14.23
単に13.46
つつ12.62
最初12.54
付き13.15
人種13.77
放り出す13.88
申し訳ない13.42
様子12.34
追い討ち14.78
戒める14.81
冷や汗13.78
笑み12.60
見せる12.38
12.74
12.54
巴豆12.47
嫉妬13.54
なのに12.74
かなり12.54
とする12.60
数日後14.04
14.17
有り難うございました13.41
太々しい16.18
口実14.26
馬鹿にする14.43
震わせる13.45
耐える13.10
浴びせる13.91
騎士12.31
共有13.70
且つ14.44
益々14.37
言葉を紡ぐ14.24
卑怯13.91
宣伝14.05
婚姻13.82
前半14.03
あり12.26
さっと13.85
何時からか14.86
応援13.41
物なら13.68
14.03
ては12.43
擦れ違う15.08
13.39
脅し13.90
呼ぶ12.52
王侯貴族14.44
無期限15.19
ご免なさい13.18
喚く13.96
12.98
マジ13.30
と言うか12.68
もういい13.73
言葉に詰まる14.53
哭く12.05
言動13.64
あの方13.73
如何様14.80
自分でも13.59
同じ12.31
口出し14.21
アレ13.12
口付け14.38
異性14.02
否定13.07
立て直す14.11
言い募る14.49
12.57
上げる12.58
尚更13.69

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