"Now this isn't embarrassing, is it?"

"Now this isn't embarrassing, is it?"

月白ヤトヒコ

I had a fiancée. My family, though a branch line, carried royal blood. She was the daughter of a house chosen by the current royal family, or so I was told. Despite being an only child, she was marrying into my family. I interpreted her as an incompetent daughter who wasn't chosen as heir despite being the only child. And I resented the royal family for making such an incompetent daughter my fiancée. Every time I saw her face, I thought, "Why is such a woman my fiancée...?" but since she was officially my fiancée, I treated her accordingly. After entering the academy, I met her there. A former commoner young lady who had only recently been taken in by a noble family. An innocent smile completely different from my fiancée. Her carefree attitude, her gentle words. It wasn't just me who took a liking to her... Two men, now friends but scheduled to become my aides in the future, also seem to have taken a liking to her. And so has my fiancée's younger brother. One day, when my fiancée approached her, we ended up arguing. "I'm ashamed that such a woman is my sister-in-law, even if only by marriage! Please stop this already!!" I agreed with my fiancée's younger brother's words. "Absolutely. I'm ashamed that such a woman is my fiancée. If I could, I'd want to annul the engagement right now, she's so hateful." I didn't think it would come to this. How we were perceived by those around us... When I was made to realize that, I fell into despair. [Because you found it "shameful," didn't you?] This is a sequel to [What are you saying. Isn't it "shameful"?]. A story from the former fiancée's perspective. It should be okay even if you haven't read the previous story... I think. The setting is loose. Posted on AlphaPolice.

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Reading Time
94 min
Words 3,955
Sentences 434
Characters 7,540
Unique Words 1,242
1-Occurrence Words
799
Unique Kanji 700
1-Occurrence Kanji
294
Avg Word Difficulty 2.20
Avg Sentence Length 9.1

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11.97
残念に思う15.14
年頃13.81
太々しい16.18
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13.83
思わず12.73
笑顔12.66
了承13.62
呑む13.66
学校13.04
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継ぐ13.64
注意13.10
戒める14.81
ブックマーク14.36
落ちる12.99
どうでも良い13.51
顛末14.25
手負い13.20
一度も13.58
一族13.38
立て直し14.28
盛る13.96
幾ら13.75
未定14.55
いじらしい14.93
降ろす13.99
嫉妬13.54
潤む14.00
だから11.99
通り掛かる15.29
公費15.80
合せて15.28
性病15.27
哭く12.05
変更13.44
12.22
場合12.60
二位13.39
通報14.37
脅し13.90
挙げ句14.26
追い払う14.05
名誉13.70
前半14.03
おい12.87
12.47
言い募る14.49
単に13.46
如何13.47
それでも12.43
思いで14.02
好きになる14.51
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もう一度13.13
不満13.21
なぞる14.09
13.12
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と言うか12.68
12.64
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マジ13.30
外す13.17
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代え14.44
13.95
いよう14.09
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上がる12.69
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どう12.34
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タッチ14.49
ならば12.57
引く12.90
穢らわしい15.58
入学13.63
13.17
被る13.46
蔑ろ14.33
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12.43
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唆し15.03
12.55
どこか12.70
行う12.53
五罪13.41
歪む13.51
今更13.31
通る13.21
物なら13.68
某国15.23

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