"Now this isn't embarrassing, is it?"

"Now this isn't embarrassing, is it?"

月白ヤトヒコ

I had a fiancée. My family, though a branch line, carried royal blood. She was the daughter of a house chosen by the current royal family, or so I was told. Despite being an only child, she was marrying into my family. I interpreted her as an incompetent daughter who wasn't chosen as heir despite being the only child. And I resented the royal family for making such an incompetent daughter my fiancée. Every time I saw her face, I thought, "Why is such a woman my fiancée...?" but since she was officially my fiancée, I treated her accordingly. After entering the academy, I met her there. A former commoner young lady who had only recently been taken in by a noble family. An innocent smile completely different from my fiancée. Her carefree attitude, her gentle words. It wasn't just me who took a liking to her... Two men, now friends but scheduled to become my aides in the future, also seem to have taken a liking to her. And so has my fiancée's younger brother. One day, when my fiancée approached her, we ended up arguing. "I'm ashamed that such a woman is my sister-in-law, even if only by marriage! Please stop this already!!" I agreed with my fiancée's younger brother's words. "Absolutely. I'm ashamed that such a woman is my fiancée. If I could, I'd want to annul the engagement right now, she's so hateful." I didn't think it would come to this. How we were perceived by those around us... When I was made to realize that, I fell into despair. [Because you found it "shameful," didn't you?] This is a sequel to [What are you saying. Isn't it "shameful"?]. A story from the former fiancée's perspective. It should be okay even if you haven't read the previous story... I think. The setting is loose. Posted on AlphaPolice.

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Reading Time
94 min
Words 3,955
Sentences 434
Characters 7,540
Unique Words 1,242
1-Occurrence Words
799
Unique Kanji 700
1-Occurrence Kanji
294
Avg Word Difficulty 2.20
Avg Sentence Length 9.1

Word List (1,242 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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修道院14.31
それ以上13.13
頭を過ぎる15.38
王城13.37
笑み12.60
13.37
一族13.38
単に13.46
恋しい14.23
五罪13.41
掛け13.00
陰口14.53
同士13.17
離れる12.83
押さえ付ける14.92
盛る13.96
戦々恐々14.65
補填14.63
心持ち14.44
諦める13.20
心から13.54
よりも12.48
処刑13.74
とすると13.56
さっと13.85
13.12
教育13.34
歪む13.51
12.55
何だと13.45
14.08
了承13.62
触れる13.08
付き13.15
二位13.39
言い付け15.18
12.43
移動中14.29
可惜13.37
ても良い12.90
地位13.45
如何様14.80
聞かす13.61
こちら12.29
哭く12.05
巴豆12.47
13.36
12.96
挙げ句14.26
何処まで13.49
気分12.99
捨てる13.06
費用13.93
年頃13.81
去る13.02
土地13.22
向かう12.31
12.74
この様に13.80
不安12.89
なんとも言えない14.10
尚更13.69
丁夜15.30
嫉妬13.54
保つ13.36
飲む12.84
13.24
吐き捨てる14.08
11.90
ちゃった13.01
無邪気13.81
よっぽど13.76
触れ合う14.26
言い出す13.62
進路13.84
休む13.22
もう一度13.13
宜しく14.27
11.99
名誉13.70
込み13.73
ません13.24
かも12.76
相手方14.69
言い募る14.49
口実14.26
致す13.43
我々13.01
存在12.32
総出12.91
騎士12.31
アレ13.12
未定14.55
王子12.76
羽目13.96
耐える13.10
常に13.18
名義で15.11
もういい13.73

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