"Now this isn't embarrassing, is it?"

"Now this isn't embarrassing, is it?"

月白ヤトヒコ

I had a fiancée. My family, though a branch line, carried royal blood. She was the daughter of a house chosen by the current royal family, or so I was told. Despite being an only child, she was marrying into my family. I interpreted her as an incompetent daughter who wasn't chosen as heir despite being the only child. And I resented the royal family for making such an incompetent daughter my fiancée. Every time I saw her face, I thought, "Why is such a woman my fiancée...?" but since she was officially my fiancée, I treated her accordingly. After entering the academy, I met her there. A former commoner young lady who had only recently been taken in by a noble family. An innocent smile completely different from my fiancée. Her carefree attitude, her gentle words. It wasn't just me who took a liking to her... Two men, now friends but scheduled to become my aides in the future, also seem to have taken a liking to her. And so has my fiancée's younger brother. One day, when my fiancée approached her, we ended up arguing. "I'm ashamed that such a woman is my sister-in-law, even if only by marriage! Please stop this already!!" I agreed with my fiancée's younger brother's words. "Absolutely. I'm ashamed that such a woman is my fiancée. If I could, I'd want to annul the engagement right now, she's so hateful." I didn't think it would come to this. How we were perceived by those around us... When I was made to realize that, I fell into despair. [Because you found it "shameful," didn't you?] This is a sequel to [What are you saying. Isn't it "shameful"?]. A story from the former fiancée's perspective. It should be okay even if you haven't read the previous story... I think. The setting is loose. Posted on AlphaPolice.

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Reading Time
94 min
Words 3,955
Sentences 434
Characters 7,540
Unique Words 1,242
1-Occurrence Words
799
Unique Kanji 700
1-Occurrence Kanji
294
Avg Word Difficulty 2.20
Avg Sentence Length 9.1

Word List (1,242 words)

WordFrequencyDifficulty
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年頃13.81
申し訳ない13.42
とする12.60
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追い払う14.05
困窮14.59
っす13.15
且つ14.44
断種15.84
下りる13.84
早々13.54
性根14.46
どうでも良い13.51
断る13.15
沢山12.94
問題12.39
進路13.84
本編14.03
政略14.58
竦む14.38
に応じて13.95
としても12.63
震わせる13.45
なれば12.99
人種13.77
縁談14.10
シャイ14.73
地位13.45
囲む13.17
頂ける13.53
によると13.63
心から13.54
応援13.41
平14.03
気分12.99
匿名15.02
あちこち13.50
げす14.61
感じる12.58
侮蔑14.32
シリアス14.50
込み13.73
伝染病15.14
無駄13.03
先ずは12.86
共有13.70
某国15.23
相応しい13.28
荒れる14.47
代表13.41
憎々しい14.55
尊重14.09
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恥知らず14.71
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何故か12.92
この様に13.80
言動13.64
媒介14.58
ご機嫌よう14.26
蒼白14.31
性病15.27
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単なる13.61
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優秀13.23
ご免なさい13.18
ちゃった13.01
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丁12.44
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広める14.15
とすると13.56
なんとも言えない14.10
分かる12.00
男同士14.58
問わず14.02
二位13.39
両家14.53
だろうか12.42
乳13.24
る13.36

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